Chapter Two:
"Alice." Jasper begged. "Alice please...I know he's your brother, but please." Alice ignored Jasper. "Won't you please just let him recover on his own. I miss you." Jasper grabbed Alice's hand, Alice shrugged it away. "When was last time we had a wedding, when was the last we spent more then a minute together."
Alice turned to Jasper, to her true love, her soul mate, the man she was willing to spend her whole life with. "I...I think found Bella."
Jasper searched Alice's feelings. To his surprise they weren't like the other times when said that she's found Bella. Every time there was a frantic desperation that always made him worry about Alice's sanity. This time she felt relieved almost hopeful.
"Alice...I'll make you a deal....."3

The darkness was comforting, it was the only other thing that helped me. Maybe I'm just wishing that I could go into ever lasting darkness, but I couldn't do that. Bel- she always said that no matter what she would prefer me alive then dead, even if she were dead. No matter where I go she'll never be there she's go- she's, oh god why. This has to be my punishment for being the monster that I am. Every god damn second is like a knife cutting down my arm, cutting every part of me. I have many regrets but nothing compares to the regret that I feel right now. Why did I leave her. Every since I found out that she went missing I knew I would slowly go crazy. Every day brings me to a new level of madness. How much longer do I have till I'm unbearable. Till I'm no longer Edward Cullen, but something worse, what ever that could be. Alice is the only one who stayed with me. The rest of them couldn't stand to look in my eyes every day to see and know the suffering that I was going through. I can't blame them, I wouldn't of stayed. If only I could leave the pain....4

"That's, well not what I expected." Alice looked into Jasper's eyes. "So this is my last chance?" Jasper shook his head, "And if she isn't Bella," Alice bore her eyes into Jasper's, "Then I give up on finding Bella. You know what that would do to Edward, don't you. I'm the only hope he has. He won't say it out loud but my looking is the only reason he hasn't completely gone mental. Are you really about to take away his only chance at hope?"
Jasper closed his eyes. "Alice he is my brother, but you're my wife. And I love you, I love Edward, but he's not the one I want throw into bed." Jasper opened his eyes and look at Alice with longing and love.
"Alright."
Alice took her loves hand pulled him closer, she drew her lips to his and kissed him with the same longing and love that Jasper had showed on his face.