My World

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"Talking"

'Thoughts'

Flashbacks/Dreams

Chapter 2: The Meeting

The man finally let me go allowing me to take in a large amount of air.

Don't let go.

"Are you feeling a little better now?" he asked me quietly.

Only with you near me.

"Marginally, I just want my father back! How could they take him away too?" I asked tears once more swimming in my eyes.

Remembrance

'Get a hold of yourself Sarina. You know that crying does nothing for you now. It will only make things worse.' I thought berating myself viciously.

Remorse

"Come on Sarina we need to go home. Your things are already there and we have you a place all set up." Billy spoke softly to me regaining my attention. Also making me remember what they had said.

Regret?

"How long did my father know he was going to be taken into custody?" my voice was soft as well not wanting to burst into a tantrum again. I looked around to see it was now only me, Billy, and the man who had restrained me.

Abandonment

The others had all left including the man who had held me so tightly and made me feel whole for a small amount of time.

To be whole again



'Why did he leave?' I thought looking around wildly from side to side searching for some trace of him to reappear or better yet him to reappear in front of me.

All alone

"I think it was the moment he found out about Alyssa's… Death." He didn't seem to want to say what it really was my mom's murder not death, homicide not natural causes there was nothing natural about it.

Murder, Homicide, Cold, Still

"My mother's murder not her death…It wasn't normal the way she was killed." I continued my voice dropping lower. Now we were heading towards a Volkswagen Rabbit, I loved old cars father had installed that into to my system, mom used to laugh at us when we would see an old car and start to drool like kids in a candy shop. Now that was all gone from us.

No one

"We shouldn't talk about that here Sarina." Billy's son, my assumption, said to me and I glared.

I want answers!

"Then when? When the cops have my father behind bars for a murder he didn't commit!" I hissed out at him. He merely looked at me like I was an idiot and that alone riled me up farther.

I'm not a child!

I felt a whooshing sensation going through me and my telekinesis acted on its own causing a pot with flowers in it to lift up and smash to the ground.

Control slipping

'Continue thinking what you think about me and I'll show you how dumb I am.' I thought heatedly. 'I'll lift more than that pot, next will be your head and all that's attached to it.' My eyes narrowed at him.

Regain focus

The man and Billy both looked to the sound of cracking ceramic in surprise, but they didn't connect it to me, of course not I was a normal human.

Control

They regained composure and looked once more to me by now my eyes had gone back to being wide and I pretended I hadn't heard anything.

My composure

'Play dumb since they think it of you anyway.' I thought. I looked up at the man and a thought came to my mind.



I'll fight fire with fire.

"Billy when you said "we" did you mean him too?" I pointed to the man and a wrinkle appeared on his face. Clearly he didn't like the fact I didn't like him. I grinned inside too bad for him, the ass.

I don't hate you just really dislike you

Billy also looked only he seemed amused. "No, Jacob won't be with us, it is me and my daughter Rachel and her...Boyfriend Paul. They will be there most of the time along with the others La Push is like one big family." Billy commented thinking this would lighten me up. It didn't.

Nothing can

'Oh joy one big family that I won't belong in…Magical' I thought sardonically. 'Wait why did Billy seem reluctant to say boyfriend?' I wondered, but then I decided to keep it to myself.

Shame?

"Ok I guess I'm ok with that. I mean as ok as I can get with anything right now." I said shrugging and going towards the car. Jacob followed behind me muttering under his breath things along the lines of "Smartass little girl" or my favorite "Who the hell does she think she is?" another one was "She's so lucky she is a girl." I snorted turning to him and stepping up into his face.

You think so.

"Tell me Jacob do you kiss your grandma with that mouth?" I asked snidely 'Oh I'll be a bitch if you really want me to be one.' I continued in my head 'I need to work out aggression and you are the perfect candidate.'

Aggression?

Jacob merely blinked. "Sorry that's rude of me to be so…Rude to you especially right now." He told me gently. He grinned sheepishly.

