Disclaimer: Ben 10 and Ben 10: Alien Force belongs to Cartoon Network
Disclaimer: Ben 10 and Ben 10: Alien Force belongs to Cartoon Network!
Warnings: This story contains slash and yaoi. Naughty language will be used, and Mpreg is going to happen.
Title: I love you Because
By: PurplePrincess
Kevin Leven.
He was such an interesting person.
He was a brut, to put it short. He was rude, cocky, a slob, and lets face it; not the sharpest tool in the shed. But I just can't help, but admit he has a special place in my heart.
He was my first friend, and the first person he ever gave more than one chance. Out of all the bad guys I had ever fought, I always tried to get Kevin to be good. I don't know why though, and that's the problem. I can't figure out why I want him to be so good, and I can't figure out why I trust him so much.
When I first met him we became automatic friends, I even tried to get him to join me when he tried to pummel me. Not just once though, I tried many times. Then I left him in the null void, I thought I would never see him again. He ended up joining us any way, but even I'm not sure why.
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Ben stopped writing for a moment. He really did wonder why Kevin joined them, and suddenly decided he wanted to be good. He spent so many years in the null void, around other people like him. Then all of a sudden, wa bam, he was a good guy. Even Grampa Max noticed how much Kevin had changed, and he'd only seen him for a few minutes.
It had been two weeks since his 'sleep over' with Kevin. Ben had convinced him to do it again, but this time at Ben's house. He only had another couple of minutes before Kevin would come barging in, asking where the chips were. So Ben decided he wanted to write in his Diary…..Journal. Ya he knew it was gay, but it's not like he could talk about his problems with other people.
When he went to put it away his mom opened the door. "Ben you're little Kevin friend is here!" She announced happily, just glad her baby actually had a social life. Ben snorted when the older boy walked into his room. "Hello little Kevin!" He greeted jumping up from his bed, walking over to the brut. "Shut up." Ben laughed pulling Kevin into a hug.
Was Flabbergasted a good word for Kevin's current situation? No more like a completely new feeling, what did those romance books call it again? Oh yes, cardiac arrest!
This was possibly the best thing that has ever happened to Kevin, at least that's how he felt. Ben on the other hand did not feel the same, but slowly tried to get off of Kevin who had hugged him back rather tightly.
"Um you can let go now." Kevin, who had drifted a bit from the world, snapped awake and quickly let go. "Where're the chips?" Ben groaned pointing over to his desk. Kevin squeed (rather unmanly), and ran over to his bountiful feast. "Geez, you act like you never eat." The younger boy complained sitting down on his chair. Kevin looked at Ben rather eerily, his mouth filled with Doritos. Ben chuckled nervously, and watched Kevin feast.
Then he remembered the night he was in the car with Kevin. It didn't seem like he ate anything but protein bars. So that's how he kept that figure, Ben would have to try that sometime. Speaking of the night in the car.
Flashback
This was going to be fun, Kevin thought.
"That's a great way to ask! I'm surprised you're usually shy about things like that." Ben gave Kevin an annoyed look, blushing slightly. "Okay Benji, when a man loves a woman very much,"
"That's not what I meant." Ben interrupted crossing his arms. "Okay then, anything they didn't teach you in school?" Ben looked forward, and thought for a moment. "They didn't tell me anything about that but they did tell me about those." Ben explained bashfully. Ben looked at Kevin and noticed how agitated he looked. Ben couldn't help but be shy, he never asked his parents about this sort of thing before. He just asked Kevin because he was bored, and he really did want to know.
When he went out with Julie he couldn't help but think of that sort of thing. What would have happened if they did decide to do that, he would have had no idea of what to do? So why not ask Kevin, no matter how random or awkward the conversation is; he started it.
"Well what I want to know is how to start..." Okay that had to be one of the most embarrassing questions ever! Or maybe not, what if he were asking how to cut a pie; Oh wait...he was. "Touch…" How simple, more likely a Kevin answer; he never did go to school.
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That had to be one of the longest conversations ever, embarrassing too. He did like it though; not only did he know how to do the bad thing, he also bonded with Kevin. He really did know what he was talking about though. Which made Ben think, had Kevin ever have sex before? Something in the bit of Ben's stomach came up, was he jealous? Or was it nausea?
Then again, Kevin having sex didn't seem all that bad…figuratively of course.
"What are you lookin' at?" Kevin asked as when he noticed Ben staring at him. "Kevin sex…" Ben muttered. Kevin spit out the soda he was drinking, and stared at Ben appalled. "Uh, I mean…my dog Rex!" Kevin smiled raising his eyebrow, and tapped his fingers on the desk. Ben stood up from his seat. "I'm going to the bathroom now! Pick out a movie from under my TV." He quickly ran out of the room leaving Kevin alone, in his room, alone.
