Sophie saw them through the window smiling at each other lovingly… she wished she and Sky had the same love for each other as her parents though, they didn't, she didn't know why. They love each other so much but Sky wasn't ready to make a commitment, he was off to Italy without her, meeting people, maybe a pretty girl…… OK, Sophie stop thinking about it…

She went into the room with Donna and Sam, went up to her mom and hugged her, not hard though, she didn't want to hurt her.

"Soph, you alright, you look…"

"I've been worried about you! Are you OK?"

"I'm fine Soph!"

Sam butted in "She's more than fine…..

Donna made a 'Shhhh' sign.

"… she's brilliant!"

Sophie laughed. She needed it, she didn't know if now would be the right time to talk about Sky to her parents, they weren't that happy with him and what he had done to her. So they talked about Donna. They found out she was being released in a few days, maybe more, so she went and got some things for her at the Villa. She decided to leave it and go and write in her journal, it was a good way to get feelings out when you felt you couldn't talk about them, her mom was to interested in talking to Sam she wouldn't notice if she took a while.

"Donna, why did you not let me tell Sophie about the baby?"

"I don't know, I just didn't think it would be right, she's upset about Sky, even though she wont admit it I know she is. I just didn't wanna rub it in her face about how happy we are when her supposed 'future husband' is in Italy doing who knows what!"

"So, when are you planning to tell her?"

"Well Rosie and Tanya along with Harry and Bill are coming when I get out of here, we can have a party and tell everyone altogether… would that be OK?"

"I so lucky to have a wife as smart and beautiful as you!"

"Oh I am lucky to have an equally smart and handsome husband!"

"I love you"

"I love you too, Sam!"

Dear Diary,

Today has been worse than all the others. I keep thinking about Sky, I haven't heard from him in months and I miss him so much. I really hate to say it but I don't think he loves me anymore, I feel really jealous of mom because Sam is so loving towards her and makes her feel really important. I am just brushed to the side with Sky. Everything else in his world just seems more important than me. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him but I can't live like this anymore either, not knowing if he loves me or not, not knowing where he is or what he's doing, I just wish I could turn back to the wedding day. I wish I would have married him, otherwise he might not have left me alone. I already told him that I didn't want to go, that I would miss everyone too much and that if he went we might not be able to keep in contact. He just didn't seem to care… he went anyway of course. He just couldn't help himself. So here I am a nervous wreck trying to figure out what I done wrong. I need to talk to him, I could try calling, but it would just go to voicemail again. I could try writing but he just wouldn't write back. I really wish I could tell my mom all of this but I just don't know if she would understand… wait a minute, she might. Sam left her all alone too. She might be able to tell me what to feel and what to do because I really can't think anymore. I'm gonna go now diary. I need to blow my nose and wipe my tears, stop thinking about him, go to my mom leave her the stuff and talk to her, yeah I can do this. I don't need Sky, or maybe… I do.

Sophie x

(A.N I hope you like this! I just thought it would be better to explain what had happened to Sophie and Sky, because I don't think I mentioned them! Next chapter ** Spoilers** Ii will be Sophie talking to Donna about this and Donna after she gets released at the party.) xx