Gosh these are coming quick tonight. 2 chapters in 10 mins!!!!! Gosh mel I think I am breaking you record.

Bella Pov

I sat waiting for Edward to come back from hunting, I always grew nervous when he went hunting, thinking that he would never return like that one time in the woods. I winced at the thought. That got me thinking, how many times since he returned had I said I loved him, he was my life. How many times have I just sat there enjoyed his presence and not tried to ouch him over the boundary line. I realized there are other ways of expressing your feelings, they always don' have to be so dangerous when your engaged to a vampire.

As I waited I though over and over again for a way that I could just tell him that I loved him more then ever. I came up with a way and I realized that I have never truly told him he was loved since he returned from Italy.

"Love, are you ok?" I was interrupted from my thoughts to see a worried Edward at the edge of my bed. He obviously came through the window,

" Yer I am fine" I lied but my voice cracked on the last syllable.

He edged closer," Bella, whats wrong" I saw the hurt in his eyes that was caused from me being sad.

I ignored that question grabbed him without hesitation and hugged him close to me without letting him go, I didn't want to loose him again.

" what brought this on" he murmured into my hair his arms were now around me as mine were around his.

" I was thinking about how I never truly said I loved you since you returned from Italy, how I have never had a moment with you without pushing you over the line. I am truly sorry and I just want to be with you forever, I love you, my fiance" My tears welled over with the last sentence and I didn't fight against them.

" Bella, you don't know how much it means to me to hear you say that, I have always believed that you loved me, but know I know even more that you just want me no matter what and you are prepared to even be my wife! You are my one and only love Bella, and you should always know that I love you more than anything."

We just sat there for the rest of the day in each others arms on a high note and I cried most of the time, because I was happy, happy he would always be mine.