Broken and Used Chapter 6, a twilight fanfic

A/N: There is going to be a lemon but I am not going to change the rating on it just yet because you'll just have to see why, but I'm just warning ya'll ^^

Me and my mom came back from the doctors and they said my hand was not broken. Which was good cause I slapped Jacob with my left hand. My writing one. But they said I had to wear this brace for a while so what evs. Koden is coming over soon. I talked to his mom about it and she agreed. I like Koden's mom. She is very nice, laid back, like my mom at times. But flares up more than my mom does.

I had just got done taking a shower and was changing into some cotton Family Guy men pj pants with a light blue tank top. My hair was in a braid so that tomarrow it would be extra curly my mom -fish tailed it-. But the down side to this whole day was every one was at my house once again, inculding Jake and the gang. I guess they were discusing me or my accident cause just as soon as I got to the third step from the top they changed the subject and were talking a little louder. I guess they really didn't care that Koden was coming over, so I shrugged it off and went and sat next to Jara. He pulled me onto his lap and wrapped his arms around me. I guess he felt bad for me or something. Because this was unuseual. But I didn't think anything of it.

Jara was so big now, that it felt weird sitting in his lap. But I missed him, so I didn't move. This was the way Jara was. He was the cuddlest boy I have ever met. Even before he grew and "changed" on me. He loved to be up next to you laying all over you. He just liked to be next to you when you were on the couch or just next to him. But since he couldn't really sit in my lap cause he was a giant and would crush me to death if he did the roles were switched and he was holding me and not me holding him.I liked that he was so hot. It made me feel sacure in it, like I knew this all my life, and I was a little cold. So that also helped.

We were watching Destroy Build Destroy on Discovery Kids. I laughed to myself. This show is awesome. You have two teams three people on each team, and they had two differn't groups of kids. Like today they had the Athlets and the Geeks going aginst one another. They were making a water taxi or something like that. And they had these Rvs with boats at the end. They were able to use a bazoka or tnt or these people called the destoryers and they just beat the crap out of the whole thing. The Athlets picked Bazoka and the Geeks picked the Destroyers. And the Athelts counted to down to 1 and some one shot the Geeks RV and blew it to pieces and then it was the Geeks turn. They destroyers didn't do to well, but I don't really care. I tuned out the show and looked around the room, till my eyes fell on Jacob. He was shirtless, but what else is new. The lights were dim in my house, because not many lights were on. He was close to enough to the tv that with every changing thing on the tv it made him look perfect. Just the way the shadows defined his chisled chin and very sculpted body, made me melt. I let my mind wander to what he could do to my body if he would just let me touch him. As of now, every time I try to, it has not worked.

Except for today. If I say so myself, it was a pretty good day, besides the whole almost fight, and my hand, Koden's head..yeaaa...so not that good. But I guess its a start. But it seems like nothing will happen. I can feel this odd pull to him, like every time he is in the room I just want to stop what I am doing and walk right over to him and have him hold me and take me with him every where. Like when we where on the beach. I felt cold and empty when he dropped me on the floor. But after the accedint he wont touch me, or come in a two feet radias of me. He was the first peron I wanted to see, but alas he was with Jara and Sam.

I was brought out of my thoughts by a knock at the door. I smiled widly before I shot out of Jara's lap and walked very sexy like when I felt Jacobs eyes on me. I stole a quick glance back and winked.

I opened the door and through my arms around Koden's neck.

"Yay!! You made it. I was wondering when you were going to get here!" I squealed and grabbed his hand. I heared a murmmered "Yay!" Like they were making fun off me. I glared at Jacob, Quil and Embry. Not sure which one it was.

Koden seemed out of place in my house with all this muscular men that are like 6 or 7 feet tall.

I stood on my tippy toes and whispered in his ear.

"You don't have to be so nurvese. If they do anything, my dad'll kick there ass." I giggled.

He nodded, still a little unsure.

"Um, where do I put my stuff?" He asked looking down at me.

"Oh. In my room. C'mon I'll show you." I said and pulled him up the stairs with shocked faces behind us.

I opened my bedroom door and walked in, him trailing behind me.

"Kay. I cleared out a whole dresser drawer for you." I said opening the top drawer.

