Disclaimer: Yogi, let's admit it.
Nor you or I own Sebastian and Ciel.
Kuroshitsuji is owned by someone who is not us.
If we owned Kuroshitsuji
We would be unpwnable.
((Indeed, we must put Disclaimer-san so we dun get sued! D=))
Warning: M Rated (Violent and Sexual Themes.)
~ Sebastian's P.O.V. ~
I caressed Ciel's exposed neck. He looked so delicious. Lust was taking over every inch of me as I looked down at his naked torso. "Bocchan." I hissed through my fangs, my violet eyes fixed on his azure ones. "Ciel." I corrected myself and grinned.
With my tongue salivating I lowered my head and began to nibble on his fragile human ears. . .
I whispered into Ciel's left ear in-between nibbling, "It was fun to watch you squirm back in France. . ."
The boy flinched after this and sweat began to drip off him. I took the liberty to lick these on top of the nibbling of the ear.
Turning my attention from his perfect face and skin, I began to slide my hand down to where his shorts were buttoned. "Hm, these are a nuisance." I whispered with disapprove as I tugged lightly.
As I slide my fingers down to his pants. . .
I met his hands.
In a futile attempt to stop a demon Ciel had grabbed my hands with his own.
"Do you really think I would let a demon like you to treat me like a plaything?"
These were the words that came out of Ciel's mouth. That brat dared speak to me in such a fashion? He needed to be reminded of his inferiority to me.
"You should know better, Bocchan, than to play with demons like that." I said, taking his lower lip into my teeth as I leaned down into his face. With one hand, I grabbed both of his wrists and brought them over his head, forcing them down. So now I was free to roam his clothes without interruption. . .
It was then that the squirmiest little
boy stopped resisting.
Odd, I thought.
Had he finally accepted his own lust?
It was the something that happened that caught me off guard. I, the one Hell of Butler, did not see this one coming.
Ciel bit my shoulder as strongly as he could. Now that came a bit spontaneously but I guess he wanted to do whatever to get me off him. However, maybe he was implying he wanted to be bit back by me.
Bringing my face to his neck, I bit roughly on his tender skin as he tried to push me away. He was helpless. A low moan rose from my lips as I tried my best not to devour Ciel completely, though my fangs did draw some blood that just intoxicated my senses more.
"Ciel. . ." I moaned as one of my hands roamed his torso and then his pants, ripping them off carelessly and tossing them to the side.
I pressed my hips to Ciel's exposed member, making him gasp.
"Sebastian, please . . . stop now." He pleaded, his voice was weak.
I grinned, shaking my head. "You shouldn't beg, Master. There's no way I will stop this. . ." I hissed through my fangs, smiling widely at him, glaring down with all the lust reflected in my eyes. The Lust of a demon was something very strong.
I left a trail of bites and kisses until I came to Ciel's cute pink nipples and took his left one into my mouth. His strong, bewildered heartbeats were so noisy. Maybe he was getting excited, the little brat. I bit down and made him whimper. I continued to suck roughly and him as Ciel struggled weakly under me.
"Stop, Sebastian. . ." he repeated, his voice far away.
"Hum. . ." I muttered, no longer really listening.
As I finished with his nipple, I returned to his face and let go of his hands. They rested still above his head. Finally, some cooperation from his part.
"Ciel." I whispered lustily as my free hand brushed his bangs away from his forehead, letting me see both of his eyes. The contract meant little now. Ciel had to choose to kill me so it could all end. . . And since he hadn't I could disobey easily. Though I still had to protect him . . . Ah, what I wouldn't give to see him ravaged and crying for my help, screaming my name. . . That I have yearned since I have laid eyes on him.
I leaned forehead and kissed his lips and then licked them slightly, almost tenderly.
But then I sat up, my legs on his waist's sides. I kept my eyes locked with Ciel's frightened ones as I ripped off my coat and ripped off the buttons in my white shirt, exposing my torso to Ciel, which was full of scars and burn marks from the time he had left me in that prison. His eyes gained a very tiny, slight look of guilt, but no words left his mouth.
I leaned down to Ciel again, bringing his lips to me, but this time roughly biting him and sucking on him, his lips becoming red from my rough actions. I carelessly cut his lower lip with my fangs as I ravaged his mouth with both my teeth and tongue. The blood flowed into my mouth as I took his lower lip fully into me, sucking it clean and drawing more blood with my fangs.
With one of my hands, I cupped and caressed Ciel's cheek. . . And with the other one I took Ciel's member and started to slowly but firmly stroke it up and down.
Ciel cried out in panic and fear at what I was doing between my bites and kisses in his mouth. I just chuckled darkly and continued to do it but much faster now. I could feel Ciel begin to get aroused in my hand even if he shook and struggled uselessly under me. I was enjoying the moment so much; I could not keep my self-control any longer. . . I was being kind and gentle compared to what I would have normally done already.
