Disclaimer- New Moon belongs to S.M. …..lucky monkey!
Warnings for this chap- Language……..and if you read what I edited out perverted stuff -_-'
Songs for this chap- Edward: Lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off by Panic at the Disco (I don't agree with the title, but a great song!) Jacob: ummm, none really…OH! RANDOM SONG: Angels on the Moon by Thriving Ivory!
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Crookshanks713 2009-01-25 . chapter 1
I'm really picky when it comes to Twilight fanfic, but I absolutely LOVE your story! Please, please keep writing!!
Thanks! I will : D
Demonic Screams 2009-01-31 . chapter 3
lmao Alice wondering about his sexuality.
i never thought about any of the cullens being gay!
that would be funny
love the story
Lol, I dunno, for some reason every once in a while I can't help but wonder about Jasper…..
Reviews for THIS CHAP:
bee 2009-01-24 . chapter 6
BABY?!?
Yup : D I thought it was predictable….
Gothic Saku-chan 2009-01-24 . chapter 6
baby? hmm...edwards gonna be ** and i love the wall thing at the bottom of the page...HILARIOUS...update soon
Yup! He is! Lol, that's what I would've done : D
thexlightxwithinxthexdarkness 2009-01-24 . chapter 6
...crap. She was pregnant?
0.o
I gotta give you props for putting a twist at the end.
XDD That part that you edited out of the story..."Who the hell builds a wall and paints it black in the darkness??"
LOL.
l i g h t (katering)
I would've thought u would've guessed it! T-T
renata 2009-01-25 . chapter 6
OMG... what?
Omg, YES MWHAHAHHAHAHA
Feenrai 2009-01-26 . chapter 6
:-D
More please?
I have to know what happens! What must Edward think? Will Bella tell them about the rape??
One of those q's will be answered NOW : P
Mommys-Little-Nightmare 2009-01-31 . chapter 6
Oh dear..
I didn't see that coming!
more soon please?
See! I'm really surprised no one saw that coming…maybe I'm sneakier than I thought? I dunno anymore
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Chapter 6 Part 1: Unexpected Reactions
Edward
~*~
A baby was lost,
New secrets to discover,
What a crazy day.
~*~
"I have a VERY good imagination." My angel whispered, still out of breath. I couldn't stop a small growl from escaping my lips as I pulled away from my spot at her ear. I'd been certain that would prove to her that this was no dream, or nightmare, but that this was really happening.
"What do I have to do to prove I'm real!" Her face scrunched in deep thought, wrinkles forming on her forehead as she concentrated. Was it really that hard to believe that I'd returned?
Sadly, another more pressing matter caught my attention.
"Edward, no matter what I need you to stay calm." Carlisle thought from just outside the door before entering the room. His face was tired and strained, and though his thoughts told me nothing, I could see him trying to find the best way to say what was needed to be said. Involuntarily I tensed and I gave my surrogate father a look that told him to continue.
"Please Edward, I know you'll be angry, but Bella's going to need you now more than ever. Whatever you do, you can NOT leave her." A growl began to rumble deep in my chest, but I fought the urge to let it out. Beside me Bella shifted her body weight away from me, preparing herself for whatever the news maybe. As much as I wanted to bring her closer to me, I restrained myself giving her the space she needed.
In his head, Carlisle was counting backwards from 1000 obviously not wanting to give anything away before he said it aloud. Most beings, both humans and vampires, struggled when faced with the task of saying something while thinking something entirely different. However, living with me for several decades had given Carlisle the practice he needed to succeed when it truly mattered.
"Bella, I have some bad news." A tense air hung amongst us as Carlisle paused briefly before striking the nerve to continue. "It's a miracle you're still alive Bella," a fact I was acutely aware of. "You lost almost 35% of your blood before that young man found you." I fought back another growl at that reminder that I was forever indebted to the pup. "Unfortunately, the baby wasn't so lucky."
All went quiet. In the corner of the room, Alice sat straight in her chair where she'd been lounging mere moments ago, her pitying eyes on Bella.
