Okay have you guys notice that no one has started school yet. I mean I started 3 weeks ago!!! and I still update kid of often for a person with two stories going at the same time!!!! so yea and i am startig swim and vollayball soon so i may not update as often but i'll try!!! i know i havn't udated this i a while so sorry and thanks for the reviews and here is the new chapter p.s. i hope to be starting other stories soon!!!
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"So, you wanted to talk about somthing," Nick said trying to get Macy to talk cuz' he couldn't take the silence any more.
"Oh, um, yea," Macy said taking a deep breath, "um, I know that what happen was really scary and everything but I just can't do this," Macy said shaing her head and looking down. Nick was confused.
"Do what, Mace, we ca get through this togather I mean I know its going-," Nick was cut off.
"No, I will get through this, in time," Macy said still not looking at Nick.
"Then whats the problem if we-," he was cut off again.
"That right there the 'we' part I can't do that Nick," she said tears ready to spill over. Nick was more confused than ever.
"Mace, I know you love me," Nick said and Macy still didn't look at him, "and I love you," Nick said pausing for a monent.
"Stop it," Macy whipered.
"No, you need to hear this," Nick said firmly.
"Please just stop it," Macy said a little louder.
"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me," Nick said his voice getting louder.
"Nick stop it, of corsue, I love you but," Macy trailed off.
"But what," Nick said standing now.
"I can't look at you," Macy screamed at him standing up too, "everytime I see your face or hear your voice or even your name, I see Josh holding a gun getting ready to shoot, and I can't live with that," Macy screamed tears freely running down her cheaks.
"Mace, don't cry it will be-," Nick was, yet again, cut off.
"Don't you dare tell me it will be okay because it won't," Macy said through gritted teeth, and Nick tryed to hug her but she pulled way, "just don't touch, just stay out of my life," she said and ran upstairs. Nick sat dow because that was all he could do because he was in shock. His brothers ran dow stairs and asked him what happened and Nick couldn't speak. Upstairs Stella was trying to talk to Macy.
"Macy come on out," Stella said. Macy was curled up in a ball under Nick's bed covers.
"No," Macy sobbed from under the covers.
"Why tell me what you want me to do," Stella said.
"No, and No," Macy said anwsering both questions.
"Mace, tell me what you want me to do," Stella screamed at Macy because she was so mad.
"I want you to go away," Macy yelled coming out from under the covers.
"Fine," Stella yelled back and went downstairs. Macy sighed. She didn't want to be mean to Nick but she had to if she didn't want him to get hurt. Macy didn't really see Josh, she really just wanted to be in his arms because he made her feel safe, but she didn't want anything to happen to him. Macy got a call from the police and they said their not taking Josh to jail he'll just get off with a warning for one reason or another, Macy couldn't remember. She knew that if Josh didn't go to jail he'd come after her or Nick if he was still around her. So, she set Nick free and it broke her heart to do it, but it had to be done. Macy loved Nick she really did she loved him so much she let him go so he could live. She knew Josh was going to kill her and she knew it was goig to be painful, but she would rather let the man she loved live than for her to live. Macy was still crying when Nick came upstairs. He was queit so she couldn't hear him.
She grabbed the camra that Josh had taken the pictures with and looked through them. Nick was bend down behind her, watching. Macy sitched trhought the pictures of her and Nick from earlier that night and she stop suddenly. Nick was shocked for two reasons one because it was a picture of they're kiss and two it Macy was smiling.
"I love you," she said softly. Nick ket a tear slid down his cheak. He wrapped his arms around her wasit. Macy jumped from suprise.
"I'm not letting you get away Macy, I love you to much," Nick said hugging her tight. Macy felt safe.
"Josh isn't going to jail," Macy said.
"What well he should and we'll just get a restraning order agansit him," Nick said resting his head on Macy shoulder.
"It wouldn't help much," Macy said slowly, "Nick you can't stay around me Josh will kill you, and I don't want you dead," she said as a few tears slid down her cheak.
"Macy don't worry about me it's you that he'll kill, and it's easier for him to kill you anyway because your mom out of town," Nick said.
"Better me than you," Macy said softly.
