I know you don't care, but I need to tell someone my problems that I don't talk about with my friends. So you can just skip all the stuff in bold up here.
I have my first boyfriend and he's a great guy and all, but…he doesn't seem to like me the same way. He says he does… but he never talks to me in school, never starts a conversation and…just isn't the same as he was when we first started going out just two weeks ago. I'm sure it's nothing…but I don't know. I can't really talk to him because I'm like the shyest girl ever. I don't know why he would like me in the first place. I'm not pretty. I'm not popular. I'm not even outgoing enough to be noticed by any other people, not just guys. I've never been in a relationship and I'm sure I'm overreacting but I just am scared I'll be hurt. My life hasn't been the happiest and not the saddest either. I feel like all my friends except Alicja, Ariana, Shayla, and Reanna are leaving me. Livi has her moments, but she's becoming less of my life every day. I feel like my life is falling apart at the seams. Anyway. I'm whining. Sorry. I love all my readers!
~Jess~
Max's POV
I can't believe Kayla is back with us! Well it's been about a week since that, and everyone accepted Kayla with open arms, I was lounging around with Fang, Iggy and Kayla. The rest of the flock was in different rooms, along with the Cullens.
"So," I said.
"So," Fang repeated.
"So." Iggy was smirking, knowing where this was going.
"Sooooooooo……," Kayla added.
"RANDOM SONG!!!"
"I'm through with standing in line
To clubs we'll never get in
It's like the bottom of the ninth
And I'm never gonna win
This life hasn't turned out
Quite the way I want it to be" I sang
"Tell me what you want" Iggy asked.
"I want a brand new house
On an episode of Cribs
And a bathroom I can play baseball in
And a king size tub big enough
For ten plus me" Kayla told him.
"So what you need?" Ig asked.
"Come on, Fang. Your turn!!" I told him.
He rolled his eyes at me and opened his mouth.
"I'll need a credit card that's got no limit
And a big black jet with a bedroom in it
Gonna join the mile high club
At thirty-seven thousand feet" Fang could Sing?!
"Been there, done that" Iggy continued, just as surprised as me.
Jasper walked into the room, smiling.
"I want a new tour bus full of old guitars
My own star on Hollywood Boulevard
Somewhere between Cher and
James Dean is fine for me" He sang. Very well, I might add.
"So how you gonna do it?" Emmett called.
"Dude! You stole my line!" Iggy complained. Emmett just laughed.
"I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name
'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair" Rose called, laughing at the bleach blond hair part.
"Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
I wanna be great like Elvis without the tassels
Hire eight body guards that love to beat up assholes
Sign a couple autographs
So I can eat my meals for free" Fang Sang.
"I'll have the quesadilla on the house" Iggy said, along with Emmett.
"I'm gonna dress my ass
With the latest fashion
Get a front door key to the Playboy mansion
Gonna date a centerfold that loves to
Blow my money for me
(So how you gonna do it?)
I'm gonna trade this life for fortune and fame
I'd even cut my hair and change my name" Kayla sang, dancing in her seat.
"'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair" Iggy sang back to her.
I love how my plans always work. And if this doesn't work, I will scream.
"And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today's who's who
They'll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial, well
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar" Kayla said.
"I'm gonna sing those songs
That offend the censors
Gonna pop my pills from a pez dispenser
I'll get washed-up singers writing all my songs
lip sync 'em every night so I don't get 'em wrong" Iggy sang back.
"'Cause we all just wanna be big rockstars
And live in hilltop houses driving fifteen cars
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap
We'll all stay skinny 'cause we just won't eat
And we'll hang out in the coolest bars
In the VIP with the movie stars
Every good gold digger's
Gonna wind up there
Every Playboy bunny
With her bleach blond hair
And we'll hide out in the private rooms
With the latest dictionary and today's who's who
They'll get you anything with that evil smile
Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar
Hey hey I wanna be a rockstar" They sung together.
During this they kept getting closer and closer. But, the song ended and they pulled away. I screamed.
"WHAT?!?!?!" Fang asked.
"I told myself I would scream if it didn't work. THEY ARE TOO FUCKING STUBBORN TO GET THE FUCK TOGETHER!!! I MEAN- THEY OBVIOUSLY LIKE EACH OTHER, WHY THE FUCK WON'T THEY JUST KISS AND GET. TOGETHER. ALREADY?!?!"
Iggy and Kayla looked at me, then looked at each other, eyes wide. (Though why Iggy did, I have no idea. That blind brother of mine is a bit too weird.)
Iggy's hand came up to gauge Kayla's reaction. He seemed to like it, because he then leaned in and kissed her.
Random fluff. Hope you don't despise it. Review. Compliment. Flame. Whatever the FUCK you want.