He nodded and seemed to relax that we were by ourselves. He walked to my dresser and started to put his things away.

"Sooo, do you need anything? I asked sitting on the edge of my bed.

"Felicia. This doesn't feel right. I'm post to be the one getting you things while you just sit around. Not the other way around. Thats just not how I was raised.." He said exasperated.

"Ko. It's all cool. Member I'm your slave. I do anything you tell me to. That has to be cool right?" I said trying to lighten the mood. I could tell the chatter down stairs was quite once again.

"Well then, as your "master"-" He used air quotations. "I want to releve you of your duties to me."

Then all of a sudden I heard a booming laugh from down stairs and a couple other people join that laugh. I bearly heard some one say "Very mature Jake." I raised a brow.

"Wonder whats so funny." I asked shrugging my shoulders.

Koden did the same.

"But really. I don't want you to do anything for me. Let me do stuff for you." He said and came and sat sown next to me once he was done with his clothes.

I thought about it and shook my head "no" "I was the one that got you into this..your head and every thing.." I said looking up at him.

"Ok fine-" He had a smirk on his lips. "You can do one thing for me, then the rest of my stay here I do every thing for you. Deal?"

How could I say no? He was being so sweet. So I nodded my head "yes." "Ok. What do I have to go for you?"

"You. Have to get dressed in something sexy and bring your I-pod. I'll leave and you get all beautiful." He said kissing my forehead and walking out of my room.

Both of my eye brows were raised as I watched him leave. My body seemed to be working on auto pilot because sooner then I knew it. I was wearing, light blue jean shorts that left not much for the imaignation, they hung right at my hips and a white tank top that left an inch of skin to be seen on my stomach. I put my hair into a high pony tail with my bangs side swept on the right side of my face. My eye shadow was a light mud brown and my eye liner black and thin so it brought out my eyes. My cheek bones were lightly dusted with pink. I grabbed my cucomber and melon lotion and quickly put that on before I did my perfume. I walked out of the room with some white 4 inch heels that had been twisted at the toes and were pink on the inside in my hands. I walked down stairs and there was only Jake, Quil, Koden, and Embry and my parents and Jara left. Must have taken longer then I thought.

"Well. Your going to a party with me and these people too-" He didn't point to Jake and the gang, just used his eyes to point at them, I stiffled a laugh, then looked at Koden confused.

"It's Monday though.." I said sitting on the steps and putting on my heels.

"Yeah, but your mom said that it would be ok, just as long as you got back by eleven." Koden said and walked over to me and helped me up and whispered in my ear "You look really nice." As he lead me to the door.

I looked back at Jacob and he looked mad. I quickly looked away from him and down at the floor when my mom spoke up.

"Faye. Me and your dad are going to have to..go...for a while. We'll be back tomarrow maybe. We just have some things to do out of La Push and Washington." The way she spoke made me feel very uneasy, but I did not know why. But it just did. I felt like screaming, because more then likely it had something to do with me and they wont fucking tell me. I bit the inside of my cheek really hard before answering them.

"Oh, thats cool. Cause I don't need to know if it is about me or not. Thats cool." It all slipped out before I had a chance to stop it. I felt bad for a mintuet seeing the shatered/pained expression on her delicate face. But I could not apologise because they were keeping stuff from me, that was about me and its stupid that they wont tell me.

"Anyway. Lets go. I got my I-pod like you asked." As if to emphasize my point I held up my blue I-pod nano. Koden nodded and all five of us walked out of the house and to my truck.

My cell vibrated before "How You Love Me Now- By Hey Monday" started to fill the car. That ment I got a text. I pushed my Samsung Rant up so that it was at the full key board, the text was from Jara.

It sayed; "Hey, Bond. I'm b Clrwaters 2night. Dn't wait "

I rolled my eyes. Jara has been trying to use chat speak but I think it's cute. I replied with a simple "k" and was driving down the road.

"Where are we going?" I asked Koden.

"To First Beach." I nodded and looked in the rear view mirrow at Quil, Embry and Jacob. Embry and Jacob looked out of place while Quil was going on and on about this hot chick named Elis. I rolled my eyes. Such a guy. He was talking about how big her boobs where and how her ass shook when she walked. If I was any normal girl I would have beat the shit out of him, but I am like one of the guys so it didn't bother me. And when I said "I'd tap that any day." Every one busted up laughing but Jake, he seemed to not like that very much.

