It had beeen about a week since the accedent and I still didn't know what happened to me. My dad. Yeah I know a shocker right? Me calling Cam dad. But thats what he said I had to call him or I would get in trouble -rolles eyes here-. He said I would be grounded. Like that would do much. I am the expert sneeker outer. If thats even a word. But with my inguries still healing I have to take it easy. Jara is back now. But not the Jara I remember. This new Jara is 6'5, and growing still. He is effing ripped too. I mean he has big muscls, and like before the accident. He is really hot. Like Quil and Jacob, and every one is spending a lot of time at our house now. But when ever I come down the stairs and I am trying to be all quite like it seems like they can hear my breathing and with that they all stop talking. But then Emily or Kim, or my mom start talking about food and then every one is talking about food. It's annoying. It seems like every one here knows what has happened to me..but me. Oh yeah. I made some new friends. Their names are Emily and Kim. Kim is like 19 and she is dating Jared. She is kinda pretty but not stunning like Emily, though she has three red scars on the left side of her face. Emily is 20 or so. She wont give me her real age. But what ever, she is dating, or engaged to Sam. They still haven't set a date but they said it's going to be this year or the next. But a funny thing is, she hardly knows me and she already wants me to be a bridesmaid. Leah isn't to happy about being the maid of honnor. But I wouldn't blame her. Watching as her ex-boyfriend gets married to your cousin and have to be in the wedding also? I would die. I said she should be sick or something for two years. She laughed at that but said she'll just go through it for her cousins sake. I like Leah for that. She is a strong woman for doing that. I would be a total bitch about it. Another thing I don't like about not knowing the secerte is that every one is being extra cautious and watches what they say when Jara is around. They don't even mention what happened to me, because when they do. Jara starts to shake really badly and he just leaves the room with Jacob and Sam. Oh and Jacob. I am so pissed at that guy. I was starting to like him and now he wont even touch me. I try to and he just shys away and says he has to do something or he has to get to class. I've tried every thing. I have been wearing short shorts and low cut tanktops and that just seems to make him like me less, and it's pissin me off. All of the other guys in the school have noticed and they seem to be the only ones to noticed. Besides Seth. He is such a horny little freak. And that seems to get Jacob made and then, only then does he seem to want to touch me, but then once were away from Seth, Jacob goes to.

So today is monday and this is when my plan begins to get Jacob to notice me and not be affriad to touch me.

I just got out of the shower and I knew that the Gang [thats what I like to call Quil, Jacob, and Embry] would be at my house ready to go to school with me and Jara. So I was still wrapped up in my towel, I hiked it up a little more around my legs and dropped it some around my brest and walked down stairs and walked into the kitchen.

"Hey. Mom whats for breakfast?" I asked sitting down at the table. There was Quil and Jacob at the table. Embry must not feel well or something cause he was not there.

"Oh hey. Jacob. Quil." I said politly. But a wicked grin flashed across my lips as they both looked up at me.

I heard them both clear there throughts and my mom almost drop the things in her hand as she looked at me.

"Dammit Felicia! Go and get dressed." She screamed at me.

I huffed before I pushed back from the table and stormed off to my room. With a still stunned Quil and Jacob at the table. That made me a little happy.

After I closed my door I walked to my dresser and puled out my black and pink polka dot bra and panties set and put them on. I looked down at my chest and stomach. There was still stiches and some gause on me. I closed my closet door. It had a mirror on it and I looked at myself strait on. I did not like what I saw. There was three long scratch marks on my upper stomach and two smaller scratch marks on my chest. I was never going to be able to wear a bikini again or things that showed to much skin. There would always be five scars on me for the whole world to see. Shaking my head I opened my closet door again and pulled out a low cut black like silky shirt with light blue short, shorts. Yea, I know. Not very smart to be wearing shorts but what ever works. I grabbed my blue Fox Racing jacket before I walked to the bathroom and but on some blush, eye liner, light blue eye shadow and black maskara and walked down stairs. My hair is naturly kinda curly. So if I just let it air dry it gets a little curly. I was ready for the day. All I need are my Uggs, but I'll put those on like right before I leave. I walked back into the kitchen and persented myself to my mom.