"Mace, don't ever think that, I can't live without you," Nick said hugging her tighter.
"I don't want you to die," Macy cried.
"I don't want you to die either, Mace, but I am not going to give you up," Nick said firmly.
"Are you sure," Macy said as a few more tears slid dow her face.
"Yes, I am sure," Nick said as a few tears slid down his cheak. He didn't know why she would ask that he loved her, and do anything for her.
"I don't know what we're going to do about when you see me you see Josh thing but we'll figure somthing out," Nick said, still hugging her.
"Oh, I don't really see Josh I just thought it was the only way to get you to stay away so, you wouldn't get hurt," Macy said queitly.
"Oh, well, then you don't have to worry about that then," Nick said.
"Nick," Macy said. He looked at her waiting for her to contuine.
"I have two questions," Macy said still being queit, and Nick nodded, "are you scared that he will come back," she asked, disently.
"Yea, Mace, I am," Nick said, hugging her tighter, if that was posible.
"Okay, and would you ever hurt me, you know, like Josh did," Macy asked hesitently.
"Mace, NO, oh, no, no, no," Nick said kissung her on the top of her head, "I promise I will never hurt."
"Okay, then could you loosen your grip so you can keep that promise," Macy said turning a little. Nick jerked his arms away quickly.
"Mace, I am so sorry, I didn't relize what I was doing it I-I-I," Nick stuttered as he lightly touch her hips with the tips of his fingers. Macy laughed a little.
"Nick its okay," Macy said calmig him down. She grabbed his hand and pulled them around her wasit, and sat i his lap, and turned a little so she could see him.
"I am okay," Macy said wrapping her arms aroud his neck. Before she could lean in and kiss him she heard the front door bang open.
"Where are they," Josh screamed.(Nick parents weren't home) Nick and Macy got scared, and got up and Macy was standing at the to of the stairs and Nick was running down them. Joe and Kevi were holding him back and Stella was hiding under the coffee table. Josh saw Nick and lunged and Joe and Kevin held him back Nick came and tryed pushing him out the door, but it wasn't working to well. Macy knew she had to do somthing so she did the only thing she could think of, she ran dow the stairs.
"Josh what are you doing," Macy yelled at him. Josh looked up and saw Macy and broke away from the boys. He lunged at Macy and puched her in the lip and split it and it started to bleed. She was on the ground and she kicked his feet out from under him and he fell. He kicked her in the stomach and the boys jumped on him. Macy got up not paying attection to the lack of air she had. She walked to a drawer and pulled out a knive and held it up.
"Stop," she yelled and everyone stopped to looked at her, "Josh do you want me dead," she asked still holding the knive.
"Yes," he spat out.
"Fine you got your wish," she said and dragged the knive across her neck and there was a line of blood on her neck as she fell to the floor.
"NO," Nick shouted and ran to her side and held her hand as he begged her not to go. Josh watched in shock and the police came in and agrested him he was in to much shock to do anything.
"You can't die, Mace I love you to much," Nick cried.
"I love you to," Macy said sitting up. Nick was shocked as was Joe, Stella, and Kevin.
"B-b-but y-y-your n-n-neck," Nick stuttered pointing at her neck. Macy wipped the blood off.
"Fake," she said and held up the knive and let fake blood drip into her hand. Nick hugged her.
"Don't to that to me," Nick said as the other came and hugged her. The police came in and said Josh would be going to jail. They all smiled. Macy washed the blood off her neck and hand and lip, and her and Nick were sitting on his bed talking.
"I was so scared," Nick said for the hunderedth time.
"I know so was I," Macy said as she and Nick nodded at the same time, "but we were kind of inturruted," Macy said with a smirk. Nick leaned up and kissed and she winced.
"I am sorry what did I do," Nick asked concerned.
"My lip it hurts," she said pointing to her bottom split lip.
"Oh, well then we should-," he started as he was leaning away, but Macy pulled him back down.
"I didn't say I didn't like it," Macy said as she pressed her lips to his. He kissed back and he knew right then that Macy Misa was the girl for him.
I know its short but its okay, and this is it sadly but i do have other stories that i am writing so don't felt bad. review, review review please please please!!!!! i want to know what you think. please love ya-Jordan