Part 14: So it ends: Bella

I drove away as Leah waved from the porch. All the way home my thoughts were on Seth.

He was so sweet and seemed to think he could always love me. He wouldn't after today though. I had to tell someone about Wesley and soon. The pain I felt was leaking out. Seth cared about me the most so if he couldn't handle it then no one could. Maybe if he could cope then we could be together as more than friends.

As I was driving through town I saw Seth walking alone and stopped the truck at the side of the road.

I walked up behind him and he was stood talking to himself. "OK I will try." I put my hand on his shoulder and he spun around.

"Seth? Who are you talking to?" I tried to remove the pained look from my face but it wouldn't go away.

"Oh, er, no one. Wait no, I wasn't talking to myself." My mouth pulled up on a small smile. It always cheered me up when Seth was nervous.

I stepped forwards into his personal space but he didn't react, that was good. "Don't worry I don't think you are mad. Could you come with me?" I wasn't about to tell him in the middle of town.

"O-OK, where are we going?"

I walked back to the truck and opened the passenger door for him. "A place I like to go to think." He smiled and got in.

For the second time I drove up to La Push, up to a cliff overlooking the ocean. We got out and moved to the front of the truck where we leaned against the grill. "Jacob brought me here when we were younger and we did some cliff diving. I almost drowned, never going to do that again." We lapsed into silence, the wind blew and the only sound was the sea slapping against the cliff wall.

I closed my eyes and let the wind rustle my hair. It was nice; just being with Seth.

I felt his hand intertwine with mine and his breath in my ear as he whispered. "What did you want to tell me? I don't mean to be rude but is it about Wesley?"

I gulped and opened my eyes looking at Seth; we were now only inches away from each other. We both blushed and turned away, neither of us moved further away though. "Who told you about him?" I needed to know which story he had got.

"Jacob, he said that Wesley was your boyfriend and that you loved each other. He then said that he moved away suddenly without warning, breaking your heart." His knuckles on the hand resting on the car were white but the hand still intertwined with mine was gentle. His jaw was tight and his eyes were steely.

He was angry at the wrong person. I had to sort this out quickly. "No if anything broke it was him. He fell from a cliff and died." Seth's face ran the gauntlet of emotions, finally settling on shock.

"That's what he meant..." He whispered.

"What?"

He shook his head and smiled at me again. "Nothing, never mind. Just something I heard."

I lifted his hand up and clasped it between both of mine. "Seth I want to tell you how it happened, you are the first to hear this story.

"We had been together for a year and we had taken a trip up to Phoenix to meet my mum. We were sat at the edge of another cliff, I like to sit and look out at open sky when I think. He ended up talking about all kinds of things; finally he looked at me sadly and said that his mum was moving to England, she had some new job at a big firm over there and he had to go with her.

"He saw that I was sad and tried to cheer me up my making it a joke. He jumped up and started to dance around on the edge and then he slipped. I couldn't reach him in time and he was dead before I could get down to him."

My tears fell without halting. "So you see it was all my fault."

"Nope, don't see that at all."

"But Seth..." I stopped talking. It was slightly hard to continue with his lips on mine.

"Shut up you." He held me tight and I smiled, today was a good day. "I love you Bella, nothing will ever change that."

"Thank you Seth. I love you too."

That night I had the dream again. Wesley was there, mechanical wings on his shoulders. It happened exactly the same, nothing had changed, I had thought that sorting things out with Seth would solve this.

"Good bye Bella. You don't deserve to be here." He pushed and I was falling down faster and faster. The voices were still yelling no matter how I tried to block them out.

Then I jerked to a halt. I looked down at the ground and then up to see Seth's smiling face. "Told you I would be there to catch you."

With that I woke up and looked other at Seth, it was nice to have him near me. I smiled.

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