Disclaimer: I don't Hannah Montana or the Jonas Brothers! I do however own this plot and such characters as Josh and Ryan. I don't own Kevin's GF and Jackson's GF.
A/N: I wanted to thank you for all of the wonderful reviews for that story. I'm really sorry about the late updates. Too many things going on with life in general. Happy readings!
A/N: Also, I just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY to KEVIN! : ) - even though he might not read this.
"Please, baby, don't do this," she cried out, wanting Joe to turn back around. "This wasn't my secret to keep."
"Do you think that makes any difference to me, Lilly?" Joe asked turning around with anger in his eyes. "I don't care that Miley is Hannah. I'm mad because….because…"
Lilly knew that he would get upset that she had kept the fact that she was Lola from him. "I understand that I shouldn't have kept being Lola a secret from you, but…."
"No 'buts', Lillian," Joe cut her off. "I can't believe this," he ranted to himself but he didn't know that he was speaking loudly enough for her to hear. "I'm so stupid. Why did I not see this coming? I fell for both girls only to turn out to be one girl all along." He turned back to face her with determination in his eyes. "Did you know that it was me when you met me that day at Starbucks?" he asked her. She shook her head. "I didn't know that it was you until you introduced yourself to me. Joe, what did you mean by falling for both girls?" she asked him.
He started laughing, which completely threw Lilly off. She didn't understand what the heck was going on. One minute, Joe was angry, then the next, laughing like it was some big joke. "I'm not mad at you, baby," he said and gathered her into his arms. He hugged her close and whispered into her the side of head where his lips were kissing, "I love you so much, Miss Lilly." Lilly was confused but she didn't care. All she cared was the fact that she was in his arms again and that he still loved her. She pulled away after she heard Kevin clear his throat. They both turned towards him and could see him standing by the doorway laughing his head off.
"What?" Lilly asked, sort of afraid of why the man that was like her big brother was laughing at her and his brother. Kevin just shook his head and continued laughing. "Joe, you really need to tell her why you said that earlier," he said in between breathes. Lilly turned back around to face her fiancé and noticed that he looked like he was ready to kill or something. "Joe, baby?" she asked, slowly afraid of what he was going to say.
Joe cleared his throat. "It's not that important anymore," he said, sternly. But, Lilly didn't budge. This had something to do with her – well, actually Lola but considering she was Lola back then, it had something to do with her. "What's going on, Joseph Adam Jonas?" she said using his full name. He knew he was in trouble when she used his full name. He cleared his throat again and whispered something that Lilly had to stain to hear. "Could you repeat that?" she asked, not really believing what he had just said.
"When we were younger and on the Hannah Montana: Best of Both Worlds Tour, I sort of had a crush on Lola Luftnagle," he said. Lilly had on a small smile when she heard that. "You've had a crush on me since then?" she asked. He slowly smiled. "I didn't know it was you back then, remember?" he replied. "Why did you think that I was flirting with you a lot? I hated it when Nick got to hug you that one time when you and "Hannah" dressed up as Milo and Otis."
"Awww…you've liked me since then?" she asked shyly. He chuckled and said, "Well, I didn't know that was you either until you guys told us and 'Hannah' got in trouble with Robby Ray."
"Right," she answered, slowly understanding. Kevin laughed even harder and told Lilly that wasn't the end of it. If looks could kill, (and I mean could murder), Kevin would have been in the hospital recuperating from his near death. Joe looked like he was ready to pounce. Lilly noticed the tension and tried to take it away from Joe. "Baby?" she asked timidly. She placed both hands on his arms and slowly ran it up and down the length of it. He always told her that that would make him calm down. He took in a couple of slow breathes and tried to find the right words to say. "During our relationship, I was going out of my mind," he said. Lilly felt the tears on her face. 'What in the world was he saying?' she asked herself. She tried to will herself to keep her tears at bay. He just told her that he loved her and now, he told her that he was going crazy or that she was driving him crazy?
Joe noticed the shift in her attitude and tried to console her. "No, baby, that's not what I mean. I don't mean it the way you think I mean. I had always wanted to get together with Lola when we were younger and then when she, I mean you, disappeared, I sort of forgot about my feelings for Lola. Then, I met you and I can see a little bit of her in you. So, I was fighting with myself after a few weeks into our relationship. I felt that I was betraying Lola because she and I had made that…" he trailed off. He wanted Lilly to remember what had happened that last night of the tour.
"We said that we would never forget each other and that if we could, we would find our way back to each other. No matter what happens to Hannah's and Nick's relationship – we would find our way back to one another," she finished for him. She remembered that night exactly.
Flashback
Lola and Joe were sitting on the roof of the hotel that they were staying in for the last leg of the tour. Hannah and Lola were going to leave the next morning. The boys were going to stay for an extra day to have their own special concert for their fans. The girls couldn't stay because of what happened between Hannah and Nick. Lola was leaning into Joe and he had his arms wrapped around her – keeping her warm despite the warm breeze that was blowing.
"I wished we could stay this way forever," Lola whispered. "Me too," Joe said into her hair. She was wearing, of course, her signature wig – the blue one. Joe had told her that it was his favorite color on her. It reminded him of her eyes and that was what he loved most about her. He was able to tell what she was feeling by just looking into her baby blue eyes.
"I can't believe this," Lola said, wiping away her tears. Joe pulled her closer. "I don't want you to go either, babe," he told her. "I wished that you could stay for another day, at least." She sadly nodded her head and leaned closer into him as much as possible.
"Look," Lola said, pulling away a bit to look into his eyes. "If we were meant to be, and we are," she added smiling a little bit, "we'll find our way back to each other. I'll never forget you, Joseph Adam Jonas."
"We will find our way back to each other," Joe told her. "You can't get rid of me if you tried. I'll look for you forever if I have to. I can never forget this beautiful face." He pulled her into a long kiss and was sadly had to let her go. The sun was beginning to slowly rise and she still needed to finish packing. He walked her back to her room and kissed her one last time. "Don't forget, we will find each other – one way or another. You'll always be in my heart," he whispered as he gently wiped away her tears one last time.
End Flashback
A/N: Hi, all! I'm sorry for the short chapter but I felt that this chapter needed to end with the flashback. I'm working on the next chapter right now. I'm not sure how long I want it to be yet.