"This better for you?" I asked real sarcastic like and spun around trying to hide a smirk as I looked at her ever so slightly red face.

My mom does not get made easily like my dad. So to see her face a little red just made me want to laugh, she was spending to much time with Dad.

I grabbed me a plate of food and started to eat. Before Quil spoke up.

"Arn't you gonna get cold Felicia?" He asked picking at his food. I saw him and Jacob exchange a glance.

I gave a small grin and shook my head 'no' "But if I do. I could always ask Koden to warm me up, maybe even Tracin." That got me a little reaction out of Jacob. He became stiff as a bored, but quickly recovered himself.

I smirked some as I stood up and placed what was left of my ceral in the sink and walked to the front door with my black/pink/blue back pack slung over my right shoulder and quickly put on my tan uggs, said good bye to my mom and told Jara to grab a ride from Jacob as I left the door.

You might be wondering who Koden and Tracin are. They are half white and half native american, like me. Koden is 18 and super hot. He is not as built as Jacob, Quil, and Embry but still pretty built. He has light orange hair almost a strawberry blonde with a little bit of black in it, that is usually spiked. With the most prettiest eyes on a guy ever. They are a honey almod color with just a hint of blue and green in them, they are almond shapped and curve ever so slightly at the end giving his face an excotic look. His skin tone is about as light as mine too. A tan color, but just some what darker than a tan. He is 6'1. There has to be something in the water here.

I laughed at that some as I pulled up to Koden's house and honked. I had my i-pod blarring out of my radio. Shots- By LMFAO. I'm all dancing in the front seat, my truck shaking from me and the sterio. My body swaying in ways that make you think that I was a pole dancer. Then as chourse came on I started belting out

Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots shots
Everybody
Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots shots
Everybody

(yeah)
Let me see you do it

Just as Koden opend the door and got in. He smelled good today. I inhaled deeply after I was done singing.

"Hey Ko. Whazzz up?" I asked turning down the radio a little.

"No much. Arn't you gonna get cold?" He asked pointing out my outfit.

I looked at him and rasied a brow totally forgetting that I was wearing shorts and a t-shirt.

"Not that you don't look good or anything, but it's Fall, almost winter and the news said it might start snowing.." He said playing with his fingers as I drove off to Tracin's.

I shook my head "Nah, I wont get cold and if I do. I have you to keep me warm right?" I asked innocently.

He rolled his eyes and smiled "Yeah. You do." He seemed to visably calm down by that. And I smiled. Thats when Lips Like Morphine- By Kill Hannah came on and I blasted it again, both me and Koden belting out the words to the song.

Tracin's house was almost right next to the school, but his lazy ass didn't want to walk so I had been picking him up after Koden for about a couple days or so.

Tracin was just as hot as Koden. But Tracin was like the second purly white person in the Rez. He paled in comarision to every ones dark sink. But he didn't let that get to him. He has Sandy blonde hair with platinum blonde striks. I guess just to stand out more. But he could pull it off. He was still semi built but not like Koden or Jake and the guys. Tracin wasn't the one really for phiscal activites, though he stayed fit and every thing, he only had a two pack while Koden had a six and Jake and the guys eight. But thats ok. He still looks good. Tracin's eyes are odd. Even though he is white he has dark mud brown eyes with honey flecks in them. There so weird but so intringing at the same time. Tracin is 17 like me and in all of my classes.

As Getting Away With Murder- By Papa Roach came on Tracin was jumping into the back seat just as soon as I pulled up next to his house. His family Is very difunctual. His dad is a drunk, mom a stonner and his 16 year old sister is pregnate by some guy she hardly knew and the sad thing was she was not really taking care of herself. But thank the heavens she is going to give the baby up for addoption. I told this to my mom and asked her if we could addopt him. -Yeah it was going to be a boy. He was due in a month or so.- She is still thinking about it bacuse no one has said they wanted to take the baby and I would feel like shit if he was to be sent to an adoption agencey. But I think that if I keep telling my mom it'll be like me taking care of him everyday, but not when I am school. She would have to do that. And that was only for 7 hours. But who knows..