Kevin smiled evilly.
First he would pick out the movie! The Outsiders, Perfect. Nothing like a scary movie to get your childhood crush to cuddle with you.
Hey he deserved a little of Bens cuteness.
Kevin walked over to Ben's bed, and lay down. He closed his eyes for a moment taking a deep breath. Ben's room smelled of apple shampoo, and his pillow smelled like Ben. Thank goodness Ben didn't use cologne, it would ruin his uniqueness. Julie was lucky, she really was. To have such a sweet boy, that Kevin wish he could freely kiss like she could. It was cute when she kissed his cheek, but if Kevin did the same thing people would scorn them. They would call them abominations, sickos…freaks.
"Kevin?" Ben asked poking the other on the forehead. Kevin broke out of his thoughts, and picked himself up. "Ready to watch the movie yet? I made popcorn!" Kevin nodded throwing Ben what he picked out. "No! Me no lickey scary movies!" The younger boy complained. "Too bad!"
After much arguing Kevin finally convinced Ben to sit, and at least close his eyes.
Ben held onto Kevin, just like the older planned. He even leaned into Ben, and rested his head onto the others. Again Kevin closed his eyes, he liked to smell Ben. He couldn't help but wonder what Ben smelled like when he was in pleasure. He also couldn't help but wonder why he was mind raping his crush, and best friend.
The movie ended with a much relived Ben, and a very disappointed Kevin.
"What do you mean the ending sucked?" Ben complained. "It was the best part!" Kevin walked up to Ben, and whispered in his ear. "Be quiet I feel people watching us." They both looked around the room, and then Kevin walked up to the window. "Do you see that?" He whispered. Ben ran up to the window, and looked over Kevin's shoulder. Then Kevin turned around, and yelled. Ben screamed, and fell on the floor grabbing onto Kevin's shirt.
Kevin landed on top of the younger boy, his head in between his neck. They both stay still for a moment then Ben spoke up. "That. Was. So wrong!" He pushed Kevin's shoulders as they both laughed. Ben flipped them over, and looked into the others eyes. The Ben frowned, he licked this too much.
He liked being with Kevin to much, and he liked hugging Kevin. Ben liked everything about Kevin, and it was so confusing. He still liked Julie a lot, but when he was with Kevin, like this, he felt something different. Ben felt something with Kevin that he hadn't felt with Julie. Did Kevin feel the same way though, did Kevin like him?
"You okay?" Kevin asked curiously. It's not like he wanted Ben to get off of him, he just wanted to know what the matter was. Ben blinked, and looked down at Kevin.
"Ya I'm fine."
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Gwen wanted to know what those papers that Kevin wrote said. It seemed that even after she tried to help him, he and Ben got worse.
For the past couple of days both boys seemed to be down in the dumps. Gwen tried to cheer Ben up by calling Julie and making her talk to him, but it seemed to only make him worse. And she didn't even try with Kevin, because he was in one of those 'if you talk to me I'll pummel you' moods.
It seemed that invading some personal space was the only option she had, if she wanted everyone to stop being mops. It wasn't even about that though; they really started to get rusty at fighting the DNAliens when they had a lot on their minds. That was a good enough reason to make people get mad at her.
Right?
Was it really a good idea to possibly get hated for whatever was on this paper? She couldn't help it though, whatever was wrong with her cousin and friend was on that paper.
She had a feeling, but couldn't put her figure on it.
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Ben and Julie walked next to each other, holding hands. Ben felt bad for acting so miserable around his girlfriend and decided to take her out.
But the sad part about that is, he didn't know why he was so miserable. He hadn't really called his thoughts about Kevin an epiphany or revelation, more like a moment of weakness.
"I had fun Ben! I always do when we have dates." Julie said when they reached her house door. Ben smiled warmly; he loved how cheery she was. He loved everything about her. How could he have ever second toughed her? "I'm glad." Ben kissed her cheek, and began to walk away.
He saw Kevin sitting in his car acting all cool, but Ben could see in his eyes something different. Ever since the second sleepover he had actually began to read Kevin's emotions, even when he acted like nothing was wrong. He had never been able to do that before, so why could he do it now?
"Ben wait!" Julie yelled, and grabbed onto his wrist. "There's something I have to say." She pulled Ben back to her. Julie wasn't stupid, she saw that Ben was loosing interest in her; all she needed to do was one thing. She also wasn't a tyrant, of course she wouldn't ripe Ben from his true love. She would just stop him from falling in love with someone who wasn't her. For the simple reason she had convinced herself that she was his true love. "What is it Julie?" Ben asked looking into her eyes.
"Ben, I love you!"
Both Ben and Kevin looked at her in shock.
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To be Continued….