Author's Note: I'm posting first few journal entries as close together as I can and yes they will be a little short. I don't think that I am capable of witing full journal entries about things that may or may not have happened. They will not be the same length as the chapters in Lunar Break but I hope they will suffice. I do plan to have little remarks about them possibly made by Edward as he reads them as Bella sleeps just to break into the monotony of them having almost no dialogue at all. Again, thank you for reading and enjoy.

Disclaimer: Until I can convince my shrink otherwise, I have been told that I own nothing and it's better to go along with her so that I don't get sued.

Bella's Journal: Entry Number Two

A/A/N: Edward wants Bella to remember their conversations so he writes one down in her journal. Bella reads this entry and it is told from her point of view.

I am not Bella but I can copy her handwriting very well by now. I do not know if she will remember tonight because she was asleep through most of it. I want her to remember that we did have these little conversations if she won't believe me. I am writing while she is asleep and I have to be careful not to disturb her. I want her to sleep peacefully, I want her to be able to enjoy her dreams while they last.

Tonight I was reading her entries, as she allows me to do, and she stirred in her sleep. I always want to hear anything she has to say so I put away the journal. I began to talk back and forth with her and she responded as coherently as she could in her slumber. She began to recite the traditional wedding vows, which I don't understand because we have decided to write our own. She came up with that idea and I agreed with it completely. She can be very creative when she wishes to be.

Anyway, back to tonight. She had begun her usual ranting and then started to recite the vows. I was listening to her, and, even though she would fade out occasionally, I caught every word. She slipped and said she was taking me to be her wife by mistake and I noticed that she blushed even in her sleep. I waited for her to continue after a brief pause and she asked me why I wasn't answering the nice man. I smiled at her even though she was asleep and continued with the traditional vows as well, 'slipping' myself and taking her as my husband to make her feel a little better. As I waited for her to start rambling again, she again asked why I was ignoring the nice man whom I assumed to be the priest. I asked her what she meant and I realized that we had reached my favourite part of this particular dream of her's.

She told me that he had said to kiss the bride and I did, as I usually do when she is asleep and says the nice man told me to. As always, I went a little futher and held her close to me, something I only did while she slept due to her reaction while she was awake. This time, something was different. She was more persistent than usual and I had thought I had seen her eyes open earlier. I had been correct. She had been pretending to be asleep and had pulled me into a trap. I assume she had really been asleep at some point in the night for it was very early morning. My lovely sister, Alice, had told her that if she pretended to be asleep tonight, she could see what I was like while she was asleep.

She had the right to get what she wanted but I asked her not to lie to me to get it. She agreed and soon after went back to sleep. I should have been more careful, not let her see me in the few times she doesn't 'attack' me while we kiss. I only get to do so when she is asleep. She overreacts otherwise. I guess the reason she wanted to see what I was like was because she doesn't always remember these conversations we have and didn't think I was telling the truth.

I can't really blame her. I do love her so and I guess she is going to know it when she reads this in the morning or the next time she writes in it. Oh well, the sun is to rise in less than an hour and I must go home to change quickly so that I can be back in time to pick her up to go to the house my 'parents' home. I don't really know whether to call it my house or our home. I need to go and allow her to awake in peace. I have to go hunting today and she will be spending the say with Alice until mine and my brothers' return.

Alice and Rosalie went yesterday, Carlisle and Esme went the day before, and my brothers and I are going today. This way, she doesn't have to spend a day with out myself or Alice with her. She hates to be alone. Maybe I shouldn't go... No, if I stay, she'll be angry and say that I'm sacrificing myself to be with her. She'll say that she's being selfish and that she doesn't want me to miss out on the fun. I have to go. Oh, the sun is to 'rise and shine' in only a few minutes. I better go. Bella, I know you'll read this when you awake to find me gone so please read this next part and try to do what I ask. And remember that I do love you. Until next time, Love.

My beautiful Bella, this is what I want you to do. Stay away from trouble and keep my favourite human safe. I want to marry you in a dress, not with any part of you in a cast. It would be white but I think it might be a little hard to dance with you if you only have one good leg. And then there is always the Honeymoon...

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I couldn't believe that he actually wrote something in my journal. I'm glad he did because it reminded me about our vows. I completely forgot that we had agreed to that. I need to get started. I did like that he wrote about our conversation because I had forgotten it already. I was vaguely aware at the time but I wanted to be able to remember them later. I love the special times we have together. We had many times like that and I had gotten Alice to tell me what to do to find out what really went on. Edward had been telling me that we talked whille I slept but he had edited a bit.

I had also forgotten that he had to go hunting today and I only had an hour or so to spend with him before he left once we got to his house. There was a knock at my window and I knew who it was. He's here. I get to go spend the day with Alice now and who knows what she'll force me to- I mean- let me do today. I can only guess. I guess he just wanted to make sure I was up. I still have to get dressed. I let him in and grabbed my clothes for the day.

He sat on my bed and faced the oppostie direction as I pulled on my jeans and one of his t-shirts. He had brought over a few to let me wear on days like this so I wouldn't miss him too much. I loved that he loved me this much but I don't deserve him.

"Bella, love, are you ready yet?" he asked and turned around at my chuckle. I was dressed but was just daydreaming and had gotten lost in his scent that now surrounded me.

"Yes, I'm ready," I said this and he took my hand and we walked towards the window. He threw me onto his back and we took off.