We finnaly arived at school and I turned off the car after Van Nuys- By Sixx: A.M. was over. I grabbed my stuff and locked my truck up after every one had gotten out. I walked next to Koden and he slung his arm around my shoulders and I place my hand in his back pocket. Yea, your probably thinking why the hell am I doing that? Arn't you trying to get Jacob? I am, but why not have a little fun with it. Yeah, I know mean but he knows were I stand about us right now. If the whole thing with Jacob doesnt work. At least I can have the next best thing.

I bit the cornner of my lip as I felt the muscules in his ass contract and release with every step he took. He has an ass you can bounce quarters off of, I know for a fact that you can too. I tried.

I looked up at Koden and he was staring down at me a shit eating grin on his face and a smug look.

"You like what you feelin back there?" He asked drawing it out and making it sound sexy though I am not sure how he did that. I must be very horny if that was all it did to get me wet.

I quickly thought of the last time I had sex and that was about a month ago, and I felt deprived. I would not say that I am addicted to sex, just I like it...alot.

So I quickly played along with him. By this time we were in the warm school and at my locker. I pressed my back aginst my locker and grabbed onto his belt loops and pulled him close to me. I looked up at him licked my lips very slowly and bit the left cornner of my lip and nodded my head.

"Yes. I like what I was feeling." I said low and breathy still looking up at him through my eye lashes.

I smiled when I saw his eyes glaze over ever so slightly. I took a quick glance behind him and there was Jacob. Fist clenched, looking like he was going to kill Koden. I made sure that I spoke up a little bit louder so that Jacob could hear me. But I could be hardly talking, like mummbiling stuff so low that I wasn't sure I said anything, and yet Jacob could still hear me. He had some damn good hearing. Anyway.

"Hey, Ko." I said just as breathy as before and he looked down at me again, fully back to the world of the living.

"Yeah?" His voice was hoarse and thick.

"You wanna come over later?" But as soon as the words left my mouth I regreted it because even before I finised saying "later" Jacob had grabbed Koden by the back of the shirt and pulled him away from me, My fingers were still linked inside Koden's belt loops so when he was yanked away my fingers burned and ached.

Jacob had throughn Koden on the ground and was just about to beat the crap out of his ass when Embry and Quil pulled him off of him and were holding him back. He was shaking really badly like when I was at my new house the first time I met Jacob and my dad got a look at my outfit and what I was talking about. But I thought I would have run over to Jacob anyother day. I was the one who was able to get him to stop shaking just as soon as I touched him and talked to him. But I didn't care about him right now. I brought this on this poor guy just because I wanted to get back at Jacob and get laid. The whole school had gathered in a circle around the four of them; Jacob, Quil, Embry, and Koden. I pushed my way through and launched myself at Koden when I got past every one.

"Omg! Ko! I am so so so sorry!" I said looking at him making sure he was ok. I did a once over on him and he looked ok. He might just have a minor head injury. The principal had come out and very one had disapered with a few straglers. Jake was even more pissed that I went right to Koden and not him, and he had to express that he was mad about that and what the hell was I thinking?

I had enough of his damn mouth. So I left Koden who was being helped up my Tracin and being lead to the nurse office. But just as I was about to yell at Jacob the principal called all four of us to his office.

"So, Mr. Black, Miss Bond, Mr. Call and Mr. Artera. What happened?" When no one said anything he picked some one to speek. And guess what. It was me. Of fucking course.

So I told him almost every detail but besides the whole trying to get laid thing and mine and Koden's little exchange.

"Me and Koden were just talking when all of a sudden Jacob came over and pulled Koden away from me and through him on the floor. He was about to beat the crap out of him but then Quil and Embry came and grabbed him and now were here.." I finished up taking in a much needed breath.

Jacob mustn't have liked what I said because he was standing up and yelling at me.

"You fucking lier. You were not talking about school and homework. You were trying to get laid! And you knew I was there! Thats why you spoke louder and asked him to come over to your house after school!!" He sounded a little hurt when he said the last part. When his explosion was over I was beat red so was the principal but for other reasons then my.

