Lexi: I was in a musical mood so I started raping Youtube to find good songs. I came up with this one ^.^ Not sure how, just did. I have continuously listened to this songs for like hours.

Finally, I thought about the lyrics... and realized I could use it. Uhhh not sure how it took 3 chapters to write like one day in the story. Guess this story is not gonna be a short one. Yeah, I changed it. Now it's probably going to be longer.

As long as there is music in this world, I will write.

Disclaimer: I don't own FMA or any lyrics/songs used in this story.

Warning: Yaoi!

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Use Your Love: by Katy Perry

I know you know my boyfriend is out of town
so have a drink, let's talk it over
So many things I shouldn't be sayin now
You know I like my boys a little bit older
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight. tonight, tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

Roy was out of town traveling on a quick mission he had just received after the rehearsal wedding. Leaving Riza to her self. And the man she invited to a hotel.

Havoc poured the champagne into two glasses and handed one to her. He knew this was wrong. But for some reasons he couldn't resist the temptation. He'd always wanted Riza for himself. It hurt to know that Riza didn't even love Roy.

Yes, Riza was only getting married to Roy for her reputation. Her family said they would abandon her if she didn't marry someone higher in ranks. But when her family had visited her at work they had instisted on it being Roy.

That's why she had fought so much for Roy over Ed. She didn't want to steal the one he loved from him. After all, that's what everyone was doing to her. Edward loved Roy so much more than she ever could. All of this put together made her feel overwhelming guilt. The boy had been through enough, now she had to deny him the one to whom his heart belonged to.

When she won the competition and got Roy for herself she was relieved. But felt terrible. She felt relief because she now held no other competetors. A part of her wished Ed had won, just so she wouldn't even have a chance to go through with this.

She cared too much about her family to back out. But that couldn't make her love someone she didn't. Riza had never even held the slightest attraction to Roy.

Riza had always had her heart reserved for Jean Havoc. He felt the same, but it still made him feel guilty meeting intimately with one of his best friend's fiance. Three nights before the wedding.

"Please help me," She begged him.

There was nothing she could do to stop the wedding and save Roy's feelings.

All my girls are no where to be found
they all split when I'm in trouble
but I'll tell you all my secrets if you stick around
the 'undercover-lovers' under the covers
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight. tonight, tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

Her friends had abandoned her in her time of need. As soon as she started telling them, they left. Nobody wanted to be involved in something this scandalicious. [A/N: got that word from my Sunday School teacher XD]

She told him all that was really going on. Havoc listened and didn't try to leave. He needed to help her, no matter what the consequences.

Even if there was the smallest chance of helping her out of this, he would try. Getting her have to not marry Roy, spare his best friend's feelings, and make sure her family didn't hate her would be hard to pull off.

But it wouldn't be impossible. Nothing was impossible if he was willing to sacrafice everything for her. And that might be just what it cost.

Everything for her.

I just wanna use your love l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
I just wanna use your love l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
I just wanna use your love l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e

"Well, there may be one thing to help Roy get over me. Or rather, a person," Riza said. They had just concocted most of the plan together.

"Who might that be?" Havoce asked, interested.

"Edward Elric. He's in love with Roy," she replied.

"Really?" he questioned, astonished, "How do you know?"

"When I was planning on how to marry him, I found out. I couldn't win his heart without scoping out the competition," she said quietly.

"I see. So you think he can help us?"

"Yeah. I don't think there's anyone who goes more perfectly with him," Riza smiled.

"We're going to get them over right before the end of the plan?"

Riza nodded, "I don't think he will be as hurt if someone is there to replace me. Roy will fall in love with him if all goes well."

try to keep my head from spinning
too much to drink - not making sense
been a while since I've been with someone new
but I can't stop the way I'm feeling

"My head hurts from all these drinks," Riza said.

"Oh, how many did you have?"

"A few," she answered hesitantly.

Havoc got up and kissed Riza on the lips lovingly.

"It'll all turn out fine in the end," he whispered into her ear.

"I know, everything is just stressful right now,"

"It's okay, love. I'll help you get through this. Even if it costs me all I have."

"We'll get our happy ending," she said quietly.

"Exactly," Havoc replied.

As you leave please would you just close the door
now that our love affair is over
you're exactly what I was looking for
well go find a shoulder to cry upon

"I need to leave soon. Roy will be home in a few hours."

"Make sure he doesn't suspect anything. If he does, eveything will be ruined."

"I know. If this works we'll all get what we love most."

"The first step is making Roy realize he feels for Ed. This will probably be the hardest part," Havoc said.

"He's going to deny anything having to do with being unfaithful. Roy won't want to believe that he might hold feelings for another person. Let alone of the same sex," Riza replied.

"Just leave it to me," Havoc smiled.

"Okay," Hawkeye responded.

"I suppose I should be going now," Riza said, "I'll see you in the morning."

She and Jean shared a quick kiss before she gathered her things and left.

I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight - tonight!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight - tonight!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight - tonight!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

Riza felt disgusted knowing what she just did. She didn't have a problem with kissing Havoc. It was only made hard because of the golden band on her left hand.

Even if she knew her intentions weren't bad, it still seemed like cheating to her.

Using both of them is what it felt like. She truelly loved them both. Just in different ways. Jean as a lover. Roy as a friend and brother.

(You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all

"They aren't meaningless to me," Riza said to herself while driving back home.

"Roy and Havoc mean so much to me."

"Which is why I'm doing all this."

"For them."

I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
Singing this song, song, song song

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Lexi: Yesssss! Finally done writing that damn chapter!!!! That felt like pulling teeth. I was dragging through writing down what I was trying to say FOR THE SECOND TIME! so please forgive me. When I say second I mean that I already had it written.

But of course my internet is jank. I already had most of this written about 8 hours ago. I went to save it and- BAM! internet connection lost. I was like sitting there about to explode at the next person to piss me off ^.^ But I'm at my friend's house now and I needed to finish this chapter before I went crazy.

I really like this song BTW. I was going to make Riza a total cheating whore. But I changed it! Simply becuz I can... and I felt bad making her be mean.

Uhhhh so this story is gonna have to move up ratings soon... I might possibly have a lemon between Roy and Ed. If u don't like that kinda stuff, you can simply skip that chapter! I won't get pissed if you decide not to read it.

How bout 5 more reviews to the next chapter? I don't know if you even reached the other review goal... but I don't want to wait to update!

Love you guys!

XOXO

Lexi