"I was kidding Jake, get over it." I said rolling my eyes at him. A few mintuets of silence later we pulled into First Beach and there was swarms of teenagers. I laughed at some of the girls dancing. They thought they were hot stuff cause they where dancing all slutly like. I laughed again. That was nothing to the way I danced, but then again I danced almost like them, but more daring. I smirked.

We all walked up to the croud to hear the ending of "Little Smirk By Theory Of A Deadman"

"Cause, I took your car,
With your baby in the back seat,
Wracked your credit card,
You're in debt to a deadbeat,
Maybe now you know how much it hurts,
When I caught you in the act wearing nothing but a Little Smirk!
Wearing nothing but a Little Smirk!"

I took Koden's arm off my shoulder and told him to get me a drink and winked before I walked over to the DJ and handed him my I-pod and whispered a few things in his ear, then left and made my way to the dance floor. Jake and the gang were being swarmed by girls so that left the dance floor a little lest clutered. I looked around for a quick second and grabbed some random guys hand and asked if he wanted to dance. He said "Yes." just in the nick of time to because the song I asked the DJ to play was starting -Shots By LMFAO ft Lil John-

As soon as the music started I had my arms up in the air poping my ass and boobs.

I'm fucked upppp

(Lil Jon)
If you're not drunk ladies and gentleman
Get ready to get fucked up
Lets do it
Haha
LMFAO
You know it
Lil Jon
Yeaah
All of the alcoholics
Where you at
Lets go

The guy I asked to dance was behind, a hand on my hip the other in the air like mine while he rotated his hips with mine. I was still poping my breast and ass all the while grinding my ass into his dick.

Hey hey hey hey uh huh hey hey hey hey
Lets go yeah!
(LMFAO)
When i walk in the club
All eyes on me
I'm with the party rock crew
All drinks are free (all drinks are free)
We like Ciroc
We love Patron
We came to party rock
Everybody its on!

I pushed my ass more into him moving my whole body in rhythm with the song. My hands where now around his neck pulling his head closer to me. I kissed under his chin. Then as they started saying "Shots" My rhythm picked up and I was moving quickly poping every thing I could. I was just almost breaking a sweat.

Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots shots
Everybody
Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots
Shots shots shots shots shots shots
Everybody

(yeah)
Let me see you do it

I slowed my pace and made it more sensual as I turned around and my pussy was pressed right on his dick, before I could even try and not moan I did and it almost brought me to my knees at the sensatioin that it brought when we moved togeather. But as I was doing this I could feel four pair of eyes on me, Koden's and Jacob's and that made me uneasy.

The ladies love us
When we bring shots
They need an excuse
To suck our cocks (suck my cock)
We came to get krunk
How bout' you
Bottles up
Let's go round two!

And then we picked up our pace again and I was getting really wet. He once in a while he would buck his hips into mine and I closed my eyes at the feeling again. I was grinding hard against him and he to me. I pulled his face to mine and brushed my lips on his and in a second his lips crashed onto mine. We where still dancing and I was now getting a little more sweaty and that turned me on more.

(Lil Jon)

I pulled away from the guy who whispered his name in my ear. His name is Levi. And was now jumping in the air a little my hand bouncing up in the air with me. Levi looked at me and then he started to do that with me, then a couple more people where. Soon every on that was on the dance floor was jumping up in the air.

If you aint gettin' drunk get the fuck out the club
If you aint takin' shots get the fuck out the club
If you aint come to party get the fuck out the club
Now where my alcoholics let me see your hands up
(what you drinking on)
Yeah
Jager-Bombs
Lemon Drops
Buttery Nipples
Jello Shots
Kamakazis
Rewindin'
Fuck all that shit
Give me some gin!

(LMFAO)

Shots!
Patrons on the rocks
And I'm ready for some shots
The women come around
Every time I'm pouring shots

Their panties hit the ground every time i give 'em shots

When it said "there painties hit the ground" I went with it. My ass just touched the grouned when I pulled Levi closer to me and pressed my breast to his legs and pulled myself up, my whole body now touching him till his hands where back on my hips and pulling me closer to him as the music continued.

