I was dreaming. This couldn't be real, nothing can feel like this, it had to be a dream. But oh God, if it was a dream, don't ever let me wake up.
As I felt Katie's lips on my neck I knew I wasn't going to wake up, because I wasn't dreaming. The sensation that shot through my stomach when her hands roamed freely over my body was incredible.
Katie was laying on top of me and I tugged at her shirt to get my hands underneath it. When my fingers found her skin, she shivered at my touch. She moaned into my neck and came back up to my face, looked at me for a fraction of a second, and then closed her eyes when she kissed me passionately. Our breathing had increased rapidly, and my heart was beating so hard I was surprised it wasn't bouncing out of my chest.
My hands were stroking her back and I moved them to her hips. I wanted to feel her close to me, not like she was now. Shirts were still separating our bodies and I decided she had way to many clothes on so I tugged at the bottom of her shirt again, moving it up. We broke off our kiss and Katie sat up. Slowly I moved her shirt up and revealed the most beautiful breasts I had ever seen. I gasped and looked at them in awe. Katie smiled at me as I sat up too, and together we moved her shirt over her head. The garment was thrown carelessly to the floor.
We were both sitting on the bed now, her legs on either side of me, and my legs the same way with her. I traced her left breast with my fingers and again I felt her shiver. I looked up in her eyes, not wanting to rush the moment, but wanting to take it all in, remember this forever, so I took my time. I slowly leaned in and kissed her on the lips softly. I placed my free hand on her neck, and gently pulled her closer and intensified the kiss. Her hands were on my legs, caressing them, taking hold of the flesh. The fingers of my right hand traced the outline of her breasts, making circles that became smaller. When I had almost reached her nipple I made the circles wider again, and the groaning sound Katie produced made me grin. I broke the kiss and looked at her, and her eyes were dark with desire. Slowly I started to make them smaller again, and this time, when I reached her nipple, I didn't go back, but I went over it with one finger, hardly touching it. Katie groaned again, more desperately this time. I started drawing circles again and when the circles had become wider, I suddenly took her nipple between my fingers and squeezed it gently. Katie was enjoying the moment immensely and she had closed her eyes her head was tilted back. I turned my attention to her other breast and gave it a similar treatment. Katie still had her eyes closed so she didn't see it when I moved my head down. She grasped when my lips made contact with the skin above her breasts and I placed wet kissed while I slowly made my way down.
When I took a nipple in my mouth she moaned again. "Jessie."
My left hand was caressing her back, and my right hand was giving her other breast some attention, while I gently sucked her nipple. My stomach was fluttering like crazy. Being so close to her was doing things to me I had never felt before.
I suddenly felt Katie move. She took my head in her hands and pulled me back up. Before I knew it she was giving me a heated kiss. Her breathing was fast and her heart was beating at a hundred miles a minute. Katie moved my shirt up and for a short moment we broke the kiss as I raised my arms in the air so Katie could remove my shirt. When the shirt was almost off, she suddenly stopped and held it in place. It was already above my mouth and nose, but my eyes were still covered and my arms were above my head. I couldn't see her but suddenly I felt her lips on mine, and I returned the kiss willingly. I felt her fingers trace my belly, a movement my belly greatly appreciated, and as I felt her fingers move up towards my breasts she slowly pulled the shirt off and tossed it away. She looked at me eagerly and I felt her hand cup my breast. The touch made my whole body shiver and my belly was working overtime. She leaned down and drew a line with her tongue, from my neck down. When she reached my breasts I closed my eyes and braced myself for impact, but it didn't come. I looked down and saw her staring at me in awe. I smiled at the sight and tangled my fingers in her hair. Without looking up she suddenly leaned in and captured my nipple with her mouth. The things she did with her tongue were incredible and I threw my head back as she was nibbling gently. I needed more. The feeling she was giving me was amazing and I wanted more of it, so I gently pulled her head closer to me, encouraging her. She willingly replied by hastening the movements she made with her tongue, and sucking and biting a little harder.
