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BPOVAs the fog started to clear I was aware that I was on a cold, stone floor with a warm body leaning over me feeling for my pulse. My eyelids flitted open to find Sam's brooding eyes staring down at me, his face clearing of the concern that was clouding his features.
"I was scared that I had held you to tight and killed you. You really shouldn't have struggled so much" Sam growled in a disapproving way. When he spoke I flinched, as I scooted away from him. My eyes were wide with terror as my back hit the wall of the cave.
"Why… … why Sam? Please take me back. Everyone is going to be sick with worry". My voice shook as I looked up at him. I tried to convey with my eyes how much I wanted him to let me go.
"What? You mean back to your precious bloodsucker boyfriend. I don't think so. I know you felt something when we kissed" He started to move closer towards me until our faces were inches apart. He held my face in his hand
"I just know that if you are away from that thing you would be free to develop feelings for me, to love me. Just like I love you."
" You can't love me! You are in love with Emily, you have imprinted on Emily! And I belong to Edward, always have and always will" Even though he was so close I could feel his breath on my face I shouted at him, how can I make him see sense. His hand on my face tightened.
"Yes, I have imprinted on Emily and I love her dearly, but there is no challenge as she is already mine. How can I put it so you will understand? You already know that anger is magnified with me, well imagine how it feels to have someone kiss you and for you to want them. You have no idea how much I love you Bella." His hand started to gently stroke my face, his thumb gliding across my lips.
"You don't love me, you lust after me and I want you to take me home now." I whispered this when his thumb moved away, my lip trembling. Fear was starting to seep in, mixed with an emotion I couldn't place.
"No, you will stay here with me and if you try to escape I will stop you and bring you back." His hand moved from my cheek to my hair, tugging it so my head was tilted towards him. He stared into my eyes and slowly moved the last couple of inches so that his lips met my neck. Sam sucked and kissed his way along my neck, trailing his lips up to nibble on my ear. I gasped in surprise when his teeth grazed my earlobe. Sam grabbed my hand and slid it over his shorts where he was hard for me.
"This is how much I want you Bella" when I tried to move my hand away he held my wrist harder.
"Besides you wouldn't want to make me angry now would you?" Sam whispered, making it sound more menacing. What am I going to do? I could pretend to love him until Edward came but then how long will it take Edward to find me and how far would Sam want to take this fake relationship? Edward will be able to follow my scent but what if we are in some part of La Push? He won't be able to follow and I don't think Jacob is going to be any help. He would rather me with Sam and staying human than with Edward and becoming a vampire. Besides he wouldn't think that I was in any danger with Sam. I couldn't trust my voice so I just shook my head, making him angry wouldn't be a good thing.
His lips moved to my mouth and when our lips met I forgot about my worries and started to kiss him back with a hunger I didn't know I had. His kisses were amazing. My hand moved under his shorts and started to pump his cock. Sam let out a low groan and moved his hand under my trousers and panties to my pussy. With two fingers he stroked along my slit and plunged into my entrance, with his thumb stroking my clit. He bent his fingers to hit my g-spot and plunged deeper inside me. Sam went slowly at first and I felt a jolt of pleasure when he started to go faster bringing me to my peak. My hips moved with his fingers willing him to go deeper and faster. As I rode my orgasm I pumped his cock faster, adding more and more pressure until he came in my hand.
I broke away from the kiss. What was I doing, I love Edward not him. Sam looked at my shocked face and smiled
"You are fighting a losing battle, fighting your feelings for me is a waste of time. Let go Bella." He started to kiss my neck again so I moved away for him into a corner of the cave.
"No, I love Edward" I was disgusted with myself. I know I had to seduce Sam but that went to far. Even though I kept on thinking that this was all in my plan I couldn't help thinking that I really enjoyed it.
" I will never force you into anything but it seems inevitable doesn't it?" Sam grinned as he moved to the lip of the cave to sit down with his back to me. As he did this I noticed that we were looking out over the sea. We were in a cave that was cut into a cliff. Even if Edward was able to follow my scent it would stop above, looking as if I jumped off and there is no way that I will be able to climb out. I could jump but it looks so high up that it would probably kill me so I'm trapped here with Sam. Hopelessness engulfed me as I started to shiver. As I sat on the cold floor I tried to come up with a plan to escape but nothing came to me except that if I played nice with Sam and told him I loved him, he might trust me enough to let me out of the cave. After that little performance it won't take much I thought bitterly to myself. If I was able to get out of the cave I would be able to escape and get to Edward. I have to keep my emotions under check but at least my bad flirting and lying may not be a problem. After a while my teeth started to chatter due to the cold. I didn't fear Sam anymore, just of what I was capable if I let myself go around him. Sam seemed to notice me shivering and came to sit beside me; I managed to not flinch when he put his arm around me. I was surprised to find that even though his closeness frightened me, the warmth of his body was pleasant. As I looked up at him with a tentative smile he seemed to read my mind
"Don't worry Bella I am only trying to warm you up nothing more, I promise. We will have enough time to get to know each other without rushing anything".
With his words I was able to relax a bit, but I was not about to put my guard down. He slowly took my hands, making sure he didn't startle me with any sudden movements. My fingers were so painful from the cold that I didn't try to pull back immediately. We sat like this for a while, neither of us talking until I pulled away when they were warm. I tried to shuffle away from him inconspicuously but he noticed my movement and held on a bit tighter.
