Thanks for all the reviews! I'm thrilled people actually like what I write. I know this one is short, sorry about that.
There are going to be more than six letters, I'm pretty sure. Actually, I think I know how many I'm going to have, but I won't say because I don't want to have to stick to it, lol. You'll know when it's the end, trust me.
Dear Edward,
I'm sorry, love. I know I'm putting myself in danger. I can't… stop. Your voice is intoxicating. When I hear it, all I want is more. Please, love, please forgive me. I'm breaking your promise, but your voice in my head is the only thing I have left of you.
Why do you care if I live or die? See, this is why you should come back. Only for five minutes, love, that's all I need. You don't need to stay, or anything. I promise I won't take more than five minutes, I swear it. Just… tell me why.
No, you don't have to. You owe me nothing. I'm sorry. You've given me enough.
I think I know why, anyway. I have my theories, of course. Remember my theories? You begged me to hear them. Ha.
You're not the bad guy. How could you be? You saved my life numerous times. That's the superhero, Edward. How could you be a bad guy, you, so selfless, so caring, so compassionate?
God, I'm pathetic. I'm pathetic, aren't I? I'm the pathetic ex-girlfriend. I'm sorry. But nobody will read these. So I guess I'm okay, right? Nobody will know that I'm that girl.
Mike still tries to ask me out. Even though I'm "lifeless", as Charlie says. He says he wants to cheer me up, so will I let him buy me a dinner after work, or something? Ha. Some people just can't take a hint. Isn't that funny?
No, I don't think it is either.
This is the last letter. I swear. I lo–I miss you.
Bella