While I had my eyes closed I realized she was pushing me backwards, onto the bed, and as I lay myself down she came hovering above me. My hands roamed freely over her body and her lips were soon giving my whole upper body a special treatment, sending electricity through me. I groaned when I felt her hands go down, towards the top of my shorts. She looked up at me and our eyes met. Hers were questioning me, when her fingers took hold of the top of my shorts as she started to pull them down slowly. As an answer I moved my body so that she could remove them and she did so without further hesitation. I was in my panties now and Katie kissed me on my lips shortly, before her mouth travelled down again. The skin her lips touched was burning and I moaned when I felt a hand on my inner thigh, slowly moving upwards.
More than almost anything I wanted her to continue on that path but I also wanted to see her. She still had her shorts on and I wanted to see all, and feel all. So I started tugging at her shorts too, making my intentions know. She looked up at me grinning and after we had her shorts removed in no time, our lips found into each other for a passionate kiss.
Our hands were all over each other, and our bodies were hot and sweaty. Soon I felt her hand on my thigh again, massaging its way up. When she reached my panties she traced the edge towards my hips. She let her thumb slip inside my panties and slowly started pulling it down.. My hands travelled towards her hips too, as I broke myself free from the kiss and looked into her eyes. Staring longingly at each other we removed each others panties and we found ourselves completely naked. She leaned in again and captured my lips, her tongue duelling with mine.
I was leaning up towards her, to feel more of her but she pushed me down gently and a moment later her body was on top of mine. Flesh to flesh, skin on skin, our bodies seemed to fit perfectly, as if they were made for each other. My hands were on her back and on her neck, as I breathed heavily into her mouth. Her fingers were teasing the skin on my sides and my stomach was sending me thrills I had never felt before. This felt so right, she was so close to me. Not enough room to fit a piece of paper between us, and it made more sense to me than anything had ever done. This was where I wanted to be, so close to her that it was difficult to see which was which.
The hands on my sides went down, and her right hand remained on my hips. I felt her move, she slowly shifted off of me, and her hand made me grasp for air as it travelled towards my belly. Teasingly slow it moved down, and Katie broke the kiss. She looked down on me, as her fingers found the tiny hairs. Her hand remained there for a moment, while she looked at me, trying to savour the moment, just like I was doing. I leaned up and kissed her again, soft, but intense. We broke the kiss, and stared at each other longingly. Suddenly she was inside me and I threw my head back as a million feelings rushed through my body all at once.
She was gentle, but her strong fingers drove me to places I never knew existed. I moaned loudly and as her hand moved in a rhythm my hands were at a loss for where to go. I grabbed the blanket, the pillow, but it wasn't enough. I was going absolutely insane. A moment later they grabbed Katie. One arm was around her neck and my other grabbed her arm. She increased the speed of her fingers and as I was clinging on to her for dear life, my body exploded. A huge bolt of electricity tensed me up as I moaned out her name and the most wonderful feeling went through me.
When what seemed like an eternity later my body started to relax again, she crawled up to me and caressed my cheek as she looked into my eyes in awe. I wanted to speak, to tell her something, anything, tell her how beautiful this was, but no words left my mouth as I fought to get my breathing under control. She just looked at me, from my eyes to my lips and back again, gently tracing my face with her fingers, waiting for me to come back to life, giving me time to recover.
A good few minutes later, when I had regained some control over myself, she tucked a stray of hair behind my ear and looked at me with her eyes wide open.
"That was… That was the most beautiful thing I ever saw." she whispered, her voice trembling.
I looked up in her eyes. The feelings that went though me were indescribable. I didn't even know what to say, so I leaned up to her, and captured her lips in a kiss that told her everything I was thinking.
After a few moments I slowly pulled back and looked her straight in the eyes. All that she gave me, all those wonderful feelings, I wanted to give it back. I softly touched her mouth with my fingers, tracing her lips.