I myself was shaking in both anger and jealousy, venom pooling in my mouth. To think that some worthless human had touched Bella in such a way! Though I myself had longed for her body, I'd been a gentleman and refrained for ruining such an innocent angle. As much as I hated to admit it, I had longed to be her first. In a way, perhaps it was for the better. Had I been intimate with her in such a way, I'd more than likely have hurt her.
Nevertheless, I wanted to kill him, whoever he was. My mind first jumped to Newton, or one of the other perverted humans who had always undressed her in their minds. I felt disgusted at the very thought of what they used to think. Males that age were only interested in sex after all.
Then a more frightening thought came to mind. The mutt! Certainly he had said they were "friends" and the first person that came to Bella's mind when she awoke was him. Perhaps they were closer than he'd first thought. After all, what was he doing at her house so late at night anyway?
Another wave of anger rushed through me. The pup could've hurt her! In such a rush of emotions he could've changed and killed her.
As my mind began to weigh the different options I had of killing him, Bella finally spoke.
"I…had a baby?" My head snapped to her, measuring her reaction. Since the news, Bella hadn't moved an inch and her face had become emotionless. Even now, she spoke in monotone, neither too softly nor too loud.
"Yes Bella, you were pregnant. Approximately 2-4 weeks to be exact. Considering it was under a month, you probably didn't notice the loss of your period. Have you been feeling sick lately?" Bella nodded slightly, and then paused.
"But…I'm not pregnant anymore?" My heart fell. After all my Bella had been through, she should not have to deal with this too. Unable to speak, Carlisle just nodded sadly.
In an instant, Bella completely changed. Her shoulders slumped, her eyes closed slightly, and she released a long breath of air.
"Thank God."
To say we were surprised would be an understatement. We stared at her, completely put off by what she had just said, waiting for her to continue. When she didn't, I spoke what we were all thinking.
"What do you mean Bella?" My angel turned her head to face me, a small smile on her face.
"I'm not pregnant! I won't have to deal with a child I would've hated!" She looked around at us, and the smile fell. "Oh, that must've sounded bad." Had Rosalie been her it would've taken Emmett, Jasper, and Carlisle to hold her down.
"No, it's completely understandable." I whispered soothingly in her ear. She relaxed again, her body fitting into mine so perfectly. Sadly, I couldn't be at such peace.
"Poor Bella. However, that wasn't exactly how I expected her to react…" Carlisle thoughts faded out slightly, becoming too rushed and complicated to understand.
"How could I not SEE this?! And why did she say she would've hated the kid? I always thought Bella would've made a good mother, though she may not be begging for one like Rosalie." Alice thoughts brought a frown to my face, making me have to turn to where Bella couldn't see it.
Why had Bella said she'd hate the child? Certainly she wasn't ready for children, but it didn't seem like she'd be the type to hold a grudge for a mistake she had made. If anything, Bella had always been self-sacrificing, and would have hated herself for not being the model parent for her child. What could've happened?
Perhaps she hadn't really made the choice? Maybe she was pressured into the act. I shook my head. Bella had always been too stubborn to do anything she didn't want to do…but…
Having been too occupied with the thoughts of my family and my own, I was surprised to hear Carlisle speak again.
"Bella, considering the circumstances, the other doctors and myself think it would benefit you to talk to a physiatrist." The reaction was instantaneous. With a jerk, she tore herself from me, her face livid with both anger and fear.
"NO! I don't need any help!"
"Bella," I said soothingly again, trying to calm her down. She jerked again from my touch.
"NO! I'M FINE!"
"Bella, dear, you just slit both wrists. There is obviously something wrong, and we believe talking with a professional would help." Carlisle said, though it only seemed to add gas to the already burning flames.
"I DON'T NEED HELP! I made it without your stupid help this long!"
"But Bella, we're worried, you almost didn't—"Bella cut Alice off before she could continue.
"WHY THE FUCK SHOULD YOU CARE?! HUH?! You all LEFT me! You saw it all anyway! You saw it coming but you didn't HELP me THEN! Did you? DID YOU?!" Tears were now streaming down my angel's face as she shook violently from head to toe. My heart broke at the fact that she thought we'd know whatever caused her to kill herself and didn't care enough to help her.
