(a/n) Apparently, my brain learned it's lesson and decided to leave the 'humor' section alone for a bit! Sooo, you get this little gem, that's completely contradictory to the original story set forth by Gackto! Alas, that is why this belongs in the realm of fanfictions...
"I don't like being a stranger in my own home, Sho! I can't keep walking on eggshells whenever I'm around you! I love you, but even that can't keep me here much longer. I don't want to leave, but I can't stay with you when you're like this. The way you're acting, it, it just confuses me. I can't make sense of it, not at all. Sho, if you keep letting yourself drown in your own sea of sorrows, you will die. You haven't bathed, or eaten, or gone to the bathroom, or even tried to pounce on me, begging for sex for the last week! You have to move on, Sho. TOSHI IS DEAD. If you keep ignoring your own physical needs like this, you'll be dead too."
"Then let me die."
"I...I can't do that, Sho." Kei walked around the couch and knelt before his lover.
"We've been together since we were children...I can't just let him go."
"Then don't let go of him! Keep him in your heart, but move on. Use his death as fuel to live on. Feel happiness when you think of the good times, regret for the sad times, anger at his murder, even! Just PLEASE, Sho. Feel SOMETHING." Kei leaned forward, and held his lover to him.
"Kei, please." Sho put his hands on Kei's shoulders, and tried to push him away.
"No. I won't let you go, Sho, until you've felt something." He continued to hold Sho, waiting, waiting for some kind of reaction. 'Feel something, even if it's only resentment for me!' Time passed, and tears began to fall. 'Just a few minutes more. Please, Sho. I want you back. PLEASE come back.'
They stayed that way for only a bit longer, before Sho broke down and cried. Kei held him, and never once let him go.
"Kei...Kei." Finally, he touched Kei. He kissed him, he held him, and he wiped his snot on him, but finally, finally he touched him.
Me: "So, did you feel something?"
S: "*grabs Kei* Mn...very much, yes."
K: "Sh-Sho! What the hell! Stop that!!"
S: "Muahaha..."
Me: "If anyone would like a full, expanded version of any of the drabbles, just ask. You never know, I might have a sexy lemon hidden in my brain somewhere..."
S: "Oh, reeeally, now?"
K: "Yup, and it's gonna stay there. -smack-"
S: "B-but if someone asks--"
K: "Whatever. I'm hungry. -burp-" -slumps away-
S & M (XD): "..."