Never Letting Go Pitch Black, a mediator fanfic

Hey It's me!!!! and you know what that means ANOTHER CHAPTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :P

yo so you know how I said we would find out peoples fate in this chapter ???? Well I Kinda decided to save that for the next one but you kinda get to know a bit but I don't think you'll really understand !!!

IMPORTANT MUST KNOW INFO : Some things arn't as they appear, you may think that some one has died but you might be wrong cause you only find out if someone dies next chapter so there is a chance that they are still all alive you'll just have to wait but then again you might be right and they could be dead BUT I AM NOT GIVING ANYTHING AWAY !!!!!!!!!!

Disclaimer: OKAY SO YOU ALL KNOW THE DRILL !!!!!!!! I don't own the characters just this story BUT IF I HAD IT MY WAY I WOULD BE THE ONE HAVING JESSE'S BABYS

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Chapter Nine: Pitch Black

I was completely surrounded by fog. Which could mean only one thing. I could hear footsteps coming closer and this time when the fog cleared I could actually make out the faces before me.

"Oh my god..." I trailed of. I was speechless. I knew all of these people, even thought there was a daunting number of them. I don't know how it was possible to remember every single one of them. Maybe it was because of all the trails they had put me through, even the barley significant ones. Wow, it was amazing how many ghost I had met over the years; met putting it lightly. The majority of them coming complete with a few painful blows, which were mainly directed at me. As I slowly turned on the spot I recognized Heather, Cynthia, Timothy, Craig Jankow, Mrs. Gutierrez, The RLS angels; Felicia Bruce, Carrie Whitman, Mark Pulsford and Josh Saunders among them.

"Suze" I turned upon hearing my name "Suze" someone called. It was a voice I recognized so well. Tears welled up in my eyes as he broke away from the crowed. I hadn't seen him since my last school dance. "Dad" he embraced me in a hug and I broke down in tears in his arms. I never thought I would ever see my dad again.

"Ssh, its okay sweetie" he whispered into my hair.

I lifted my tear stained face to look at him properly "What am I doing here dad? No one will tell me".

He hugged me closer " I wish I could tell you that, I really do but the time isn't now".

"What do you mean the times isn't now? When is the right time?". My dad just smiled sadly back at me. He loosened his grip on me and stepped back.

"I'll see you again soon, I love you Susie" and with that he disappeared. I tried to clutch onto him but my fingers met nothing but air. Soon all the others followed his lead, until I was standing by myself in pitch black.

I let it consume me. What else could I do ? I could feel everything slipping away, through my fingers, just like my dad had. Then when I was about to give up, my body gave a tremendous jerk and I felt like it was being ripped apart by an unbearable pain. I was aching with it, the pain was doubled in my head. I doubled over onto the ground. I couldn't think straight. The only think that could reach my through my pain was the one voice I could only dream of hearing.

"Susannah" Jesse called to me, his voice echoed in my head.

"Jesse, help me" I whimpered.

"Susannah" his voice rung out , this time I could not only hear him but as if answering my prayer he was there before me. Yet at the same time he wasn't. Jesse wasn't like his normal self. He looked pale.... no pale wasn't the right word, it was almost as if he was transparent. Not quite a ghost, more like an echo.

I cried out in pain as another rip of pain roared thorough my insides. Wait. My baby. I have to protect my baby. "Jesse" I panted, hardly able to get the word out "The-the-the ba-by ... we have to-to help-"

The darkness was back, it smothered me. My eyes lost focus and Jesse was just a blur. "Jes- Jes" I couldn't make out his name but I could see his blurred figure approach me, I could feel almost feel his fingers linger on my face.

His mouth tingled at my ear as he whispered " I love you, your strong enough to save our baby, I believe in you".

"I lo-ov-ve you"

"Ssh, save your strength Querida, I will always be with you," but as he said the words his blurred figure was getting lost in the darkness.

NO! I was screaming on the inside. Jesse, JESSE. Come back. I need you! Don't go.

"I will always be with you" the words were a whisper in this dark abyss. I could feel myself fading, I didn't want to fight anymore. Jesse was wrong, I didn't have the strength for this.

"Oh Susannah don't you cry for me I come from Alabama with this banjo on my knee".

That did it. Those simple words, I could hear echo around me gave me what I needed to go on, to fight for not only myself but my sweet, innocent child.

I could feel my world starting to spin, I could feel the floor drop from under me. I was in extreme disarray but then it all stopped.

(Back in the real world)

I felt like I was on a feather light cloud. Except for the fact that the pain was still present but a duller version. Nosies flooded into my mind. Everyday noises, a car door slamming, a couple arguing, a beeping monitor, someone bustling around the room, low intense whispers. My eyes flashed opened. I was in a hospital bed. GREAT.

I could feel something irritating my right hand and I looked to see a drip sticking out of it. OH EVEN BETTER. Wait a minute, there was something wrong here. I couldn't put my finger on it right away. I looked back down at my hands. OH MY GOD. My hands were resting on my very flat, non-bulging stomach. It was empty, nothing, no baby. I lifted up my hospital gown to reveal a huge scar that ran all the way across my oh-so-flat tummy. Where is my baby???

DUN DUN DUN!!!!! okay next chapter we find out what happened to the baby and where Jesse is !!!!!!!

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