The days went by with no sign of Phoebe, they had done everything but to everyone else Phoebe never existed.
All the sister were lying on the couch and looked at some pictures when they were younger.
There were many funny ones with Phoebe and all of them laughing a lot.
But at the end the pictures started where Phoebe and her sisters did not seem to have anything to smile.
It first started when their mother died when they were 6, 10, 13 and 15 but like one year later with grams help they returned to being kids who had fun but when grams died six years
later everything changed. They looked at the funeral pictures and were stunned what they saw.
On every picture it seemed like the three oldest clinged to each other and Phoebe was somehow left alone or she wanted to be alone.
Phoebe never cried on that funeral, she just looked into nothing and pinched her own arm. After that funeral grams and their friends came to the manor and talked a lot.
Phoebe didn´t want to stay downstairs and went to grams room and lay down on her bed: "Grams, I am so sorry. I am so sorry!",
she cried heavily for the first time. A little later Piper found her baby sister with a wet face and eyes closed in the room. "Phoebs, don´t you want to come downstairs?"
she asked and fondled her head.
"No." Phoebe whispered "all of them hate me". Piper widened her eyes in shock.
"Why should they sweetheart?". "Forget it", Phoebe just moaned and turned around not to see Piper´s face but Piper took her in her arm and said: " Nobody hates you, do you
understand Phoebe Marie Halliwell.". Phoebe looked into her eyes: "Even I hate myself." And it was then Phoebe burst out into crying
"I was the one who was with grams, when she died. I should have been the one who knew how to reanimate her and I was the one why she had a heartattack and…"
Phoebe had not realized that all her sisters were sitting on the bed with her and now her oldest was holding her in her arms" Phoebe, look at me!"
Prue took her chin and forced her to look at her. Prue and the others were crying hard "None of that would have make a difference.
Grams had heart problems and well…she was old. It is not you fault. It is nobody´s fault. Do you understand me little one?"
Phoebe nodded but never believed her sister.
One month passed and every morning Paige found Prue sleeping in Phoebes bed.
"You know the worst is, that we don´t know whether everything is al right with her or if…if she´s really dead or never was born", Prue cried.
It was the first time that Paige saw her big sister crying because of the youngest. "I…I don´t know what to do. I miss her smile and even her screaming and running around the house
or telling me that I am the meanest sister one could have", Prue smiled a bit.
Then they heard Piper yelling: "Breakfast is ready". They walked downstairs at sat on the table.
"Oh boy, do you remember when Phoebe ate that whole red pepper", Paige smiled sadly.
Eight year old Phoebe was very proud of herself. She had won the price of being the most cooperative student in her class this year.
Normally she only got the price being the sportiest but this one meant a lot to her cause it would make her biggest sister proud.
When she came home twelve year old Paige was playing basketball with a friend of hers. "Oh Paige guess what", but Paige just pushed her away.
"Not now Phoebes". Phoebe just rolled her eyes and ran into the house. Lately her sister Paige behaved so strange when she played with Glenn.
Her other sister Piper was watching tv. "Phoebes that isn´t a movie for you", Piper said and pushed her out of the room. "But Piper I won a price", Phoebe smiled widely.
Piper just nodded and got back. So little Phoebe went into her room and began to jump on her bed "I am cooperative, I am cooperative" she smiled widely,
but suddenly something happened she didn´t want to happen. She heard a loud crack and her bed looked kinda destroyed.
It was then her biggest sister Prue came into the room and when she saw that mess she screamed. "Did you jump on your bed again?"
Phoebe looked guiltily up into her sister´s eyes "No". "Well I don´t care, you have to sleep in that, you are such a pain Phoebe" with that Prue went away.
At lunch it was her chance. She wanted to tell Prue, that she won the same price, Prue once had won. "Prue, I…" "Phoebe don´t talk while eating", Prue said sternly.
So Phoebe tried to chew faster. "Prue, I got…", but today wasn´t Prue´s day.
With her 17 years she had a lot school trouble and last night grams had caught her sneaking out of the house and now she got grounded.
"Grams that´s so unfair" Prue screamed. This was the beginning of a daily discussion.
Sometimes grams wished that her littlest granddaughter wouldn´t become such a rebel like the other teenagers.
"Prue, look" Phoebe hold up her award, but Prue didn´t care to look, even not a second.
It was then Phoebe caught the pepperoni and put all of them in her mouth.
She had not thought that they were so hot. Immediately tears came down her face and she began to scream.
"Hoooot", she tried to drink water but suddenly everything became hotter. "Oh boy Phoebe, why did you do that for?",
Paige asked. Prue and everyone looked stunned at Phoebe who cried and smiled. She then hold up her award.
" Well, believe me, in two years you won´t get such a thing", Prue just said but when she saw the hurt look in her sister´s face she apologized.
"I am very proud of you Phoebs", but Phoebe didn't want the hug any more and ran in her room.
Prue remembered that day. She felt very guilty and couldn´t believe that she once said such a thing. She had been such a handful for grams.
When grams had died she had been 21 years old and from that on everything went wrong with Phoebe. But now her baby sister was away and that maybe for ever.
"Prue, it´s not your fault", Piper looked at Prue. "We have to get her back".
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