"I'm the only heat your going to get as a fire will bring attention to where we are so I would stay close unless you want to freeze to death." He said matter of factly with no anger in his voice.
The stress of the day was starting to gain on me and my eyelids drooped. It must be late as it was dark outside the cave and my stomach was talking because my last meal was this morning. I leaned against the wall of the cave, trying to ignore my stomach and started to slip into a light sleep. The last thing I remembered was a warm body pulling me into their arms and kissing my forehead.
Early morning light woke me with a start. The first thing I noticed was that I was led on top of Sam with his arm wrapped loosely around my waist. No wonder I slept so well with him as a heater and bed.
As I slept I convinced myself that I was confused yesterday and the kiss meant nothing. Today would be the start of my plan. I needed Sam to think that I loved him and somehow get him to let me out. My insanity last night will help.
Sam started to stir underneath me so after a minute of composing myself and shutting off all of my emotions I pretended that he was Edward and stared into his face. I lightly brushed my fingertips over his cheek, down his neck and across his chest. I followed the movement of my fingers with my eyes, willing myself to believe that the warmth was cold and the russet colour of his skin was white as porcelain. When I looked back into Sam's face his eyes were bright with lust. One moment I was on top of him and the next he had flipped me over so that he was on top of me. I gasped when I hit the cave floor but Sam didn't seem to notice. He kissed each of my cheeks slowly and then moved his lips to mine. This kiss was like the last two, hesitant at first but gaining confidence as my lips moved with his. It started off gently but as Sam's desire grew it deepened. His tongue explored my mouth, teasing and sucking my tongue into his. This time I was ready for it and felt nothing for him, I wasn't going to get carried away this time. Sam pulled out of the kiss and placed one hand by my shoulder to hold his weight. His eyes stayed on mine as his other hand moved slowly down my neck, between my breasts and across my stomach. His hand went underneath my top to cup one of my breasts through my silk bra. My breath came in a fearful gasp, which I hoped he thought was pleasure. Through my bra he felt my nipple and started to roll and pinch it between his thumb and finger. "Sam …" As I said his name his lips cut off my sentence, his tongue exploring my mouth again. His hand left my breast and started to stroke my hair. Sam groaned and pulled back again.
"I can feel your hesitance Bella" He stated this as a fact
"No… … No I just would … … would like to take things more slowly." I was so scared that he found me out that I started to stutter.
"You're a rubbish liar, you know that? Why play me along? Was last night just a game to you? After I declared my love for you and thought you felt the same way"
"I have never told you I love you". The words were out of my mouth before I realised and regretted them the second they were out. Sam started to shake with anger as I said this. I pushed and caught him by surprise so I was able to push him off me. As I scrambled to my feet I could only think of getting away from Sam, even if it meant jumping. I made it half way to the mouth of the cave when Sam grabbed me from behind. His whole body was shaking from head to foot making me shake with him.
"Sam please" As I begged, fear was evident in my voice and his hold on me loosened as if he was coming to his senses.
"Run Bella, it's too late" he whispered this as he pushed me away from him. I stumbled away and made it to the lip of the cave but I wasn't fast enough. Teeth clamped around my wrist and swung me back into the cave. I hit the floor clutching my wrist, which was shredded and pouring out with blood making me dizzy with the smell. The scream of agony stuck in my throat as I glanced up to see that Sam had transformed in to a black wolf and was stalking his prey. Me. I backed off further into the cave and shrank into a corner to make myself a smaller target. When he was close enough Sam growled and swiped a clawed paw at me, hitting me along my arm, throat and chest. I cried out in agony as I slumped to the floor. The sound made Sam pause. He looked as if he was in control of himself again as he started to back away from me, his face a mask of pure horror at what he had done. When he was at the lip of the cave he jumped off, leaving me on my own. I knew that he would have survived the fall and that I had now been left to die, I wouldn't survive the fall, I was losing blood fast, I wouldn't last long if I stayed here. I was so weak with pain that I couldn't even lift my head. I was stupid to think that my plan would work,I was a really bad liar.
A thought came to me, all of the wolves are connected by their minds when transformed so if anyone was in their wolf form they will know where I am and could rescue me. Hope sparked inside me. If Jacob saw or found out I was hurt he would let Edward cross the line and find me. I held onto this thought, as the minutes seemed to turn into hours. After what felt like forever I tried to move my arm and froze with the pain. I looked down and could tell that the claw marks on my neck arm and chest were shallow and the bleeding had stopped. My wrist was so mangled and bleeding that I couldn't tell how bad it was. I pretended the blood was tomato sauce to stop myself from fainting I slowly sat up, leaning on the wall of the cave for support and moved my uninjured arm to my belt and unfastened it. As carefully as possible I wrapped it above my wrist to try to stop the blood, freezing every now and then until the pain became bearable. I had lost so much blood that I was barely conscious but the thought of Edward kept me going.
After what felt like an eternality doubt started to sink and so I decided that if this were going to be my last few hours on this earth I would be thinking of Edward. I imagined that he was here with me, stroking my hair and humming my lullaby. He leaned towards me and lightly brushed his lips to mine and then he was gone. I must have been murmuring his name to make me come back to reality.
"Edward, Edward, Edward." I couldn't stop saying his name.
A movement caught my eye and I cringed causing my wrist to jerk, I screamed in agony.
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