After a long talk with the true author. I am wiriting down whatever he writes on paper, on to fan fiction. Sorry guys. Here is what the author really thought of for chapter 9.
Chapter 9: Not always...
Naruto sat there, watching her. Staring at her motionless body. His thoughts raced as she lay there. And it was all his fault. HGis sensitive nose could still smell the overwelming smell of blood that night, now a month ago. It had only made him sad and depressed. He watched as his eyes seemed to trail off into distant lands. Lands of rememberance and pain. He could only look on as sun beams flected off her perfect skin. He felt like cring. He always did. For an entire month now, he has sat there, ever since that day, he sat there, waiting to hear the news that she could go home. Home where he would do whatever she wanted for forgivness. She turned slightly and her eyes flickered open. She saw Naruto watching her. She smiled and looked at him.
"Good morning Naruto-kun." Hinata said tring to wake up. Naruto did not respond. His mind was deep in thought about that day. The day when it all began. If only he had more self restraint... he could have prevented this.
"Naruto-kun! Stop it! Naruto-kun! Naruto-kun!" The last word hit him and he quickly responded.
"Gomen. Good morning Hinata-chan." Said Naruto.
"Stop it right now! I'm tired of this! Please." Pleaded Hinata. Naruto heard her pleas and took a look at himself.
"Gomen. I will try better next time." Said Naruto in a depressed tone.
"No! Please stop now!" Said Hinata hating him for this.
"Gomen. I..." Hinata interupted him.
"Stop right there! I don't want to hear it... I want to hear Naruto-kun's voice." Said Hinata.
"What are you talking about Hinata I..." Hinata interupted Naruto.
"Stop thinking about it. Forgive yourself Naruto please!" Hinata begged.
"Gomen. I can't...Not after what I did to you." Said Naruto with those damn depressed eyes.
"I have already forgiven you Naruto-kun. A month ago. Everyday I wake up and we have the same talk. We fight over the same thing so please Naruto-kun... Please..." Pleaded Hinata who was sad that after a month, Naruto was still moping around acting like it is all his fault. Which it was but she forgave him. But what was he suppose to do? He could never forgive himself. Tsunade healed Hinata herself, but the doctors refused to let Hinata go without more tests and observation. It took Tsunade to move Naruto just so he would leave the hospital at night. Even then Naruto would try to get back in. Usually he did but he kept in the shadows.
"Still being a baby I see. Figures." Tsuande said watching those demonic eyes pass her a glance.
"Oh. Good morning Tsu-" Before Hinata could finish, Tsunade interupted.
"I have a mission for you. I will be honest, only you can do it. It requires killing and infiltrating a fortress. Not exactly easy, but I know you can do it." Finished Tsunade knowing Naruto would reject.
"I.." Naruto started.
"I know what your about to say. I know you want to protect Hinata-chan from everything but if we don't kill these people and ruin their operation, then the leaf will burn." Said Tsunade. "I must admit, they are even strong enough to match a hokage. They are no easy threat." Tsuande said looking at Naruto. Naruto still didn't care. He would protect Hinata with his life.
"No." Replied Naruto watching Hinata onject.
"But Naruto-kun you must protect.." Hinata said tring to get Naruto to do this. AS much as she wanted to be with him, she couldn't shake the fact that Naruto needed to be in a fight to have a chance of going back to himself.
"Hold your tears Hinata-chan. I have more." Hinata looked back at Tsunade.
"They sent me this..." Tsunade took out a letter and held it out. "This reads that if we do not surrender you, they will come after Hinata-chan and kill her. We have learned that this letter... Is from the leader of Akatsuki." This perked Naruto's attention. He snapped out of his daze and looked at Tsunade.
"I won't let that happen and you..."
"And I what? I should refuse so I can see the leaf under attack?" Tsunade yelled at Naruto.
"Naruto-kun..." Hinata softly said. Hinata did know what to think or do. What should she do... What could she do? She grew the same expression as Naruto.
"Would you rather everyone dies? Or save everyone... by offering yourself. There will be no escape from their grip. They have done this many times with the demons before."
"Who are you calling a demon?" The fox shouted from Naruto's body. It was a low demonic voice with anger in it. Naruto's eyes turned dark red and the fox's chakra began to swirl around his body.
"Well?" Tsunade demanded. Naruto only intensified his glare at Tsunade. Tsunade only looked at him with the same stare.
"My place is at Hinata-chan's side.. I will not leave her!" Naruto said watching Tsunade.
"It looks like the leaf will burn then. Along with all the noble families." Tsunade said walking out. Right before she stepped out of the door way, she said," Including the Hyugas." Tsunade said leaving the room. Those last words made Hinata freeze in fear. Her whole clan would be destroyed? No. She must not let that happen. At the same time, she didn't want to loose Naruto. It was hard to think about ether loosing Naruto so that her family could be saved OR Loose her family and have a chance of surviving an attack from that group. She laid down her head because she knew the thing she was going to ask og Naruto would devistate them both. Hinata shut her eyes and began to cry. Naruto looked back and moved closer to Hinata.
"Hinata-chan what's the matter?" Naruto asked. Hinata opened her mouth but no words came out. Hinata tried to speak words but as soon as she was about to speak, her heart was struck with a two ton anchor.
"Naruto-kun." She managed to force out inbetween sobs and tears. She gripped the sheets as tight as she could.
"What is it Hinata-chan? What's wrong?" Naruto demanded.
"I...I..." Hinata 's throat choaked. She felt as if she couldn't talk. It was hard. It was like being at his funeral even thought he is right in front of you.
"You want what? Please tell me!" NAruto demanded. These where the words that caused Hinata to say it.
"I want you to sacrifice yourself!" Hinata yelled and cried out knowing what she had just said.
"Y-You want me to what?" Said Naruto in denial about what she had just said.
"I want you to give yourself up." Hinata forced out. Naruto's eyes grew with tears.
"Why... why do you want me to do that? I'll be killed! You will never see me again!" Yelled Naruto. Naruto became slightly more voilent.
"You don't think I know that Naruto-kun!?" Hinata yelled at Naruto causing him to jerk back.
"I know you will be killed but... I can't live with the fact of everyone around is dead. I.. just can't." Explaned Hinata. Hinata bellowed loudly as tears and screams of pain emerged from Hinata. Naruto had a choice but... i was Hinata's wish. To ignore her wish would be against hs code since he made her a promise. He debated for about 10 minutes. He lowered his head and tried to grin.
"Ok... I'll do it for you Hinata-chan. Just... make me a promise..." Naruto said. Tears slowly emerged soon after. Hinata looked up at Naruto and tried to understand what he was saying.
"Anything." Hinata said.
"I... i want you to pray for me everyday. In order to fulfill your promise, i must break my own." 'His own?' Hinata thought.
"I must break my promise to become hokage." Hinata bursted into tears again at just the thought of him abadoning his own dreams to serve her. If that wasn't love, then what is? Hinata put her head down and spoke.
"I'll more then pray. I'll... wish for your return." Hinata said hoping to enlighten Naruto. Naruto only shrugged off the notion he was coming back alive. He took a few minutes to prepare himself, and as soon as he was ready, he began to go towards Tsunade who knew he was going to change his mind.
"Alright, this way to your briefing..." Tsunade said. Naruto followed Tsunade, but just before they left, Naruto took one look back at the open door to Hinata's room and a single tear drop fell from his eyes on to the cold damp floor.
The author wanted me to say that he was sorry for this. He says he will continue to write it on paper. I will be writing it just as I see it on the paper. Well, as soon as he brings me the next chapter, I'll update it. "Until then.."