Rude?

'DAMN! I thought I could beat the crap out of you why are you backing out now! It's like you know I need to slap you.' I grouched the whole way to the car and slammed myself into the backseat.

It isn't fair!

Jacob helped his father in and put the wheelchair into the trunk and then took the driver's seat. Billy turned a little so that he could see me.

Ignore me it is all I want.



"You'll like La Push Sarina and the school there is very small lots of hand on experience in the classrooms. Your father said you were a very smart girl." Billy was trying to make me more relaxed I had to give him credit for trying.

I can't be relaxed

"I'll be fine Billy." I smiled softly going back to good Sarina mode, "I like to be called Sari, by the way a lot easier for people to recall it than Sarina." I watched as Billy nodded and smiled back while Jacob grinned as if I had just told a joke. Another thought occurred to me, an evil one at that.

I'll work out my aggression.

"Hey Jake, mind if I call you Jake? Is this your car?" I asked innocently no malice no nothing just curiosity.

Hate to hurt this poor car

Jacob grinned even wider, showing all his teeth. "Yep I built it myself." He seemed really proud.

Pride is strength

'Sorry little car I hate doing what I'm going to do, but I promise I'll fix it back.' I thought stroking the seat of the car a fond smile on my face. "Sure is nice." I commented causing Jake to nod his head enthusiastically.

Strength is protection

I focused my mind out to the engine in the car snapping a wire off that makes the car crank then I leaked all the gas out, next I took his brakes and shot them to hell back, I wouldn't kill Jake just derail him, after that my final act was to make the bumpers really loose. I looked up to see we were reaching an Indian reservation, La Push. The car would have these different problems each time he cranked it. I smirked.

Aggression worked all out now.

"Welcome to your new home." Billy told me and I merely nodded, my smirk dropping away. This wasn't my home it never would be. I heard Jacob suddenly take in a large amount of breath through his teeth. Billy looked at his son alertly and Jacob said something in their tribe's tongue, Billy looked at me and responded. Jacob shook his head no.

Danger? For me?

I became curious. 'What was that about?' I wondered. We pulled in front of a red house with a small window in front and three people and little girl in front of it.

They don't look human.

The people were very beautiful and then I saw who was in the door. Him. And two others the woman and the other man from before I paid them no attention my eyes on the man. We all climbed out of the 

car while Billy was assisted by Jacob I stood in front of the car quiet. I could feel the others looking at me. I merely ignored them my eyes still on the man, who was looking right back just as intently.

What do you want?

"Hey Bella, Edward, Alice, and Nessie." Jacob called out evenly standing in front of me shielding me in a way. I suddenly remembered the beautiful people and peered around him to the people in front of me and their obvious looks. The male, Edward, suddenly looked right at me his gaze narrowed.

WHAT DO YOU WANT?

'Golden eyes how strange.' I thought

What are you?

Suddenly a piercing feeling in my mind made an image come up that I wished never would…Golden eyes turning red and a person leaned over my mother seeing me and running.

No it's not real

'Not real.' I panicked and the image died away leaving me cold.

Panic

I held back the shudder that wanted to run through me and my eyes locked on Edward's I glared angrily. He seemed taken aback at my fierceness.

Nightmare

Jacob pulled me from my thoughts as the little girl ran straight to him reaching out towards him. A smile lighting up her whole face.

Love I can see it

"Nessie!" he cooed picking her up and holding her as she buried her face in his neck.

He loves her and she loves him.

"Jacob this the young girl who is staying with you?" the brown haired woman asked gazing at me sympathy in her face. I flinched.

Pain

"Do not show me pity others need it more than me." I said softly. I heard what sounded like a whimper from the doorway and looked up, but I couldn't tell where it came from.

So much pain



"My names Alice." A short girl shot up to me and took my hand. "I'm sorry for what happened, can we be friends?" she grinned at my flabbergasted expression.

