Gay Love
Chapter 4 : Show Me Love
It's been a week since Dally caught Ponyboy and Johnny making out. It's been a week since the gang found out. It's been a week since Darry forbidden Pony to see Johnny. It's been a week since Ponyboy and Johnny saw each other.
Ponyboy acted the same as he did that week he didn't see Johnny to think. He didn't eat, barely slept, and didn't talk to anyone. He ran on auto mode.
The only time Pony bothered to talk was to kick Soda out of his room and yell at him to go back to his old room, to say I hate you to his brothers, and when he got in a fight with Steve.
Yeah, him and Steve had it out again and Pony got very pissed and beat him up.
Sometimes, he would break down and cry.
He missed Johnny something awful. He felt incomplete without him.
Pony was sitting on his bed, staring down at a photo of him and Johnny in his hand.
The photo was taken by his mother, back when his parents were still alive.
He was crying, tears falling onto the picture.
That's when it hit him, he needed Johnny, he couldn't live without him, and he doesn't care what Darry says anymore, he's going to see Johnny no matter what.
He put the picture back in its spot in his dresser chore, went over to the window, opened it slowly so it wouldn't squeak, and climbed out.
He walked to Johnny's house and knocked on the front door. When no one answered, he knocked louder and yelled,
"Johnny open up, it's me!"
He hoped Mr. Cade wasn't home, because if he was, he might be in big trouble.
The door finally opened and there stood Johnny.
"Pony, what are ya doin' here?" He asked with surprise.
Pony wrapped his arms around him, giving him a big kiss, before hugging him close.
"I had to see you, Johnny. I don't care what Darry says, I'm not going to stop seeing you. I love you Johnnycakes. I-I just can't live without you."
Johnny hugged him back, burying his face in Pony's beautiful hair.
"I'm glad ya came, Ponyboy. I missed ya. I love ya too."
When they pulled back from their embrace, Pony asked,
"You're parents home?"
Johnny shook his head.
"No, their never home around this time,"
Pony nodded thoughtfully, glad Johnny's parents weren't here.
"You been staying here since…You know?"
Johnny nodded slowly.
"Have they been doing anything to you?" Pony asked, voice filled with concern.
"Naw, they both just been ignoring me." Johnny answered; trying to sound like it didn't bother him, but Pony knew it did.
"Your parents are assholes, Johnny. They're not really parents. They don't deserve your love. You deserve better, Johnnycakes, you shouldn't be living like this. You deserve all the love in the world. You deserve to be loved more than any of us. Anybody who doesn't love you is totally insane." Pony said sincerely with a bit of anger.
Johnny grabbed Pony's hand, intertwining their fingers.
"I have everything I need right here." He said softly with a rare happy smile on his face.
Pony blushed, smiling shyly back at Johnny.
"Come on." Johnny said, pulling Pony inside and shut the door.
He led him up the stairs, into his room.
Pony looked around. This was the first time he's ever been in Johnny's room, well, his house period.
It was s simple room. It had blue walls with a few posters of The Beatles and Elvis on them. There was a single bed in the corner, underneath the only window in the room. There was a nightstand beside the bed with a bunch of junk and an alarm clock on the top of it. On the opposite side of the room was an old looking dresser with a bunch of framed photos on the top of it.
Johnny led Pony to his bed and they both sat down.
"Uhh…Johnny," Pony asked nervously.
"Yeah," Johnny answered.
"Umm…I-I want to make it official…Make us official." Pony stuttered, blushing cherry red.
Johnny's eyes went wide and his cheeks darkened as he realized what Pony meant.
"Ya mean ya want to – Are ya sure, Ponyboy?"
"I-I mean I love you, I love you a lot, and I want to show you how much I love you. You're the one Johnny and I want to make it official." Pony explained shyly, blush darkening.
Johnny stared blankly at Pony for a second. He couldn't believe Pony wanted to have sex with him…But with Ponyboy; it was more than sex to Johnny. Sex was what Dally and Twobit had with random girls they didn't even care about. Ponyboy was worth more than that, Johnny actually loved Pony. Ponyboy meant the world to Johnny. So….it would be making love.
Pony wanted to make love with Johnny. Pony must really love him if he's willing to give him his virginity.
Johnny wanted and was willing to, but he was afraid Pony would regret it later.
He was young. Did Pony really want to lose his virginity now? Would he regret it later?
"Ya really sure, and I mean really really sure? I mean I already know ya love me; ya don't have to show me. You're still young. Do ya really want to lose your virginity now, at age fourteen?...And to me?" Johnny asked uncertainly.
"Johnny." Pony whined.
He climbed onto Johnny's lap and wrapped his arms around Johnny's neck.
"Of course, I'm sure, I told you. I wouldn't regret it later, because I love you and you're the one that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with. I want to lose my virginity to you, because it's special to me and you're special to me. Stop putting yourself down, Johnnycakes, you're perfect."
Johnny blushed.
