Chapter 17: Breathing is over rated.

With as much as he could handle for one day Naruto-kun headed back to his apartment and was slightly pissed off that Tsunade was only giving him 3 days to train and get his stuff together. Naruto-kun was on his about half way back to his house when he heard a Hinata-chan's voice yelling out for him. He snapped out of his mental rant and found a women squeezing him to death. Hinata-chan was bear hugging him and Naruto-kun couldn't breathe. Hinata-chan released him after noticing his face becoming blue.

"Gomen Naruto-kun." She stated with a smile on her face. Naruto captured his breath and looked at Hinata-chan who was smiling at him.

"For someone who is glad to see me you sure didn't waste any time trying to kill me." He said putting a huge smile on his face. Hinata knew he was joking and chuckled a little.

"So what did you go see Tsunade-sama about?" Hinata asked wondering why he just left her.

"I was hoping to get back before you woke up but I went to see her about what she wanted to talk to me after I was done resting in a few days. Lucky I talked to her today cause I found out I have to go to Suna for the chunin exams but that's not the best part!"

"What is it Naruto-kun?" Hinata asked not being able to control herself, thinking it was a marriage proposal or something like that. Even though she was 'married' she still wanted Naruto to ask her.

"If I pass the chunin exams I not only get the rank of chunin but I become a Jonin as well!" Hinata was really happy for him but she was a little disappointed that it wasn't what she wanted. She still put on a smile.

"Naruto-kun that is great! You are finally getting the recognition you deserve." Hinata said wrapping her arms around him and planting a kiss on him. After breaking the kiss, Hinata smiled and felt his damp hot breath over her cheek. "So when are you leaving?" Hinata said making Naruto wonder if he should kiss her again and put his mind in one place that wasn't with the conversation. "I guess you talk about that right now do you?" She asked reading his mind like an open book. She watch as Naruto wanted so badly to kiss her again and was stopping himself from doing it. She placed her lips near his and taunted him a little. "You want to kiss me again don't you?" Her seductive breath made Naruto's mind go places that started making his mind fill with ideas that spun around his head with the force of a whirlpool. Hinata grabbed his hand and started pulling him towards his house. Naruto just didn't snap out of his trance like state no matter how many times he stumbled. 'Damn it… she really gets too good at this…' Naruto-kun trying to regain control over his body. By the time they were at his house she fiddled with the door trying to get it open. 'Open before Naruto-kun get's turned off…' She thought before being twirled so that she was staring into his eyes. Naruto pressed his lips against hers and pushing her against the door. 'six months without this… damn it, If I don't control myself soon I'm going to do something I might regret.' Naruto thought. 'No resistance though, so does she want this? She was also without me for six months but still… she might just be happy to see me, not wanting me to go further. I can't just ask her… can I?' His mental battle was barely able to stop his assault on her lips. He stopped for a second time and look into her eyes.

"I want you so bad but I…" He confessed as he tried to control himself. For some reason, he was feeling a lot more hot and passionate than usual. He figured the demonic blood might have something to do with it but he didn't care at this point. He broke away kissing her forehead and walking away. Hinata stood there amazed at his emotional control. Her emotional control wasn't as good at the moment though. She tackled him to the ground and kissed with as passionately as she could. Her tongue demanding access and not taking 'no' for an answer. He submitted to her will and allowed her tongue to dominate his mouth. He started striping her of her cloths which took no time in doing. They made love for the first time in six months.

Naruto-kun woke up to find Hinata still asleep and snuck out of bed to try to start packing for his trip to Suna. He placed a lot of kunai and food pills that he had stored after he bought a lot and never used them. He figured now he could. He looked outside the window to find it pouring heavily. He put everything he would need in a small (yeh… small) knap sack and threw it by the door. He then crept to Hinata's bedside to find her in such a cute position that a large smile overtook his face and couldn't stop it. He bent down next to the bedside and placed a tender kiss on her forehead.