Lessening

"Um-uh sure?" my voice sounded weak, but Alice merely grinned even more. Edward seemed to have let out a sigh and I felt my hackles get defensive.

I'm so confused

"What disappointed she beat you to asking me to be her BFF?" I shot at him and then in the same breath "I'll be your BFF too you know that right golden boy?" my comment made him smile warmly at me and to chuckle. He stepped forward and held out his hand, since Alice still held the other I reached out with my free one to take his.

What do you want?

"WHOO! You need a heater or something." I said realizing both their hands were very cold. Once more that image came to my mind. The figure running and cold air rushing over me...And a sweet smell. My eyes widened. They both smelled sweet too.

I recall it again

Edward dropped my hand and stepped back and so did Alice.

That horrible dream

"We really wanted to meet you and Jacob is going back with us so we came to get him too." Alice said thrillingly and I nodded.

I think it's a dream

"Ok." Was all I said. Alice looked at the car behind me a slight pucker on her lip. "Hey Jake I'd get your car looked at before I drove it again your brakes seemed a little slow." She commented Jacob nodded and I stiffened.

I hope it's a dream

'How did she—'I stopped as I felt Edward look at me again, a look of frustration on his face. I shrugged it off.

Are you unique like me?

I went to stand beside the silent man who'd been eyeing me for so long and felt him relax. Edward chuckled and raised his eyebrows and the guy looked sheepish shrugging slightly and Edward laughed again. It sounded like bells.

I feel more relaxed now.



As I watched Alice, Bella, Nessie, and Jacob shrugged into an Volvo that was sky blue. Edward got into a silver Volvo by himself. Jacob looked back at me and stuck his tongue out and I compensated by flicking him the bird.

I think it's because of you.

'Asshat.' I thought bitterly. Billy cleared his throat to gain my attention. He seemed to have to do that a lot with me in only a matter of six hours of knowing me.

I hope it's because of you.

"Come on Sari the others would like to meet you. We didn't get to properly introduce you before." Billy motioned for me to follow him into the house where I was greeted by at least fifteen people.

Will I know your name now?

They all looked up as we came through the door. Billy wheeled himself to the side and indicated to me.

I don't enjoy this.

"Everyone this is Sarina Bennet, she goes by Sari and she is staying with me make sure to make her feel at home and safe." Everyone nodded and then the introductions began.

I only want to know you.

"I'm Collin." A young boy called out waving eagerly another boy beside him merely nodded and said "I'm Brady." A woman with a slight harsh look to her said "Leah" then went back to the book that was in her hands. "I'm Quil and this is Claire Bear I mean Claire." I giggled at him and continued to be greeted.

But I feel so welcomed

"I'm Sam Uley." A man stepped forward and shook my hand firmly a woman came up beside him and her half beautiful face lit up at me. "I'm Emily Young." She said softly and I smiled at her.

Beauty is still within her I see it shining so bright.

"Jared and this is Kim." A man beside a young girl nestled into him waved slightly.

It's everywhere this emotion

Then another man stepped up "I'm Paul." He said roughly and a woman by him hit him gruffly before turning to me. "I'm Rachel Sari I'll be here with you and ignore him." She nudged Paul.

Affection

Then he and another male stepped up.



Adoration

"I'm Embry"

Admiration

"I'm Seth" and I felt my heart float I knew his name finally a name to the face…

Soul mate

His name was….

Love

(Cliffhanger! I told you not till third chapter will you find out the name, but you know the two choices review and give me your guesses and whoever gets it right gets a sneak peek of chapter three…This story is going to move pretty quickly so don't worry about it being drawn out the juicy stuff will come really soon..I mean it is imprint that means forever…Wish I had an imprint coughjaspercough - I know vampire, but who cares? In case anyone was wondering the darkened words are Sarina's inner thoughts. I guess you could say her subconscious thoughts.)

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