Hey guys ! sorry for the long wait, I know some people have been for the next chapter FOR AGES but i have been super busy ! I was away for the school holidays and the last two weeks I have been back at school and my damn teachers seem to think we MUST HAVE A MOUND of home work for some reason. I mean come on you'd think they'd give us a break ! BUT enough about me READ good PEOPLE READ and once you've done reading REVIEW DAMN IT !! :P

DISCLAIMER : I dont own any of the characters not even Jesse SORRY but I do own DR DENTON LOL poor guy he met the wrath that is Suze LOL um but i do own THIS storys Plot !!

(A/N I'm Australian so its mum all you Americans will just have to deal :P don't get me wrong I love you guys but from now on I'm spelling stuff the Aussie way for example u spell it color well I spell it colour and etc. )

Chapter 3: Angels speak to me

I was back, Desa vu. It was the same deserted hallway, the same dark bleak sky looming over me as the few stars burned as coldly as ever. The gatekeeper greeted me in the same fashion as before, holding a door open for me and stating tonelessly "His waiting for you". I still have no idea what he is on about but I stepped through the door obediently. The same flash of light blinded me but this time the aggravating beeping wasn't present. Every thing was as black as night or at least I thought it was. I stood there waiting for the surroundings to come into focus when I realized I had my eyes scrunched tightly shut. Slowly I opened them revealing a mist. GREAT. I think Russell Crow (the gatekeeper) OD on his meds this morning because I'm surrounded by fog. Wheres the mystery guy? This is great, maybe my subconscious is playing a practical joke on me.

What I didn't notice while I was absorbed in my annoyance was the fog was clearing. Well at least not until I heard something move. I looked around again, there was things moving around me. I spun around slowly. What ever it was it was closing in on me. I almost screamed for help but caught myself when I realized it was in fact people. Hundreds of them. They were so close I should have been able to make out who they were but there faces were a blur.

In the distance came a soft, familiar, loving voice " Susannah...Susannah..."

I jerked awake. Aw crap it was just a dream. "Susannah honey" but wait there was that voice. I looked up and jumped to my feet so suddenly that my chair crashed to the ground with a tiny "thud". I embraced my mumin a long comforting hug. I breathed in he sent, her warm motherly scent that I loved. The tears were flowing way before I could register that I was crying "Oh Susie" my mum crooned into my hair "It's going to be all right honey, he'll pull through, it's okay". And you know what I believed her with every fiber in my body, I had to believe it. It didn't matter that it had been a month since the accident, or that so far there hadn't been any change in Jesse's state. I knew he was going to be alright, he had to be. All the trials we've suffered can't have been for nothing. Could they?

I don't know if it was the fact that my mum was here or what but for the first time in a while I felt hope fill me. I let it take over my body. I don't know how to explain it but I knew that no matter what Jesse would always be by my side.

For a moment I had forgotten my mothers presence, that I was secure in her arms. I don't remember the last time I felt this safe. God I have the best mum in the world. I hope someday I can be as good as a mother to my baby. Our baby, Jesse and I would raise this child together.

Later that night

"No mum, you go home I'll be fine here... with Jesse" I gave her a small reassuring smile. She turned and left without complaint. OK it's not that I don't like my mothers company but I just wanted to be alone with Jesse.

His state hasn't changed at all. A whole month and nothing, which I'm told by the doctors isn't necessarily a bad thing because he may not be getting any better but hes not getting worse. Huh ! You should have seen the serving I gave to Dr Denton, the poor guy didn't know what hit him. What a pus head I mean seriously, I'd rather Jesse be alive and when then in this coma, Jesse should never be like this, it's not right. Hes a fit, attractive, strong, smart guy he should be alive and active. I hate this. It's torture to see him like this.

OH GREAT. The water works were back. I took Jesse's beautiful hand in mine and kissed it softly. "You have to get better Jesse, you have to, for me, for us, you have to get better to meet our baby" amazingly at these words the baby kicked, oh boy did it kick. I place Jesse's hand on my stomach. "You feel that Jesse? That's our baby, it wants to meet it's dad so badly" the tears where flowing more wildly then ever and I rested my head on Jesse's chest.

I don't know why but tonight must be the night for miracles because tonight an angel spoke to me

"Oh Susannah don't you cry for me..."

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HAHA did ya get it ?? I'm sure ya will ...

BTW take note of the dreams Suze has been having they are a VERY important piece of the PUZZLE mwahahaha

so I'm going to sit back, relax and wait for the reviews roll in

Write for ya later, love Always Impulsive-Rose xx