Hey lovely people ! I'm really really sorry I haven't updated sooner ! really sorry I have school and assignments and when i had finally found the time to right i got THIS HUGE writers block ! but today I finally could bring myself to think of a good ( at least i think its alright) plot for this chapter Its a little LOVEY dovey but HAHHAHA u asked for it... well not really but PLEASE enjoy

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Chapter 4: The pounding of my reckless heart

"oh Susannah don't you cry for me"

Oh lawdy.

I'm hearing things, I actually thought I heard Jesse's voice. I've worked myself into such a state, I haven't slept properly in ages and now I'm hearing voices. Deep silky voices, well OK, one voice that I would know anywhere. The same voice that's still ringing in my ears.

Hmm... odd I never thought my not so vivid imagination could create something so 'realistic'.

My mind was spinning when I noticed someone gently wiping away my tears with a touch that was so gentle and caring. I looked passed my tears and a lean, brown hand came into focus. My eyes moved slowly along the hand, up the forearm and passed the strong shoulders, along the hollow of the neck and halting to a stop at the lips. Lips that were moments ago dry, cracked and white as bone. The transformation was amazing, they were a luscious pink. So soft... so kissable... then they did the most extraordinary thing. Teasing at the corners, they stretched into a breathtaking smile.

The pounding of my reckless heart took over my entire body. The same hand that wiped away my tears, slowly traced my jawline. The feeling of the back of that hand that lingered on my quivering lips, sent a tingling sensation up and down my spine. The forefinger and thumb gently took possession of my chin and lifted up my face. My eyes moved from the lips passed the perfectly carved nose and with a jolt, I looked into the deepest, never ending pair of gorgeous brown eyes, for the first time in months. The eyes that knew me. The eyes that were so intense, I couldn't tare mine away. The eyes that made me fall hard and fast every time I gazed into them. These were the eyes of my soul mate.

Jesse.

'Jesse' I whispered, my voice hoarse from crying. I reached out cautiously as if I was afraid if I touched him he would disappear.

But when my finger tips reached his face they were met by the soft warmth of his smooth skin. Tentatively his other hand slid up my wrist and touched my hand – which was curved to the shape of his perfect face.

My eyes racked over his face hungrily, not wanting to let him go. There can't be one without the other. Theres no way in hell I'm letting him leave without me. Jesse tried to sit up but gave up on that idea with a groan.

There is literally no words for this moment right here right now. I'm never letting go.

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To be continued (if you review!!! ;P) .....

xxx Impulsive Rose