"Mr. Black! I will not allow such out burst in my office and the way you are speaking to Miss. Bond is inaproiate. You will be suspended from coming to school for three days." After he finished speaking he was writing the slip.

I looked at my fingers. They were still red and on fire.

"? May I please go to the nurse's office. With our little exchange today Jacob hurt my fingers and I need to ice them.." I held up my hands to show Mr. Sixx but mostly to show Jacob. His face disgruntled he looked like he was going to break down and cry. Mr Sixx let us all go after he gave Jacob his slip. I was walking to the nurse's office when a warm hand was on my shoulder, I felt my heart skip a beat and an elctirc shook run through my whole body. I didn't turn around though. I kept walking, but when the hand turned into hands that grabbed at my waist to make me stop I spun around and slapped Jacob as hard as I could, wich I think might of broken it. I yelped and glared up at him.

"You fucking dumb ass! You might have broken my hand!!" I scriched.

"No, you did. You slaped me remember. By the way that really hurt." Was he trying to make me laugh? That dick!

"You think you can go slamming my friends on the floor and then yell and at me and think that I am going to laugh at your lame joke saying that it hurt when I slapped you? Bull. Shit." I said saying the last to words carefully.

That seemed like a low blow, but I didn't care. I continued to walk as he stood there. I made a quick right and was in the nurse's office. Koden was sitting in a chair with ice on the back of his head.

"You know. He ruined my hair. Took me forever to get my spikes just right." He said looking up at me with a goofy grin. I couldn't help but laugh as I walked over to him.

"Your ok though? Right? Nothing to bad, and you still want to be my best friend?" I asked, but more like pleaded on the last part of my sentence. Yeah I may not like Koden romanticaly but I like him like the best friend he was.

He slowly nodded his head and wrapped me in a giant hug. It kind of reminded me of the way Jacob used to hug me, and that made me want to cry. I felt a gapping whole in my heart now that I was thinking of Jacob and every thing. I let out a small sob. But it didn't go unnotice by Koden.

"Hey. Fle. It's ok." He said rubbing my back, but to cover up I said.

"No, I'm fine. But your crushing my hand. I think I broke it.." He quickly let me go and the nurse came in.

"What can I do for you?" She asked really sweet like.

"Some ice for my hand and can you call my mom...I need to go home.."

She nodded and called my mom first and then gave me the ice.

"Are you going home too?" I asked Koden and he slowly nodded his head 'yes'.

"I am so sorry for what happened to you. I have decidded that I am your little slave for the rest of this week. You are going to stay at my house and sleep in my room and I will do every thing for but your home work." I said and giggled a little.

"No. I don't need a slave. No matter how hot she really is." He said and the corner of his mouth curled up into a grin.

"Yes you do. I will talk to your mom about this. She loves me. She'll make you go." I said triumphantly as he hung his head.

"There, there." I said rubbing his back teasingly.

After about fifteen minuets of waiting for my mom she came picked me up and said that Cam would come and pick up my truck.

I gave my mom the low down on every thing and how I was going to be a slave to Koden for the week.

She asked me if I meant sex slave and I slaped her arm and we both busted up laughing, but I said no. Not this week. And we went into another round of hysteriesas. This is why I loved my mom she was cool talking about my sex life and didn't care as long as I didn't come home prego or with an S.T.D. And I was always safe. So I was good. But this is the part I miss about it just being mom, J, and me. We were all happy and laughing all the time. Now my brother wont talke to me. I have to watch my launguge and how I dressed. And my mom and me never had the chance to just goof off any more. My dad was making this new life difficult....

A/N: I am soooooooooooooooooooooooo so so so so so sorry that it took me so long to put this chapter up. My flipping e-net went out cause Verizon sucks, big, huge, monkey balls!! So here it is. I hope you all like it. It turned out a little or a lot different then I had planned. I couldn't stay on one thing. Tell me what you think. And I know the story has taken an odd turn from were it was going in the beginning, but if there was no twist and turns and stuff then you will stop reading xP