"Ciel," I whispered again, taking my hand away from his cheek and my lips away from his. He inhaled quickly, drawing as much air in his small lungs as he could and letting it out quickly too, making his lungs start hurting for the long time without air and sudden intake. I smirked.
Undoing my own pants, I pulled them down enough to have something stick out, clearly ready for what was to come next.
"I'm feeling kind, Bocchan." I felt more like his Master now though, but I guess the cute little nickname fit Ciel nicely. "I am not going to make you wait any longer for it."
I rubbed Ciel's member with my own firmly, and took us both in my hand, moving it up and down. A tiny moan came from Ciel as he squirmed under me. I moaned a little louder as I felt pleasure envelope my body.
"No, Sebastian. . ." He complained uselessly.
"When would you admit it, Ciel?" I asked him almost angrily with my free hand now helping in the "duty" there was below my waist. "You want me. . . You have always wanted me. You have always loved me!" My voice was an accusing snarl at the last statement.
"You'll be mine after this. . . Finally."
I knew I would never be able to have Ciel. Even after I killed Ash and the people who helped him do this to Ciel. I knew. I have always known I would never be able to hold that child under me in my arms and call him mine. I have always known I would never be able to make love to him as I have always wanted and call him mine. To have Ciel scream in ecstasy and tell me he loved me, for his lips to say that he needed me . . . that would never happen. But yet I made the contract, to be with him, to keep any eye on him, from preventing anything to touch him or to hurt him again.
I was the only one left for Ciel to kill, for us to finally be separated. Common sense back when I made the contract told me that he will most probably destroy me without a second thought and then I would finally find peace in a death that signified much more than simply waiting for eternity to end. I would be brought down by the only person who had ever captivated me in my eternal life.
Ciel, have you always wanted me? Have you always loved me? Or was it just I was wrong once more, and you will never feel that? Was this just my idiotic wishful thinking?
This was my opportunity.
For as long as this moment could last, Ciel was under my mercy. . . He was mine. Mine.That was a big thing to say.
"Liar. . . Idiot. . ." Ciel hissed.
I stopped everything I was doing abruptly. So he didn't? I sighed. For a second, I let my sadness reflect on my face. Ciel did not see it. He was glaring somewhere to the right, obviously trying to escape my violet eyes that reflected all the lust build up inside of me and . . . something else that I could not really identify.
"You want me to stop, My Lord?" I asked.
Ciel did not move, but uttered a small "yes", and so I got off him and collected Ciel into my arms so he could sit in my lap while I sat on the bed. Yes, some part of me below was still exposed and Ciel was naked, though I did not push him down on me.
"Yes, My Lord." I whispered. And stayed like that.
Ciel was obviously uncomfortable in my arms. He squirmed a little but gave up when he realized he couldn't do anything against my embrace. And then I remembered something. Why did he call me?
"My Lord, why did you call me to your room?" I asked him; my voice didn't give him any clues about my feelings or yearnings. It was as if nothing had happened.
Ciel shook his head and looked away, obviously saddened by my question.
I sighed and laid him on the bed gently. Maybe he'll tell me another day. For now, I went to the closet while pulling up my pants to get some clothes for the Bocchan.
As I returned to him, I noticed something wet and sticky between his legs. . .
My eyes opened a little wider.
"Uhm, my apologies for that, My Lord." I think I noticed something like that happening, but I never paid too much attention. . . I was too absorbed ravaging
Ciel's lips or making us both feel good. Good. I hoped Ciel viewed it the same way.
"You'll need a bath, Bocchan," I said. I tried not to grin.
"I can do it on my own," he protested, as if he already knew what was on my mind.
"I'm afraid not. Remember your time in France, Bocchan?"
So this was it. Ciel will never be mine or return my feelings for him. . . I didn't know exactly which feelings, though. Love? Could I even love? At least I guess this was the closest I could get to it. This was sick. The person I yearned for the most, the person that has amazed me the most, the only person I have ever loved . . . will never feel the same for me.
It was fine, though. One could never get what they really wanted, what they would kill for, mostly a demon.
I let Bocchan stand up in his own after glaring at him with my casual grin and chanting eyes. He grunted and walked to the bathroom naked. My gazed followed his every step. . .
"Oi! Sebastian!" He yelled arrogantly.
This was the thing that mostly fascinated me from the boy. He was quick to return to his dominant state.
"Yes, My Lord." I answered and walked with him to the restroom.
Ciel was so beautiful, but yet it was all pointless. No matter how much things I did to make him look at me some other way, it would never work.
I give up.
{No, this is not true. Sebastian hasn't given up, he's just depressed XD Look forward to the next part, where I think we'll make Sebastian and Ciel take a pretty long and special bath together. - *ahem* yeah, this is now officially M rated.
Funny parts are coming! xD}