Repairing a broken heart Chapter 2: Breakdown, an inuyasha fanfic

Okay apparently this is my first fanfic so sorry if I make any mistakes or anything and here we go! Sorry it took me to update

Chapter 2: Breakdown

"Damnit, Kagome, you'd better be safe!" Inuyasha prayed silently in his head, God forbids if anything happened to her. He stopped a couple of times to sniffed the ground for her scent and picked up another scent that was familiar to him but at the same time unfamiliar to him. He shrugged it off and followed Kagome's scent with the group exchanging worried glances at each other.

"I hope Kagome is okay." Shippo cried a little.

"Don't worry Shippo I ain't gonna let nothing happen to her." Inuyasha, calmly, reassured.

"I hope so you know this is entirely your fault." Shippo stated the obvious.

"Grr, would you stop saying that! And since when it became my fault?"

"Well you rudely comment on her cooking skills and dump the bowl onto the ground shattering it and that's pretty much it." Sango answered for Shippo.

"That is till she decided to wander around stupidly in this damn forest and crying for help like damn damsel in distress!" Inuyasha boomed, anger seething in throat and eyes. "Jeez, what's his problem today?!" Sango thought.

"Inuyasha I suggest you would not take all your anger and frustrations on Sango." Miroku calmly said before he began to strike at him.

"Feh, whatever let's just find her."

Inuyasha walked ahead while Sango hooked her arm with Miroku and quietly thanked him. "Thanks you had my back there." "Anytime." He chirped. Shippo continued staring at the distressed hanyou and silently prayed Inuyasha would calm down or whatever the hell was wrong with him.

"Kagome… please be safe." He begged.

"Naraku what are you doing here?" Kagome as bravely as she could choked up.

"Kukuku, (A/N: I don't know what the hell 'kukuku' means but I guess that's his laugh.) my dear miko I'm just waiting for the entertainment to arrive."

"What entertainment?" she eyed suspiciously. "Why can't I move?"

"Since 'Kikyou' is here and Inuyasha is soon to approach, 1+1 equals…"

"Naraku's planning to get Inuyasha back with Kikyou and just watch my heart broken. But why? He knows Inuyasha would leave just to see Kikyou. Unless he's really scheming up, but…" Kagome thought heartbroken.

"That's right 2 former lovebirds and 1 depressed miko." He answered for her.

"But why would you try to get Inuyasha back with someone you'd love before, Onigumo?"

Naraku scowled then reformed into the smile he had. This wench had the nerve to call him that useless scoundrel Onigumo whose pathetic life would've been taken by worthless humans had it not been by the caring miko and devoured whole by demons? Certainly not! "Kukuku, you'd really think I'd actually let a pathetic thing said half-demon take even more pathetic miko from me—by the way this 'Kikyou' you are referring to…" he poitinted to the quiet miko whose body morphed into a small child with a flowing white mane, pale face, and white kimono holding a mirror.

"…Kanna!" Kagome answered to avoid looking into her mirror.

"That's right and as soon as that pathetic hanyou arrives, 'Kikyou' here will suck his soul out and the rest of the dregs you call friends." He towered over the small miko who was held by an invisible evil Shinidamachu and grinned evilly.

"Naraku! Leave Kagome alone!" Inuyasha emerged from the forest . Everyone stood in the fighting stance with all their weapons of destruction in hand. Miroku was unsure to bring out his katanna (Wind Tunnel) because of the saimoyoshi (Poison Insects) buzzing around. Shippo held Kagome's weapons secretly so Naraku wouldn't try and destroy them. All in the one second before InuYasha came bursting through, 'Naraku' transformed into full spider self and capture a 'Kikyou' in one of his tentacles.

"K-Kikyou…" Inuyasha whispered the wind carrying his words. His face grew angry as he saw one of Naraku's disgusting tentacles wrapped around Kikyo's body. "…Naraku let her go!" Inuyasha fumed as he marched over to the spider hanyou. Kagome watched as Inuyasha went past her, the same irritated face he had when they were arguing. "Inuyasha…she's not Kikyou! Why can't I talk or move! Inuyasha, please don't go to her! She's not Kikyou!" Kagome begged as she cried silently in her head.