"Please come watch me at the finals. I will be waiting for you. If you make it I promise you will see how much I love you." Naruto-kun said cupping her hand in his hands. He placed her back where it was before and kissed it. "You mean more to me than anything. You've loved then I ever had hoped to receive in my lifetime." He said looking up to the gods. Silently thanking them for the most precious gift he ever received. He then fumbled around his pockets and placed a letter under her hand and left the room, closing the door silently to now wake her. Naruto walked to the door and grabbed his bag and tightly closed the front door behind him. He hated just up an leaving her like this instead of a proper good bye but at the same time she would have gone with him if she knew what he was up too. He turned to find Tayuya leaning up against a tree and waiting for him.

"You're late…" She said as if she gave a damn. "You all finished getting cuddly? You say everything you needed too?" She said surprisingly serious. His hair collapsed on his face causing him to look really depressed and suppressed his eyes glare.

"I had one last letter to deliver then we can get going." He said with almost a cracked tone. He and Tayuya went off towards the hokage tower and then left the village leaving their names on a piece of paper. Hinata soon awoke to find her bed vacant other than her. She thought at first that Naruto had another meeting with Tsunade until she moved and felt and heard the paper crumble under her hand. She opened it and started reading it. She quickly grabbed some cloths, mainly her shirt and pants and ran outside looking for Naruto screaming his name at the top of his lungs. She held the paper in her hands and used her Byakugan to try and find him with no luck. Just as Naruto predicted Hinata screamed into the air.

"Naruto-kun! Take me with you!!!" She screamed into the partly lit village. She ran to every place she could think of, mainly Tsunade and the ramen stand. When she arrived she saw Tsunade holding a letter and was looking at the ground.

"You get one too?" She said after the two women remained silent for a moment. She nodded and Tsunade already knew the answer. "I swear if he needed help he should have come to me." She said crushing the paper in her hands. Hinata looked down the street and then looked back at Tsunade.

"I should have known he was having trouble… I should have known after last night…" She thought about the event of last night. How he… she shook her head trying to make herself believe that she didn't know this would happen but still feeling as if it were.

"What do you mean?"

"Last night, we… did it but…" Hinata looked down. It was strange talking to someone that was so close to Naruto like Tsunade was about their sex life. "He started acting strange and hurt me by accident. He told me he was sorry over and over and… I was mad at him. I thought he was just being too rough and I told him to not do it again… I didn't mean to do this." Hinata hated herself right now. "Why didn't I believe him?" Hinata's tears mixed with the rain that dropped off her cold cheek. Tsunade sighed and walked over to Hinata and enveloped her in a hug.

"It's ok Hinata-chan. He must be having problems with his new demonic blood and just needed to get away for awhile. He'll be at the Chunin exams and we can tell him there. At least this time he left us a note." Tsunade knew how much Naruto cared for Hinata and why he did what he did but they still didn't like it. "What aren't you telling me though?" Tsunade didn't really like to pry into her grandson's private life but if he was acting strange like this she wanted to know why.

"I told you… Don't make me say it again."

"Naruto-kun is too kind to let a small like that upset him this much. So tell me now and I might not be able to help." Hinata knew she basically had to tell her everything there wasn't a lot to tell though.

"Alright but please don't hate me ok? Naruto-kun being upset with me is hard enough." Hinata said trying not to cry but found it hard not to. "Naruto-kun and me got home last night and we stood together kissing and I teased him a lot. He was confused at whether or not I wanted to do it and before I could come out and tell him I did want him he walked away trying to stop himself from raping me or thinking he was going to force me into it. To show him what he was doing was fine I tackled him and kissed him. After that I kept teasing him over and over." Hinata looked up at Tsunade who was following the story seriously and not for her own personal game. Hinata's face lit up, she was embarrassed confessing the sexual things she did to him to Tsunade. She placed a 'please don't make me say what' look at her. Tsunade knew the look but needed details.

"What do you meant teasing…" Hinata's face grew a shade lighter.

