A/N: Hey long time no see. I'll leave long apologies and explanations for the end. SM owns twilight, I just try to help out teenage girls with R-Patz addictions.

My jaw goes slack as I stared at Edward in all of his naked glory. He is perfect, and as he stands in front of me, he could easily be swapped for one of Michelangelo's marble statues. A dark chuckle rumbles from his chest, and I glance briefly towards his eyes, which hold a slight combination of mirth, and lust. A slight smile graces his lips, and he reaches out to stroke my face. I hold his eye contact and smile as innocently as I can towards him, as I reach out and wrap my hand around his thick shaft.

I rub my thumb over the tip, and slowly drag my hand down his silky, smooth length. As I continue to stare up at him, Edward's eyelids close, and his head drops back and his mouth hangs open slightly. I take it that this is a good sign, and continue on in my current manner.

In my next pass, I tighten my grip ever so slightly, and start to give it a twist of the wrist. This action elicits a deep rooted moan from Edward but slowly it is beginning to turn into a fierce growl, and when I finally tear my eyes away from his beautiful face, I notice that his hands are clenched in credibly tight at his sides, and it seems as though a vein is popping out of his neck.

I drop my hand from him and scoot away from him, groping for some sort of material to cover myself with. This is what we had both feared the most: Edward still hasn't opened his eyes, and he seems to be visibly shaking. I was beginning to completely understand why he had always been so afraid to become to intimate with me. I had so completely trusted him that I never had thought that it was possible for him to actually lose it. His trembling is getting worse and worse, and I can hear my heart pounding in my ears. I don't know what is going to happen next, but whatever it is, I am absolutely terrified.

Suddenly Edward's eyes shoot open, and he tears the shirt away from me that had been covering my exposed flesh. He's pinned me to the bed now, my wrists clasped almost too tightly above my head. "Don't you dare cover yourself from me Isabella." He growls into my ear. I feel as though my heart is trying to escape through my chest. He notices this and breathes into my ear "Are you truly afraid, love?" I can't quite decide if what I am feeling is panic, fear, unadulterated lust, or a combination.

One of Edward's hands leaves mine and begins to slowly travel down my body, massaging the flesh, working through my hair, across my cheek, down my neck, around the swell of my breast, ghosting over my navel, until finally he reaches my clit, and begins to rib light, torturous circles around the incredibly sensitive bundle of nerves.

"Edward….please!" I moan out almost unintelligibly. For a 109 year old virgin, this boy sure knows what he's doing, though I'm sure living in a house with 6 other incredibly sexually active vampires, some things are bound to wear off.

"What is it that you want Bella?"

"Ungh…You!" I can barely speak as the pressure on my clit increases, as does the speed.

"But which part of me?" his tone seems almost mocking now, as he slows his magical pianists fingers down.

"Allofyou!" comes out in a rushed heady breath

"There's no particular part of me you crave, no part of me that you want more than anything else?" he's saying this as he pushes his erection into my thigh, and then finally having the head come in contact with my swollen clit.

"Your cock! Ungh…I want your giant…this…cock in me!" I practically scream as he glides his head through my slit.

"Are you certain Isabella?"

"God yes!!!" and with that he thrusts into my swollen pussy. The upside of my incredibly accident prone nature is that my hymen has been broken a good long time ago, but a pain still surges through me as I struggle to adjust to his size. My body tenses, and Edward stills above me, staring into my eyes with a distinct fear as he realizes what has just happened. Off in the distance taking chances wafts through the speakers. I take a moment and then reach up to pull Edward down for a deep kiss, and hope that he understands that this is my way of urging him to continue.

I am almost starting to worry that he has completely gone back to old Edward, but then I feel him begin to gently rock his hips. I break the kiss and throw my head back into the soft downy pillow. It still hurts, but the pain is slowly being overtaken by a deeper, intensely pleasurable feeling.

I pull my head up to look at my beautiful Adonis. There is deep concentration set in his eyes, but as our gaze locks, the passion and desire create a different type of intensity, and his movements begin to quicken. He pulls one of my legs up and hitched it over his shoulder, the new angle giving way to deeper penetration, allowing him to hit new spots that cause my entire body to tingle.

As I stare at him, I can see him start to lose control. He is beginning to get wild, moving faster, and harder within me, moaning, grunting and purring my name. The smell of sex is evident in the room, and the combination of all the various senses has my head spinning and I quickly begin to climb towards my climax.

I can tell Edward is getting close too, his muscles tensing under my hands with have been roaming his sculpted chest and toned arms. My hands land on his firm ass, willing him to keep going. I'm so close that I know at any moment I may explode. He buries his nose in my neck and murmurs my name over, and over, and over again, and suddenly, just as I am about to reach the top, a sharp pain takes over my body, and the world plunges into darkness.

An: SO, I'm pretty sure it's obvious what happened at the end there, but if not you're probably going to have to wait, like forever to figure out what happened. I will apologize right now for how long it's been, who knew that theatre school would be so much fucking work? Seriously.

I'm on reading break right now, so there is a small chance that y'all will get a new chapter before Monday, but if not, I apologize in advance for how long it will take. If there are any glaring errors here, I again apologize, but it's 130 am here, and I am exhausted from cheering on Team Canada in the Olympics all day. By some magical happenstance, I have managed to catch every event that Canada has medaled in, so I like to think of myself as a l lucky charm, and that takes a lot of energy out of a girl!

I would like to thank everyone who has reviewed up until now, and to those of you who encouraged me to keep going. Remember: reviews increase the chance of a new chapter.