Dear James-
I never expected you to reply. I hoped and prayed, but I didn't have any expectations. I was still devastated when you didn't reply. Even more so when you continued to look right through me, I wish I could rewind time, so that I said yes when you first asked me out. I want to go back and tell my past self how stupid I'm being, and how selfish. Just thinking of myself, and how you might hurt me. I never thought how I was hurting you. And now it's too late. So this is a letter of apology. I'm sorry for every time I screamed and shouted at you, for petty little reasons. I'm sorry for doubting you, judging you, hurting you. I'm sorry for everything.
I love you. Forever and for always.
Lily Evans.