"You think I'd actually listen to someone so useless and pathetic as you--you must be joking!" Naraku laughed as he squeezed tight his incarnation, causing her to yelp exactly like the real Kikyo would.

"Naraku let her go now!" Inuyasha boomed. He held tightly on his Tessaiga and thought using Wind Scar would be a good tactic, but since Kikyou was in his grasps he couldn't perform the attack.

"Or what?" Naraku taunted.

"Or I'll blow your head into a million pieces!" Inuyasha snarled. "That screaming sounded so familiar I knew it was Kikyou!"

"Oh but what about your oh so precious Kikyou? Surely she would not like to blown into a million pieces, would you?" Naraku looked down at Kanna and she shook her head no.

Inuyasha growled and for a moment Kagome thought she saw a flash of red in his eyes. Maybe it was her imagination?

In all confusion Kagome struggled to free herself from the invisible demons embracing her. To her shock she figured she could move after all, but her voice was still inaudible. She scooted backwards away from the group near a bush and started crying to see Inuyasha actually love fake Kikyou more than her even if Naraku held her in a death hold. But this was not Kikyou! Even if the real Kikyou was in Naraku's hold, Inuyasha will still run after her. Then she clicked all the puzzles together. She figured since Inuyasha has been irritated with her lately all this past weeks was because he wanted to be with Kikyou again and leave Kagome abandoned. And since he has been taunting her these past weeks and have more bloodshot eyes every time he got sat. He was tired of her. He wanted to move on.

Heartbeat."That can't be true!"

Heartbeat.

"He wouldn't do that!"

Heartbeat.

"No! No! Inuyasha, you jer—" Kagome's eyes widen in fear as she blood dripping to the ground. Her blood. Her blood that was forbidden to fall without Inuyasha's supervision. A sword as long as one arm length pierce through her stomach. The group followed Naraku's eyes as the saw in dismay horror their miko friend pierce through by the little bastard known as Hakudoshi. Inuyasha yelled in horror as he saw his lover half killed by the little bastard.

Naraku tried to stop Inuyasha's escape from the battle but Inuyasha sliced through his tentacles. Inuyasha rushed over to her and Hakudoshi escaped earning a smirk from Naraku.

"Kagome please don't die!" Inuyasha prayed.

"You despicable demon!" Sango yelled as she threw her Hiraktosu at the hanyou slicing one of his tentacles but it grew back. "Damn…"

Shippo scurried over to the fallen miko with as much tears he could choked back and gave her, her weapons. Kagome as weakly as the rest of her strength could give her took the weapons from Shippo and made an accurate shot at Naraku's head. Naraku smirked as the shot implode him. At least he wouldn't die alone. Kagome heaved in heavy breaths as she still had that pain stricken expression on her face the same as Kikyou's when she was near to death.

"K-Kagome…" Inuyasha observed as she had that same face of malice as Kikyou's. He looked over to see where Naraku was destroyed and saw that it was one of his puppets as one of those wooden thingies broke in half. "Shit…he tricked us." Kanna had disappeared leaving Inuyasha to wonder if that was really Kikyou.

"I-Inuyasha…" Inuyasha turned his teary eyed face to Kagome's blissful face as a sign she was ready to go to the netherworld.

"Kagome please don't leave me please!" he begged.

"Inuyasha…carry me into the sunset." He did as he was told still sustainable to those tears.

Sango and Miroku went separate ways to find either Hakudoshi or Kanna and end their life. Permanently. Sango cried as the thought of losing her best friend and 'sister' to such a vile, low, errant villain named Naraku.

When he and Kagome were accompanied with each other, Inuyasha rested Kagome in his lap and put her head on his heart. Just to hear the last of his heartbeats before she went. Inuyasha was still teary eyed and Kagome's assumption went wrong. He didn't really hate her or didn't want her around, he still loved her and only her he was just saying it in his hanyou way. But now she couldn't spend the rest of her life with the only man she ever loved. Guess, she wasn't ready for a love to last. "Kagome…please…don't go." He repeated. Tears fell onto her pale face as she was ready to say her final words.

"Inuyasha…do you love me?"

Tell me babe, how many do I shed my tears?