So cups in the air everybody lets take shots

If you're feeling drunk put your hands in the air
And if you're trying to fuck get your hands in the air
Now say I'm fucked up
(I'm fucked up)
I'm fucked up
(I'm fucked up)
I'm trying to fuck
(I'm trying to fuck)
I'm tryin' to fuck
(I'm tryin' to fuck)

Again ever on was jumping up in the air when the song said "If your feeling drunk put your hands in the air." I was also doing that.

Shots!
Patrons on the rocks
And I'm ready for some shots
The women come around
Every time I'm pouring shots
There panties hit the ground every time i give 'em shots

Once again my ass bearly touched the ground I used Levi as my saport and pulled myself up him.

So cups in the air everybody lets take shots

-I'm fucked upp-

Lets go!

And soon the song ended to fast for my liking. I kissed Levi on the cheek and then walked over to Koden who was still holding my drink. He looked petrified, sad, hurt, mad, angry. I took my drink and guzled it down.

"Thanks Ko." I said and smiled. But it faltered when he looked down at me, his eyes asking why, though he said nothing.

"I'm sor-" I was starting to say before I was being pulled back by Levi when "Hotel Room Service By Pitbull" started. I couldn't say no. Well I could. But I didn't want to. I felt bad for hurting Koden but I just grabbed some random guy and started dancing with thim..I didn't mean for it to get that bad. I told Levi that I promised another guy a dance and bolted for Quil. He was dancing with none other then Elis but I needed to get away from him.

"I'm cutting in." I said and grabbed Quil's hand. He looked highly pissed. I quickly apologised. "But I need to talk to you." I said and started dancing.

I want everybody to stop what they're doing. Now if you know you're with somebody you're gonna take the hotel room tonight, make some noise...
Meet me at the hotel room [x4]

I was still kind of grinding into Quil, but not really cause he is my best friend and if Jake saw me do that, Jake would die. Quil's hands were on my hips holding me away from him some. Though his hands still swayed with the rhythm of my hips.

Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

"What did you do?" He asked I pulled him down to me and told him everything, every detail. Quil almost feel on the ground. "Why the hell would you do that?!?!" He whisper yelled if thats even possible. We has stopped dancing now.

2 and the O, 1 in the eye, that kinkee skull, you nasty, but I like your type and like T-ass, whatever you like. Bring your girls, whatever the night, your man just left, i'm the plump of the night, let me check your pipes, oh, you're the healthy type. Well, here goes some egg whites. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty goochi stuff, let me tell you what we gon' do. 2 + 2, i'm gonna undress you. Then we're gonna go 3 and 3 you gon' undress me. Then we're gon' go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more, but first!

Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

We started at each other with no one talking for a minuet. Then Quil broke the silence. "Why would you do that Felicia? You killed Jake and Koden..you should go talk to them not me..I mean. Damn you fucked up sooooo so bad..." And with that his hands let go of my waist and he walked away with out looking at me again. I felt so guilty. So very guilty that I walked to the drink table and asked if anything was spiked, trying to be very sexy so he would tell me. And he did, he said that most of them were. I asked which on was spiked with the hardest stuff he said the Kool-aid. So cliché. But I grabbed a cup and downed one, two, three, then four.

after party in hotel lobby,
then we off to the room like room,with the grills in yo mouth trippin up yo blouse,and pull that g-sting down south uuu OK shawty, 1's company, 2's a crowd, and 3's a party. A girl ain't with it, I got somebody, in my nature she's naughty. Now gimme that sweet, that nasty goochi stuff. Ima tell you what we gon' do, 2 + 2, i'm gon' undress you. Then we gon' go 3 and 3, you gon' undress me. Then we gonna go 4 and 4, we gon' freak some more! But firstly...

Forget about your boyfriend and meet me at the hotel room, you can bring your girlfriends and meet me at the hotel room. [x2]
We at the hotel, motel, holiday inn. [x4]

I was so buzzed by the time that song was over that I was slurring my words and I was a little tipsy.

I looked around for Jake. He was gone. I guess Embry went with him. And Koden was sitting by himself. I don't know why, but I smiled and strutted over to him.

A/N: Haha, jk not doing a lemon here, but next chapter. I promise. Sorry for the spelling mistakes. Open Office does not have spell check or anything cool like that.