A/N: Written with no particular person in my mind but I am a lot like the person of the same name. I'm Becci for those who don't know. So this is my POV and it is written in the way I think, in some amazing flash of brilliancy. BTW, I'm joking with the no particular person thing. There is a guy on the forefront of my mind... *sigh* oh well.
Becci's POV: Tears of Blood... Cry On!
The wind was way too strong to be natural but then again, I'm running faster than normal. I hope the blonde sees what I'm saying with that picture. The picture of Gaara and Kana now is just a prop... the real thing is me, the new girl. I'm not a traitor unless I get in the true members of The Stars picture. I can't be considered a member until the day I'm in that picture with my real friends. The old picture was just to let him remember what good friends the pair of them used to be. I was a bit shamed when he'd been so sarcastic. I'd been sure that he'd actually like it... too bad.
You really blew any trust the girls had in you then. Reahn will never treat you like she does again. Did you like betraying your senpai? They are your only family and you've just betrayed them... it's like you purposely did that to them.... Melissa, my inner god, the Goddess of Shadows, spoke with tears thick in her thoughts. You know family is everything to us.
I know... it's just too hard to not give the guy a fair reminder, warning and gift. I just felt sorry for him; after all, he is senpai's younger brother. I pointed out, desperate for a reason. I knew I was lying to myself but I didn't want to be a traitor. I know family is everything but I can't help it. I needed to let him know that he has a family that loves him! Is that so bad?
The lights of Kohona were slightly visible in the distance as I continued to run nonstop for the Hidden Leaf Village. I slowed as the walls loomed in front of me. As quickly as a monkey I scaled up the walls and into the street that Kana and Tamara lived on. I saw the guards surrounding the place and sighed. Not very inconspicuous if you ask me, but hey, no one did. I walked to the door and put my hand on the handle. A guard stopped me.
"Hey... Missy. No one's allowed in there. Sorry." I flashed him my Stars ID and a big smile. "Sorry... Rebecca... no one is going in." He read my name off the ID as he spoke.
"My senpai lives here. Get her out, she'll prove it. Holy hell, who the hell in there? Sasuke, Naruto and Sakura?" I really muttered it to myself but the guard nodded. "Why? Is it because Saboku-no-Gaara is here? I need to see them! It's about the Akatsuki!"
"Becci? Holy fucking crap, you're late! We were all worried! Idiot! We were freaking out! Fuck it man, we hate your midnight strolls!" I heard Samantha shove a guard out of the way and I smiled as the huge man went tumbling to the ground. "Don't make me hurt you!"
Sure as fire, the three heroes of Kohona were in senpai's bedroom, talking to the rude Kazekage. I watched as the Kyuubi {nine tails, Naruto} paced up and down the small bedroom. It was as simple as ever but the Kyuubi was angry at the injuries inflicted on his friend. When I entered the room Gaara fell silent and Sasuke and Sakura turned to face me. Naruto just looked at the wall, attempting to control the anger I saw in his aura. Everyone thought auras were shields of light but really they are shadows. They follow you everywhere, which is the role of a shadow...
"Erm, the Akatsuki lair is kind of close by... just so you know." I was so nervous my palms were sweating like crazy.
"Thank you. Do you think you could show us where?" The younger Uchiha was looking at me and I had to compare him to his older brother. When I ran from my abusive father a two years back, the Uchiha prodigy and his partner in crime, Kisame, saved me from a group of rogue samurai. I owed the fish boy and the sharingan user my life. All of my two weeks in the group hideout I'd never seen anyone but the leader, Pein, his girlfriend (and Tamara's cousin) Konan and my two saviours. I didn't intend to spend too long there, and I was confined to my room until I left... but even the Akatsuki break team rules. The Uchiha had let me explore whenever I could. "Hello..."
