Author's Note: It seems like I haven't really gotten many reviews lately.. C'mon guys. I really like to hear from you. It makes writing feel worth it.
And who saw Twilight? I saw it at midnight. Me + hormonal teenage girls + midnight = UNPLEASANT. I become dreadful and sarcastic and I actually threatened to cut off someone's side bangs. Anyways, did you like it? I don't mean to give anything away, but I LOVED IT. Robert Pattinson… I can't believe there are people who didn't want him to play the part… I've loved him since Harry Potter and I've seen, like, everything's he's been in and he's a great actor. But in Twilight… he couldn't have been more perfect, in my opinion.
Dear Edward,
Oh, love. I'm sorry I'm writing you again. I finally went on that date with Mike. No, not really, but he must have thought it was or something. But I took Jake, too. More people were supposed to come… well, it's a long story.
Jake... he won't take my phone calls. Oh, love. I think… I think I'm falling into it again. Without Jake… I'm losing myself. I'm losing myself again and I need you. Physically. Please… I know you don't want me, but I need you, I ache. I can't take it anymore. Everything Jake has done, has fixed… It means nothing now. He's withdrawn, and so have I.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. That's pathetic. So pathetic… Forgive me. Disregard me. I'm being selfish. You don't want me. I have to respect your wishes.
Are you good? I hope you're good. You deserve to be good. Are you with Tanya? That's where I've imagined you, by the way. In Denali, with your friends up there.
Maybe, in one hundred years, when you come back, you'll see that nothing has changed. Maybe in one hundred years, when you're two centuries old and I'm long dead, you'll think that at what the two of us had with a smile. I hope that's true. I want you to think of us with happiness, I think.
I wish you well, wherever you are.
Bella