I leaned up and slowly pushed her on her back. I moved on top of her and stared in those green eyes that I could drown in.
"You're amazing." I whispered.
Katie's expression changed a little. She closed her eyes for a moment and when she opened them again, I noticed they were wet. Slowly a tear ran down her cheek.
I frowned. Why was she crying?
"Don't worry." she said softly, when she noticed my expression. "Happy tears."
"Are you sure?" I asked quietly.
"Damn sure." she said, and through the tears she smiled at me.
I smiled back and brought my lips down to her cheek to kiss the tears away.
I just held her like that for a few minutes until the tears had dried out. She had put her arms around me and I don't remember ever feeling more comfortable with anyone, or anywhere. This was just right.
After a few minutes I looked into her eyes. They were filled with emotion. I brought my lips to hers and trailed her bottom lip with my tongue. I had no problems gaining access to her mouth, because she was very willing to let me in.
My hands ran down her sides, her belly, her waist and down to her legs. I felt her shiver under my touch and that only encouraged me to take it a little further. I broke the kiss and travelled down with my mouth, towards her breasts, where I showed her a little something of my own skills.
Apparently she liked it, because when I teased her nipples with my tongue she squirmed and I felt hands on my back and arms, trying to grab something, but not finding a firm grip. I looked up at her face. Her eyes were closed and her head was tilted back. I knew exactly what Katie had meant before. Seeing her like this was a beautiful sight. And it was only going to get better....
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Looking. Just looking. Slowly my fingers traced her arms and sides as she was catching her breath. She was breathing rapidly and her eyes opened and closed again, only to repeat it. I was just taking it all in. I felt like the luckiest girl in the world. Here I was, with the most beautiful girl I had ever seen and she was in my house, in my bed, with me, trying to regain herself. She opened her mouth to speak, but changed her mind and closed it. I smiled. She looked too cute.
Her mouth opened again, but again it closed without any words coming out. I just waited. I was looking at a beautiful sight, now why would I rush anything? She opened her eyes and frowned. She opened her mouth again but again changed her mind and didn't say anything.
She then turned her head and looked at me. She still carried a frown and a somewhat confused expression too.
"What?" I asked quietly.
"English is very primitive." she said suddenly.
It was my turn to frown and be confused. "What?" I asked again.
She stared at the ceiling again. "English is a very primitive language. Really. For the past five minutes I've been trying to find words and tell you how I feel. How good this was. How amazing this was."
She turned her head and looked me in the eyes. "There are none."
I smiled now and just kept staring.
"There are no words, I tell you, and because of that, I have just decided that English is a very primitive language." she said. "I can't even express myself properly."
I flashed her a smile. "I think that was the best way ever to express yourself."
She turned on her side towards me. "You think?"
"You couldn't have said it better." I answered honestly.
I leaned in and gave her a sweet kiss. "And I know exactly what you meant when you said you had never seen anything more beautiful." I whispered.
Katie smiled shyly and lowered her eyes.
I giggled. "Oh my, is that a blush?" I asked, when I saw her expression.
She turned back to me. "It really was the most beautiful thing I ever saw." she said softly. "And yeah, to share this with you, this moment, it's... It's something that I can't even put into words, it's just... so much."
I cupped her face in the palm of my hand. "Yeah, we really shared something special."
We stared into each other's eyes, completely understanding how the other felt. I crawled close to her, into her arms, and she wrapped herself around me. I didn't want to sleep yet, I just wanted to be held by her and feel it. She didn't fall asleep fast either, I could tell by her breathing. We both just savoured the moment. Our first time together, it had finally happened. I wasn't sorry we waited. If it would have happened sooner, no doubt it had been good, but it wouldn't have been like this. We had built up to this moment for weeks, and the result had been amazing. As I lay in her arms for hours I thought back to the places she brought me tonight. To the places I brought her. I was searching for words, a description, a feeling, but couldn't name it. English really was a primitive language, I thought, before I finally drifted off to sleep.