"Erm, no... I can't sorry. I got to go… bye!" I sprinted away from that room, out of Kohona and out of my stress... every day I feared I would break and tell Sam or someone the closeness I had with the Uchiha. "Damn, damn, damn! I owe them so much and I just go around telling their enemies where they are. I am such an idiot!"
I sprinted again, desperate to get out of the city. I went to a place that I very nearly called home. I spent more days here than I spent at home with the Kage and Aaron. I sighed and looked at the shadowed water with interest. Every full moon I came out here. I sighed and looked at the moon, tears rolling down my cheeks. No one knew I came here. It was my little hide-away, my escape from the world. The moon shone on the water, giving the dark water a shadowy aura. I hugged my knees closer and ignored the chakra presences as I blanked out everything. I glared at the haloed water, my mind drifting and my sight focussing on who was sneaking up behind me. It was the blonde bomber.
"What?" I sigh, surprising him and the puppet man from Suna. "What the heck do you two terrorists want from me?" I barely moved my lips and I continued the search around the area. Itachi was there too. "C'mon, 'Tachi! You know me better than that! I don't need the bomber, puppet and weasel of the Akatsuki sneaking up on me."
"Hn, I forgot you'd gotten used to my chakra when I saved you that time... we're just letting you know that your visit to Deidara benefited us a lot. I'm not one to rub it in, you, but the picture of the Stars?! He's a bloody bomber! He's sure to be deceitful!"
"I told him he could!" I spoke up all of a sudden, "I'm not that stupid. I'm not your younger brother! I hate you at the moment! Gah!" I stormed off, my precious spot ruined by the anger I felt. How dare he? I'm not Sasuke! I should just...
Just what? You owe him your life! You can't be a bitch to him. Melissa was very calm at the moment. I swore out loud and let her continue. If you can't stand him, let me free, I'll be nice unlike you!
Shut the fuck up! I can be nice! I heard the sarcasm in her answer and I decided to prove her wrong. I went back and bowed to Itachi. Ha, check this!
"I'm sorry, Itachi-sama. I was rude to act like that. I'm just a little stressed." Ha, the look on his face as I bowed was pure shock, but as his name and added title left my lips he totally went into a shock-trance. "Deidara-san and um..." I paused; I still didn't the Suna guy's name. "Erm... puppet-sama? I was rude and uncouth. I apologise." I bowed in their direction too. 'Puppet-sama' grinned and nudged the bomber.
"I'm Sasori." That got me, Sasori of the Red Sand? "And I don't expect such high titles from anyone but this brat here." I grinned and Deidara growled at the red-head.
"Um... okay. Erm... what did you guys want?" I trembled as Sasori grinned.
"She's already scared of you Danna! Look, she's trembling like a leaf in the wind!" Deidara grinned at the puppet. Danna? As in husband or master? I hoped it was master. "Don't be so mean."
Itachi grinned at me and took my hand. "Well... we need information." I shrugged. "And you've got it. We... need to take you to Pein."
I stumbled backwards. No... No, he's too nice. Itachi wouldn't... he just wouldn't! "What? I'm so not seeing that asshat! If you think I'd go quietly..." I was cut off by Deidara's groan.
"Brat, shut your trap! It's not you that's being dragged to a strange man's place!" I coughed as Sasori attempted to strangle the blonde. "You are so, well… blonde sometimes!"
"No shit Sherlock!" I laugh at Sasori's dipshittedness "He is blonde!"
"I'm blonde, so sue me!" Deidara pouted and I laughed harder. He really looked like that picture I saw at Kana's house. "Bugger off asshat."
Itachi looked like he was going to cry but he pounced on me, pinning me down and tying ropes around my wrists and ankles. He forced me to look him in the eyes and before I could close my eyes the world turned grey. Damn, sharingan! I would remember this time for my entire life; the Uchiha finally using his Sharingan on me... and I thought I could fight it off. Well, I wasn't really prepared.
I screamed and clawed at my eyes, for the second time in my life... I was crying tears of blood. Tears of blood... cry on!