(I updated! I've been meaning to say something about this subject. If Bella and Edward don't end up together (99.9% they won't,) who do you want him with? Because I've had requests that he finds his "True Love" if it's not Bella. Do you want some random human chick? Tell me ANYONE you want him with! Oh, maybe Ruby? She shows up in this chapter KC!Ruby not the awful S4 Ruby. Yuck. Um, of course I don't know how Ruby and Edward would be soul mates because she turns out to be evil and dies S4 but, still. Maybe a made up vampire? I'm up for suggestions! Oh and tell me ANYTHING you wanna see in this story! Suggestions are welcome! Reviews = love! Now, I haven't watched New Moon yet but how are you guys liking it? And how bad does it suck that SPN doesn't return till January! Late January at that! I'm going to go through Winchester withdraws! Did you cry when Jo died? I almost did! Oh do you want Jo to make a cameo in this story? Do you want Jo to be Edwards "soul mate"? REVIEW PLEASE!)

"Stop kissing me," I demanded against Sam's lips. After my break down Sam carried me into my room where I took a small tear induced nap. As soon as I awoke Sam attached his lips to mine. Thirty minutes after that we were still on my bed making out.

"Why?" Sam paused only momentarily to question. I used that to my advantage though and slipped out of his grasp. I got off the bed and walked to the opposite side of my room. "Bella what's wrong?" Sam questioned, walking up behind me and wrapped his arms around me. I leaned into his touch.

"It's just…a lot to take in I guess. I can't believe he's back and spouting out these lies! Has he not played with my life enough? Does he feel like I'm just a play toy! Why!?" I felt and heard Sam chuckling behind me and I turned to look at him.

"Baby I don't think he is spouting out lies."

"What do you mean?" I asked, confused.

"He still loves you and I can't blame him." I looked into Sam's brown/greenish eyes and found that he really believed what he was saying.

"You think a vampire is telling the truth?" I asked teasingly. Sam laughed.

"Yeah I do." We both smiled at each other.

"Sam Winchester you trust too easily," I teased and he just leaned down and kissed me.

"It's why you love me."

"Really? That's why I love you because there are a lot of reasons to love you," I hugged him to me tightly.

"How did I get so lucky?" He asked while kissing the top of my head.

"It helps that you're hot."

"What? I thought that was me?" Dean asked from the door way and both me and Sam turned to look at him, surprised.

"What are you doing in here?" Sam asked.

"Watching your chick moment, Dude," Dean teased his younger brother.

"Dean," Sam groaned.

"I came to check on you two girls," Dean walked farther into my room and sat on my bed, I sat down beside him and leaned into him. "How are you baby girl?" Dean questioned me softly. Dean Winchester really was like an older brother to me. We just had a connection since the first time we saw each other. Sure we fought because he hated that I dated a vampire and then was in danger because of said vampire but, while he never got over it, he accepted that I was a little naive, still am.

"Horrible," I pouted and Dean chuckled while Sam was just quiet and I realized then how hard the whole Edward situation might be on him. "I didn't want him to come back." I said honestly, the truth striking me suddenly. Sometimes I would be awake at night and wonder what my life would be like if Edward came back but I realized I liked my life how it was. The only thing I would change about it would be me getting to be with Sam more often.

"Good that makes three of us," Sam said in a hard voice and I almost found it funny. Almost.

"You want us to gank the blood sucker?" Dean asked with his typical smirk.

"Please?" Sam pouted.

"Why, because he used to date me? Wow, overreaction much?" Sam came and sat on the other side of me.

"How about we gank him because he's a blood sucker?" Dean suggested teasingly.

"You're so funny," I said monotone.

"You know you love me," Dean grinned but I just ignored him and turned to look at Sam.

"Hey, baby. You're awfully quiet. What's up?" I questioned softly and Sam scoffed.

"What's up? Your ex is back is what's up!"

"Yeah I think I noticed that," 'Yeah Bella that's smart. Use sarcasm on you're pissed off boyfriend who you're barely with in the first place! Real smart,' a voice in my head taunted.

"Bella," Sam groaned, flopping down on my bed.

"I think I'm going to go and...do something…somewhere," Dean struggled for an excuse to escape.

"Just leave, Dean," he did as I said. I laid down beside Sam and just looked at him.

"It's hard, ya know?" He questioned softly.

"No, I don't. Why don't you explain it to me?" I requested. Sam looked into my eyes before he started to talk.

"You were so in love with him. Hell, you were willing to give your mortality up for him! Then, he leaves and if what he says is true I can't blame him!"

"Wait, hold up. What do you mean you can't blame him? I blame him!" I said with an emotion bordering on rage.

"The urge to keep what you love safe isn't rare Bella,"

"But he didn't keep me safe. He almost got me kill," I pointed out calmly.

"But he left to keep you safe. It was his intention. But you were so broken because you thought he never loved you and now you know he does," Sam got quiet again and closed his eyes.

"So?"

"So, what's keeping you from going back to him?" I laughed at the absurdity of that question. Sam thought I was going to run back into Edwards arms, when that was never going to happen.

"Um, you," I answered in a 'duh' tone.

"Bella," Sam sighed.

"No, listen," I said forcefully and then straddled him and looked into his eyes. "I love you," I shrugged.

"I love you too, but,"

"No buts," I shook my head. "I love you. No one else. Get that through your thick skull,"

"So you don't love Edward anymore?"