"I… let him touch and grab me…" looking up to see Tsunade knew what she meant. "He was so good but then I kept stopping him and he quickly apologized because he thought he hurt me. I… kept doing that… I don't know why I just did. It felt so good and made me laugh at the same time. I tried controlling myself but I couldn't help it. So after being teased so many times he slowly stopped backing off every time I moved in discomfort. He'd still be cautious but didn't stop playing with me. After about 2…" She couldn't say it in front of Tsunade.

"Go on…" Tsunade sighed knowing what she meant again.

"We decided to get serious and he started to…" Small pause and she felt like she had a fever. "enter me." Where the only words she could come up with that wouldn't sound really bad. "It felt really good but one of the things I noticed is how much his endurance was increased." Hinata said hoping Tsunade got the jist. She did. "So he … you know… inside me a few times and then tried for another. I was really sore and worn out and told him that it hurt a bit cause he was doing it too much. He told me that he was still so turned on and he couldn't get it out of his mind. After what seemed a long time for both him and me I could tell it was painful for him to just sit there and only stare at my body. He pleaded to let him re-enter me and I told him no it hurt. Naruto-kun started pacing around trying everything to get … doing me out of his mind but couldn't. So I offered him another place to…" Not in a million years did she think she was going to tell Tsunade this. "do me. I think you know where." Hinata said hoping she really didn't have to say it.

"Since you are clearly embarrassed about it, I'll ask you this. Does it hurt to sit down?" Tsunade couldn't agree more with why Hinata was embarrassed. If she had screwed around like that at 18 and her boyfriend's grandmother asked for details, she'd pass out or die from embarrassment.

"Yeh." Was her simple response knowing exactly what the question asked for. "So I offered him that spot, in return he had to be extremely gentle."

"Let me guess he wasn't?" Tsunade tried to save her some embarrassment by assuming what happened next.

"He tried to be… I don't know it was my first time there and so I don't know if it was that or I just don't like it there but after two more…" Hinata was getting frustrated with stopping like this cause she couldn't say the words to Tsunade. "He said thank you and I asked him to come over to the bed. I was mad at him because my ass was throbbing and was sore and I thought he was being too rough with me and so I told him to never be so rough again. He told me he was being as gentle as he could… and I told him to be gentler. He told me he couldn't and that he was sorry. I don't know what happened but I got really angry and I…" She never imagined in more than a billion years she would ever do this again. "I slapped him across the face. I felt like my gut just dropped out of my body from the guilt. The look on his face… Then I told him out of anger that he really hurt me." Hinata wished she had more control over herself. "His face it… it had so much pain on it I… caused it I'm…" Tears fell from her eyes. "I'm so horrible. I teased him so much then did that to him. I don't deserve someone like him. It's all my fault, then after that I slapped him again and again… He just made me so angry for some reason. I can't explain it but…" Her head filled with all his faces of pain that night. They seemed to haunt her brain, she knew guilt was the cause of the spectral thoughts. Tsunade saw she didn't mean for this to happen but she couldn't just let it go either. After a few moments Hinata said she was sorry and Tsunade sighed knowing what to do next. "After a few seconds I calmed down but it was like my body was enraged."

"I hate to say it but you seem like you where really unfair to Naruto-kun. He probably did this cause he thought he did something unforgivable to you. You really need to show him that you aren't."

"I know, this morning I was looking for him but I couldn't find him." Hinata and Tsunade both heard someone bust the door down. It was Kakashi who had his back to them and saw he was carrying someone in his arms. Tsunade could smell and see the blood because it was so thick and flowing so rapidly.

"Tsunade-sama I found…" Kakashi said turning around to see Hinata there with her. Kakashi regretted the timing of his entrance as the bloody sight of Naruto's body Kakashi's arms.

"NO!" Hinata's heart sank as she fell to her knees and placed her hands over her mouth trying not to throw up at the sight of the bloody Naruto. Kakashi could only watch as Naruto's blood flooded the floor, spreading around Tsunade's office. Tsunade felt Hinata's pain and could only stand there with pictures of her brother in her mind. How he looked so much like Naruto when he died.

End of Chapter. For the next few days I will be releasing chapters more frequently for a short while. Enjoy it.