Every Heart, every heart is not a gentle yet

Shall I do I can never say my loneliness

Every Heart, doesn't know so what to say or what to do

"Yes, yes I do very much! I don't care about Kikyou anymore! I just want you to stay alive, please!" Inuyasha staining Kagome's face even more. Kagome brung a shaky hand to wipe the tears off his face.

"Please don't be sad for me. I hate to see you sad."

Was afraid of darkness cause I felt that I was left alone

So I pray for help to distant million stars…

Round and round the planets revolve around the sun

And we always seek after love and peace forevermore

"How can I not be sad when someone I truly love so near and deep to me is dying," he admitted truthfully. He felt a stinging sensation in his heart and watch as the sparkle that once was in her eyes vanish as if it was never there. Kagome was dying fast! He knew he couldn't run to Kaede's hut to patch up this hole in her. Their medicines were not as strong as the ones in Kagome's era. Then he thought of plopping in Kagome's era uninvited and rush her to one of those hospital thingies Kagome would mention about when he was injured. But he feared he wouldn't make it there in time and even if he did the results will end fatal. "I can't lose you Kagome, you're my only hope."

Growing, growing woe baby we can work it out Look up at the sky every heart is shining up today

These were truly the only words Kagome wanted to hear when she felt like Inuyasha needed to open up to her more often. A sweet smile spread across her face as she look up at his teary face once more before she could departure.

There is the warm heart places on my mind

In my earliest days there and it's SO SWEET

There are many stars that have talk with so kind

They say yes always time a friend of mine, SO SHINE!

Inuyasha smile back at her sweet peaceful face and leaned down inches to her lips. Then the only imaginable happen: he kissed her softly on her lips. As the sun was setting so was Kagome's eyes. As with little strength she could muster she hugged Inuyasha tightly and rested back into his lap. But before her final seconds Kagome spoke these words: "Inuyasha I love you and I will always love and I want you to be happy forever, please?

Round and round the planets revolve around the sun

And we always seek after love and peace forevermore

Growing, growing woe baby we can work it out Look up at the sky every heart is shining up today

"And I want to be happy with you for the rest of our lives.' Inuyasha pleaded. Kagome smiled once more and closed her eyes forever. "Kagome? No Kagome please don't leave! Please ! Damn you Naraku! Kagome please open your eyes! Please!" Inuyasha cried harder. He shook Kagome gently to jerk some life back into her. "No…" he whispered. The sun was gone and so was Kagome.

Goes and the time goes on we are not alone

We live on together and we will find some precious things

Sometimes we will smile, sometimes we will cry somehow

Don't forget believe in yourself tomorrow's never die

Five years later…

Inuyasha sat on top of Goshinboku branches in his forest holding a brown bottle with some type of liquid. Sake. He gulped the last remainings of it and had a displeasure look on his face as he gulped down the foul smelling liquid that seemed to clear his thoughts subconsciously.

"Damn…" he muttered. In his ears were a set of earplugs connected to Kagome's cd player playing a song. Oh yeah, Inuyasha went to Kagome's era to tell the heart wrenching news to Kagome's family, they cried, bawled, whatever and moved away from the shrine which Inuyasha destroyed also the one in the feudal era. (A/N: Don't ask me how was that possible)

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger

Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Oh, ohh

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanted to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enoughhhhhh

Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
I'll remember, I'll remember

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

"That's what Kagome was a fighter. She'd never back down from a fight. And I failed to protect her. Damn Naraku been hiding forever and because of him he will pay big time!" he scowled. Sango who came from nowhere carried a bunch of wildflowers in her embrace while holding a small child onto her back. She looked at Inuaysha worriedly and sighed as she saw him drinking once more.

"He's gonna drink himself sick and yet he's been doing it for the last five years. Inuyasha Kagome wouldn't want you to do this!" she sighed once more as she walked under the god tree and place the flowers on top of her resting place.

Inuyasha didn't bother to see her and went back to replaying the strong song that seemed to glue in his mind. "Kagome I really miss you…"

Whew pretty long chappie! Anyway I messed up the summary big time and some other parts. Naraku doesn't die till later… and sad to see Kagome die she was my second favorite character. Anyway review! ^.^