"I do, in a way. I loved him so much before and I probably always will but not in the same way I love you," I started leaning down to kiss Sam.

"How cute, but please don't make me gag," an unfamiliar voice said. But obviously Sam knew it because he flipped me off of him quickly and stood. "Yeah that'll get you laid. Just toss her like a rag doll," I had to laugh at the girl then. She was a pretty petit blonde but something about her just screamed at you to stay back. But when have I ever done what was good for me?

"I agree with bondi-locks," I stood and look at this girl, sizing her up and she was doing the same to me.

"Don't call me that," she said forcefully.

"Ok, blondi-locks," I smirked and to my surprise she did the same.

"I like her, I'm Ruby," she held out her hand and I grabbed it to shake it.

"I'm Bella," I smiled. But then Ruby used my hand to twist me around and had me held by my throat quickly with a hunter's strength. I was loosing air quickly.

"RUBY! Let go!" Sam yelled.

"Hey, demon bitch! Let go or I will kill you!" Dean also yelled but I barely noticed them, I was too focused on the blonde who had me.

"I like you Bella, but like I said, don't call me blondi-locks," I then elbowed her in the gut with all the strength I had and it sent her reeling back.

"The feelings mutual, Ruby," I spat out her name. "But don't grab me from behind." She was starting to get up but I walked over to her and offered my hand.

"Thanks,"

"No problem,"

"So I get that you wanna get laid, but hell is coming!" Ruby said forcefully at Sam.

"And did you find a way to stop it?" Dean snapped angrily.

"Wait, what?" I asked confused. "Hell?"

"You didn't tell her!" Ruby accused.

"Well, we didn't want to, um, worry her," Sam said pathetically.

"What the hell is going on!?" I demanded.

"You're Bella Swan, right? The Bella Swan?" Ruby asked and I nodded hesitantly. "I can't believe they didn't tell you," the blonde chuckled.

"Somebody better freakin' tell me!"

"Short story?" Sam asked, suddenly looking all of two feet tall.

"Sure,"

"Sammy died and I sold my soul for him. I have a year," Dean told me forcefully.

"You what?" I couldn't believe it. Any of it.

"You of all people cannot blame me for that," Dean said in a smaller, pleading voice.

"I can't blame you for what? For selling your soul? What, did someone have a gun to your head?" I heard Ruby chuckle, I was really starting to not like her.

"For selling my soul to bring Sammy back," Dean explained.

"And why in gods name can't I blame you for that?"

"Who would you rather…"

"Do not finish that sentence!" I ordered, walking up to Dean and hitting him on the chest.

"Owe," Dean protested lightly.

"I love Sam, I do, but I would never, never ask you to give up your soul for him!" I hit went to hit Dean again but he caught my wrist. "You're fucking stupid," I spat at him. "A year!" I yelled, ripping my hand out of Dean's hand and throwing my arms into the air.

"How could I face Bobby or you with Sam dead? How could I go on?" Dean was looking smaller and smaller by the second.

"Dean," I went to protest because my anger was disappearing.

"Bella, I couldn't. I've been protecting him my whole life I couldn't let him be dead," Dean whispered, looking down into my eyes.

"Oh, Dean," I sighed with tears in my eyes. Dean looked so broken in that moment I had an image of what he looked like when Sam was dead. I didn't like that image. I wrapped my arms around Dean's waist and he dropped his head on my shoulder. We stayed like that for a while.

"Wow, Sam it looks like you're going to be kicked out of bed," Ruby commented and that seemed to remind Dean and I that other people were in the room. We broke apart slowly and when Dean wiped at his eyes roughly I realized I wasn't the only one crying. It was a rare thing for Dean Winchester to cry. I realized how broken he was, then. I wiped my own tears.

"Were you ever going to tell me?" I asked in a small voice, wrapping my arms around my waist. Something I did a lot after Edward left me. It was a way of trying to hold myself together.

"Of course…" Dean started to lie.

"Honestly," I snapped.

"No, we weren't," Sam answered and I nodded.

"Fair enough. Are there anyways to get out of it?"

"Not without Sam dropping dead. That was part of the deal," Dean supplied.

"Sounds like you made a bad deal," I sighed sadly.

"Yeah, well, it was the only they would make,"

"You would think you hunt demons for a living," Ruby's sarcastic voice supplied.

"Who asked for your input, demon bitch?" Dean asked.

"Wow, input, seems like a big word for you," Ruby taunted.

"Would you two shut up?" Sam snapped.

"So I'm guessing they wouldn't make a better deal because you're a hunter, right?" I questioned, sitting on the floor up against the wall.

"Wow, she's quick as a whip," Ruby commented sarcastically.

"What are you doing here, Ruby?" Sam asked, snappishly.

"I wanted to remind you that hell is coming. You should be looking for a way to get you're brother out of his deal not making kissy faces with you're girlfriend," Ruby told Sam, not looking at me or Dean.

"Aw, can't he do both?" Dean piped in and I snorted a laugh.

"We're looking for a way," Sam said and Ruby headed for the door.

"Well, I hope you find one because as I've said before you won't like hell, Dean," Ruby said and then she left.

"Good reddens," Dean mumbled. "I hate that chick."

"I don't know, I kind of like her," I giggled.

"Of course you do," Sam laughed.

"So, you sold your soul," I said to Dean and he smiled sheepishly. "Just how stupid are you?"

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