Alice seemed even more disturbed by this thought, considering she already blamed herself for not having seen this coming. My adoptive sister's face was full of hurt, her eyes scrunched shut.
"Bella you can't beli—"
"WHY SHOULDN'T I?! You think you can just show up here and everything can go back to normal? Well it CAN'T!" Suddenly, she became very still, her voice barely a whisper. "I never meant to kill myself, I swear it was an accident. But now I'm beginning to wish Jake never found me."
The room fell still and a tense silence hung between us. No one knew how to respond to that statement. I'd thought my heart had fallen before, but now it felt as if my still heart had broken. My Bella truly wished to die…exactly what had happened since I left. Was it because I left?
That thought it me hard. If I had stayed, would this never have happened? Would my Bella not have to gone through such a torture as this?
Unable to take it anymore, I grabbed Bella and held in my arms quicker than she could react. Once she realized that I was holding her, she flinched slightly, before crying into my shoulder. No one said anything as Bella cried until she fell asleep in exhaustion.
Carefully as to not wake her, I moved her so that she was laying her back. Unfortunately she had a strong grip on my shirt and I had to softly pry them off of me.
"Edward…"
"I know Carlisle." I cut my father off, not daring to look at him. In a blink of an eye, I was off Bella's bed and out the door.
"EDWARD!" Alice yelled behind me, but I kept walking, struggling to keep at a human pace. Alice didn't even bother and easily blocked my way.
"Where the hell do you think you're going?" She asked, her eyes glaring into my own.
"To get information." I said through grit teeth.
"On no you don't. There's NO way you're leaving Bella like this. She just had a mental break down for Christ's sake!"
"I'll be back before she wakes up."
"And if you're not? Then what genius?" I pinched the bridge of my nose and sighed.
"Alice, listen to me. I know you want to know what happened just as much as I do, and you also know that Bella is in no way prepared to tell us what happened. Even if my search comes up empty, I have to try." Alice didn't say anything at first, but finally sighed.
"I know you're going to go see Black, but whatever you do, DO NOT cross the border, alright?" I nodded, totally un-phased at her knowledge of where I was going. You get used to having a sister who could see the future after all.
~*~*~*~BE HAPPY, I WAS GONNA LEAVE IT THERE XD~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Chapter 6 Part 2: Unexpected Meetings
Jacob
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Never trust a leech,
Especially one that knows
What you are thinking.
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I'd only been away from Bella for an hour and I was antsy. My dad could see that I was too because he said that he was going to Harry's house to watch the game and that'd he be fine on his own. So after dropping him off, I was on my way back to the hospital. As worried as I was about Bella's condition, I was more worried about what those leeches were up to.
Meeting the girl bloodsucker hadn't gone all that badly, but Edward was a completely different story. It took all my concentration not to rip him into twenty fucking pieces, and then watch him burn. But as much as I wanted to, I knew I was out numbered. Not to mention the fact that I'd be risking Bella's life in the process. Not to mention the fact that'd she'd be pretty pissed if I killed the pretty-boy.
As deep in my thoughts as I was, I wasn't so out of it that I didn't smell him miles away. He was obviously waiting for me, standing just shy of Quileute line. My hands gripped at the steering wheel, as I slowly pressed down on the gas until he came into sight. Sure enough, there he stood, leaned against the hood of his Volvo silver S60R. His face was hard and emotionless, and I could feel the tension in the air.
Despite my better judgment, I pulled off the side of the road directly in front of his car and stepped outside to meet him.
"Bloodsucker."
"Pup." I growled, though he kept the same blank look he had before.
"And to what do I owe this unwanted visit." He visibly deflated, taking on a look of exhaustion, as he closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose.
"What happened to her?"
Oh. Of course, he was here to talk about Bella. The image of the gory mess I found in her bathroom sprung to mind. The leech cringed as if he could see it too.
"You mean other than you leaving her broken in the middle of the forest." Another image of how Sam found her after the Cullen left her filled my mind. The bloodsucker cringed again and looked slightly more pale than usual if that was possible.
"I hadn't meant to cause her so much pain." His voice was soft, and somewhat defeated.
