Disclaimer: Ben 10 and Ben 10: Alien Force belongs to Cartoon Network!
Warnings: This story contains slash and yaoi. Naughty language will be used, and Mpreg is going to happen.
EXTRA NOTE: I am NOT and NEVER am going to change he alignment of this story It will stay centered. So stop asking.
Title: I love you Because
By: PurplePrincess
Try and think of the worst thing that could happen to a 17 year old boy.
Telling said 17 year old boys' lovers' parents that she…well in this case he, was pregnant. When Kevin stepped into the same room as them with Ben and Gwen, it seemed they knew that something was going to happen.
Ben was the first to say anything, and after he told them all hell broke loose. A few times Kevin was banished from existing in this very universe. Needless to say there was a lot that they all needed to talk about.
Gladly in the end Kevin was aloud to exist, and see Ben just as normal. On one condition of course…that he had to supply the babies stuff. Carl of course was going to replace the potential crap Kevin might buy with his menial payments. He wasn't going to tell Kevin that though.
Carl wasn't mad at Kevin nor did he hate him in any way. The only reason that he yelled and threatened the younger man for was because he couldn't believe it happened. He honestly couldn't think of anyone who would believe this would happen.
Carl like this young man, but there was a feeling in the pit of his stomach that told him not to trust him. He told his wife about it, but she said he was just worried about Ben.
That was about a month ago.
Since then Bens' Belly had gotten only slightly bigger, and Kevin managed to buy a black oak crib.
Now there was only one problem that Kevin had been going through all by himself. Kevin was a Sociopath.
He was trying as hard as he could to look past being mad at himself, and the world. The mental crap he had been going through was killing him. Kevin wanted so badly to love the baby Ben had in him, but he couldn't. His mom thought it was a miracle Kevin fell in love with Ben. That was the only bit of love Kevin had in him to give away. There was nothing else left in him, but he couldn't tell Ben that. He didn't even want to tell himself that.
Thinking about it made him feel like less of a human. He didn't want to keep his feelings locked up inside of him, or else he might end up hating his baby. Kevin needed to talk to somebody about it, and the only person he could think of was his mother.
The Phone rang a few times before Kevin heard the sweet voice of his mother on the other end of the line.
"Hello?" "Hi Mom. It's Kevin." Kevin smiled when he heard her gasp in excitement. "Hi Baby! How are you?" She asked knowing that Kevin just didn't call for the hell of it. "I'm good; I wanted to ask you a question though." He paused for a moment before continuing. "I wanted to ask you about dad."
"Oh baby…I think I know what this is about. Please come over to my house, and we'll talk about it then. Bring Ben with you he deserves to know what's going on." Kevin heaved stress out of the very depths of his lungs. "Kevin Ethan Levin." She scolded "I know, I know don't worry I bring him along."
"Okay sweaty, get here as quick as you can and I'll help you. I love baby." "Bye mom"
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"Where are you taking me?" Ben asked 30 minutes into the car ride. "I told you already that you'll find out when we get there." Ben rolled his eyes, as he went back to playing his new DSi.
Kevin pulled into the driveway of a little white house that had a big garden filled with purple flowers. "Is it okay if I ask where exactly we are?" Ben asked as his boyfriend got out of the car. He followed the other up the little drive way to the door.
"You
ready?" Kevin asked. The only response he got was a tilt of the
head. Accepting this as a 'yes' Kevin rang the doorbell.
Ben
was surprised to see who answered it.
She seemed like a young woman, with short black wavy hair. Her skin was slightly pale, and she wore a purple blouse with grey pants. The woman's eyes were what caught Bens attention, they were a really bright purple color. She smiled widely when Ben looked into her eyes, making dimples.
"You
must be Ben; it's so nice to finally meet you! I'm Kevin's mom,
Viola Levin!"
Ben laughed as he gaped, shocked that he finally
met Kevin's mom.