"Ok, if ya are so sure, let's do it…but I ain't the perfect one, ya are Pony."
Pony smiled.
Johnny gently laid Pony down on the bed and got on top of him. Johnny leaned down and pulled Pony into a heated passionate kiss, before moving feather like kisses down his neck. He took Pony's shirt off, throwing it to the floor. He moved his feather like kisses down his chest, stopping at his nipples to suck and bite gently at each one, before moving down his stomach, until he got to the waistband of Pony's jeans. He popped the buttoned and unzipped his pants, before pulling them all the way off, so they joined Pony's shirt on the floor.
Johnny couldn't help, but stare at the bulge in Pony's boxers. He grabbed Pony and began rubbing him.
Pony moaned.
Johnny moved his hand faster and faster.
"Johnny," Pony cried out, panting like crazy, and tugging at Johnny's greasy black hair.
He was about to lose it.
"J-Johnny, I'm going to –"That sentence was cut off by a desperate whimper, because just when Pony was about to cum, Johnny had stopped.
"J-Johnny…why'd you stop, I was about to cum." Pony half whined, half whimpered.
Johnny ignored him and pulled his boxers off. He took Pony into his mouth to finish him off like that and Pony moaned out his name as he came in Johnny's mouth.
Johnny swallowed and licked his lips. Ponyboy tasted good, almost like peppermint.
Johnny moved up to the panting Pony to kiss him, but Pony pulled away.
"What?" Johnny asked.
"You still have all your clothes on. It's not fair that I'm the only one totally naked."
Johnny smiled.
"You're right. I guess it would only be fair if I was naked too."
He got off Pony to strip out of his clothes, but before he went back on top of Pony, he went over to dig through his night stand drawer.
Johnny's naked rear was in great view. Pony's face flushed and he slowly licked his lips. He reached out and gently squeezed Johnny's left butt cheek, making Johnny jump. He looked back at him with a questioning look and tinted cheeks, Pony just smiled sheepishly.
When Johnny found what he was looking for, he went back on top of Pony.
"What did you get?" Pony asked curiously.
Johnny showed Pony what was in his hand. It was a bottle of lube. Pony's eyes widened.
"You had that in your night stand?"
"Yeah,"
"So, you did it before?"
"Huh?" It was Johnny's turn for his eyes to widen. "No, it's not like that! I've always had it, just in case…ya know? It's better to be prepared then unprepared, right?"
Pony nodded.
"Mhm,"
Johnny coated three of his fingers with the liquid. He put the first finger in, making Pony squirm underneath him, uncomfortable. When he added a second finger, Pony winced and shut his eyes. Johnny scissored him a couple of times, before adding a third finger. Pony cried out.
"J-Johnny…just…do it now!"
Johnny took his fingers out of Pony, slicked his cock with lube, and positioned himself above Pony's entrance.
He stared down at Pony with concern in his eyes.
"Are you still sure ya want to do this? Cause it's not too late to stop…I-I just don't wanna hurt ya."
Pony wrapped his arms around Johnny, pulling as close as possible.
"Yes, I am sure." Pony answered slowly, so he got the point.
"Ok." Johnny said, before going into Pony slowly.
Pony whimpered loudly, shutting his eyes tightly in pain, and dug his nails into Johnny's back.
Johnny stopped and looked back down at Ponyboy.
"Are ya ok?"
Pony nodded forcingly, not opening his eyes.
"J-just…m-move,"
Johnny obeyed, moving in and out of Pony slowly.
It felt amazing being inside of Pony. He was irrestibly tight, very warm and wet. It was perfect. It took all his self-control not to just pound into the smaller boy. He didn't want to hurt his lover, so he just kept his slow pace.
"Faster." Pony breathed out.
Johnny happily obliged, going in and out of Pony faster and harder with each thrust.
The warm feeling in the pit of Pony's stomach grew and grew, until he climaxed for a second time that day, screaming Johnny's name and clawing at his back.
The tightening around his cock was too much for Johnny and with a few final thrust, he came in Pony, moaning his name.
Both boys were hot and sweaty, and they were both panting heavily.
Johnny looked down at Pony, moving sweaty bangs away from a sweaty forehead, before kissing it. He then pulled out of Pony and rolled to the side.
Pony cuddled close to Johnny, laying his head on his chest.
Johnny wrapped his arms around Pony.
It became a routine. Same time, same place, Pony would sneak over Johnny's every day. They wouldn't always just have sex, they would talk, play poker, and sometimes they would even play strip poker. But, they never saw each other outside of Johnny's house, because the gang could catch them together again and would definitely try to tear them apart.
Show me love, show me love, show me love,
Show me love, show me love
'Til you open the door
Show me love, show me love, show me
love,
Show me love, show me love,
'Til I'm up off the floor
Show me love, show me love show me love,
Show me love, show me love,
'Til it's inside my pores
Show me love, show me love, show me love,
Show me love, show me love,
'Til I'm screaming for more