"Well, you did." I said, shifting from one foot to another awkwardly. This wasn't how I expected this conversation to go.
"Do you know who Bella's been hanging around with?"
"Other than me, no one that I know of…wait there was that blonde. Mitch? Michael?"
"Mike." I nodded.
"But they didn't seem that close if that's what you're thinking. …Wait, why?" I stared at him suspiciously. He hesitated a second.
"Bella was pregnant." My eyes widened visibly, as I attempted to take in that news. It may not be any of my business, but she could've told me she was seeing someone!
"Wait, you said 'was'."
"The baby was only a few weeks old; it didn't make it with all the blood loss."
It may have not been my baby, but I felt a little guilty. Maybe if I had found her earlier? And I defiantly shouldn't have been teaching her how to ride a motorcycle if she was pregnant!
"WHY THE HELL WERE YOU TEACHING HER HOW TO RIDE A MOTORCYCLE IN THE FIRST PLACE?! Were you TRYING to get her killed?" The bloodsucker's emotions had changed so quickly I was too shocked to reply. When I finally did get myself together, I'd realized what he just said.
"How the fuck did you know that?" He said nothing for a moment.
"I can read minds." Oh, shit. So those rumors about some vampires having extra powers were true.
"Well THAT'S convenient." He chuckled slightly.
"Not as much as you think it is." His face hardened again. "Listen, Bella…didn't quite react the way we thought she would when we told her she lost the baby."
I raised an eyebrow, and motion for him to continue. He sighed.
"She was glad she didn't have to deal with a baby 'she would've hated'." Now that was surprising. Why would she have hated the baby? He sighed again.
"Well, it seems like this was a waste of time. I'm going back to the hospital; I assume you are as well?" I nodded. "I'm sure Bella will be happy to see you."
Without another word, he turned and got back in the car.
"WAIT!" I yelled, causing him to lower the window. "Is she okay?" Again, he paused.
"Physically, she's stable." Without adding anything, he closed the window and drove off.
After a few seconds of thinking over his words, I too got in my car. By the sounds of it, Bella needed a friend…if she still thought of me as one.
YAY! Another chap down!
As I mentioned earlier, was gonna save Jacob's POV for the next chap, but I'm just soooooooooo nice!
I would've written this yesterday but I had a very eventful day! : D
(I volunteered for a couple of hours, then spent the rest of the day with one of my friends, then spent most of the night texting one of my newer friends who may be going to juvy OO)
So yeah!
As you can see, I'm gonna start replying to all my reviews now, cuz I love them so much! I.E. REVIEW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! I'll send the evil BANANA-GA's AFTER THY IF NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
Things I wanted to write, but I restrained myself from:
Unexpected Reactions:
"Unfortunately, the baby wasn't so lucky."
All went quiet. Finally, I couldn't hold it in anymore.
"You whore!" Three shocked heads jerked to me. "I leave for three months, and already you're getting knocked up? What happened to only loving me? HUH?" Tears were running down Bella's face and I could hear a small "Edward", but I didn't stop.
"You're just another fucking slut." Without waiting for a reply, I stood up and stalked out the door. Ignoring Alice screams behind me, I got in my car and drove.
Reason why not: EDWARD CAN'T DO THAT! T-T Okay, seriously, I really wanted to put that in (which is why I picked the song I did for this chap : D) cuz imagine all the drama! (Everyone loves drama when they're not involved : P) Still, Edward would never do that, so I didn't go that direction.
Unexpected Meetings:
"I can read minds." Oh, shit. So those rumors about some vampires having extra powers were true. To test if he was really telling the truth I thought of Bella doing something really nasty with a banana.
In a flash, Edward had grabbed me by the collar and shoved me into my car. With his face mere inches from my own, he snarled angrily.
"If you EVER think about Bella like that again, I swear I'll shove that banana somewhere else!"
Reason why not: That was seriously a dirty thought! -_-' But I've always imagined Jacob being a pervert : D (Note- I chose a banana cuz no one can eat a banana at our lunch table without SOMEONE making a crack about it. Some thing with Cheetos Asteroids also known as Cheeto balls…)