She gave him a big hug, and dragged them both
into her home.
Ben
looked around the living room, amazed from what he saw.
The walls
were purple, and covered in pictures of purple flowers. A few of them
were pictures of Kevin when he was a baby.
Her furniture was
black with purple pillows.
The coffee and end tables had glass
tops with black metal legs.
"I'll
make some tea so just make yourselves at home." As she walked into
the kitchen Ben turned to Kevin.
"So that's your mom?" Kevin
smirked knowing what he meant. "Surprising isn't it!"
"I'll
say…she seems really…"
"Happy, joyful, not at all like
me?" Ben nodded not wanting to sound rude.
"She's been this
way ever since I told her about you." They both went silent, but
Kevin didn't mind. He knew that Ben wouldn't understand yet.
"She
really seems to like the color purple too." Ben acknowledged. Kevin
lifted his arms while looking around the room.
He ceased the
sarcasm, "It's because of her eyes, no one in our family has
purple eyes. So grandma was kind of like 'whoa'." Ben nodded
Kevin's family truly was strange, but maybe he just thought that
because he had the stepford life.
"Do
you know your grandma?" Ben asked realizing that he might have more
than just his mom.
"Not on my moms side no, but on my real dads
side I know my uncle. He lives in Tokyo, so I never see him."
"Okay
here's the tea!" She said skipping into the room with a tray
filled with purple tea cups. She placed the tray onto the coffee
table, and took a seat on her couch.
"Kevins' told me so much
about you! Now that I finally get to meet you is amazing! You're
just as cute as he's told me!"
"MOM!" Kevin interrupted,
embarrassed.
"Sorry, well I suppose you did come here for a
reason. Which certainly isn't me embarrassing my baby." Kevin sat
up with a distant look in his eyes. Ben sensed that something was
amiss.
"What's
the matter?" He asked; the atmosphere in the room quickly becoming
uneasy. Kevin didn't say anything so Viola started.
"Ben, do
you know anything about Kevin and his social disorder?" Ben
shrugged "I always thought that Kevin was just a jerk."
It
was true.
Ben knew that Kevin might have a social problem from
when he was a kid. He never took the time to think about it though.
All those years of his boyfriend acting that way, being a jerk just
seemed like the way Kevin was. Now that he thought about it, what
would Kevin be like if he wasn't the way he was.
He wouldn't
be his Kevin.
Ben liked his Kevin
"No
he is a Sociopath, which could mean many things. There's a lot to
it, and explaining it might be difficult. It's a social disorder
that prevents Kevin from caring about anybody but himself. It's not
his fault though, and it's a miracle that he's been in love with
you for so long. But now he's scared that,"
"I'm scared
that I might never love our baby." He interrupted with a grim look
on his face.
It
couldn't be true; Kevin had to love this baby. Even thinking about
what life would be like if that was true, made Ben cringe in fear.
Viola and Kevin saw this, and empathy filled their hearts.
Kevin
felt like utter crap. How could he not love his own child, what kind
of person was he?
No matter how hard he tried to convince himself
that he could love another person besides Ben was just impossible.
He couldn't do it.
"It
doesn't make you a horrible person." Ben said sympathetically.
Kevin looked at Ben shock written on his face.
"Yes it
does." He put his face into his hands, distressed. Ben scooted over
closer to Kevin, and gave him a hug. He shook his head, "I know
you, and you can find it in yourself to love our baby. It's hard
for any new dad to connect with their unborn child. Maybe you just
need to give it time?"
Kevin
said nothing no emotion was on his face.
Viola smiled, "I think
you have a point there Ben." She knew Kevin was thinking about it.
She knew that he knew that he could find it in himself
to love his child. That what he was going through was just him being
worried about his problem.
Kevin's face brightened, and hugged
Ben back tightly.
"Will
you help m Ben, will you help me love our baby?" Kevin asked with
his head buried in the crook of the others neck.
"Of course I
will."
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