So heres the next chap...
The next day Dec 26....
You woke up the next morning and stretched out and sighed feeling refreshed for the nights sleep. You looked at the clock and groaned 10:30, you threw the blankets off and swung your legs over the edge of the bed rubbing the sleep form your eyes as you contiued on your morning ritual.
You walked out of your room in a pair of black sweats and a dark blue tank top pulling your hair into a pony tail as you did and walked into the twins room, they were both gone. You turned around and ran down the stairs eyes screaming your panic.
You dashed into the kitchen, Robin and Starfire were sitting having breakfast when you came in. "Where are Arella and Saya?" You asked looking around for them, seeing they weren't in there you turned and dashed toward the living room where Bee, Beast Boy, Terra, Cyborg and Speedy were playing video games. "Calm down Rae, Batman probably has them, don't worry," Robin said.
"He hardly ever takes them... the only person who would take them without telling me is..." You trailed off. You turned on you heels and ran back up the stairs toward Red's room. Everyone looked at one another and raced after you.
You stopped in front of Red's room and knocked on the door. "Coming," Red said from the other side. You heard him getting off his bed, he opened the door a couple of moments later. "Oh hay Rae, i was wondering when you'll be running over," Red said opening the door wider to allow you access. The others waited outside.
You walked in and they were there both sitting down against the pillows. You sighed in realief and sat down on the bed as Red told them that the twins were ok. Robin lingered a couple of moments as if wondering if you'd be ok with Red. He left Relunctantly when Red closed the door behind him.
You still couldn't believe that they were born 3 months ago... then again they were half demon... demons mature much faster then humans for the first 3 months of their lives so they were 3 months old but looked like they were 9 months, then stayed like that till they were 9 months old.
Red walked in behind you, "Sorry i took them without telling you, you just looked so... realixed, i didn't want to wake you," he explained. "Thank you, but couldn't you have left a note at least," you sighed ploping down on his bed and laying your head down next to Saya who reached over to touch your face. You smiled eyes soft as you lefted your hand to gently stroke her cheek.
"You know you look hot laying there on my bed," Red said he had leaned down to whisper in your ear. His hot breath sent shivers down your spin; he deliberatly breathed into your ear. Another set of shivers wracked your body.
"Good great goddess, this boy know just how to push my buttons," you groaned inwardly all to aware of Arella and Saya next to you. He nuzzled your neck then kissed you bellow your jaw line. A shake sigh escaped your lips.
"You know we can't," you said in a shaky voice. "I know," he said and kissed you bellow your ear.
"Good goddess just ask Starfire and Bee to watch the twins for a couple of hours," Lust gasped. "Yes do that please this boy is driving us crazy!!" Love exclaimed. "In the name of Azar, just do it!!," Wisdom exploded very uncharacteristic of her.
"Maybe we should ask Bee and Star to watch them," you sighed shakingly. "I can do that," he said and pulled away from you. He picked up Arella then Saya and walked out of the room.
"Wait a minuet is this a good idea?" you thought to yourselves. "Yes," your other selves exclaimed in union. "but what about Robin?" you thought. "What about him, lets through our thoughts into the wind, and just fuck Red, we've been wanting to, hell we did already once," Wisdom exclaimed. "Yes, good lord he was good, and we've wanted him since," Lust sighed throwing her head back onto loves shoulder.
"you do remember that don't you?" Intelligence asked. "yes, i remember," you sighed. "Then we have no complantes," Trust said. "Stop it!" Love exclaimed. "What?" you snapped. "your thinking about Robin, Robin deserves this, he deserves to hurt like you hurted before Red you know it!" Love exclaimed. "Does it make it right?" you asked. "screw being right, lets be wrong for a change! We love Red don't we?"..."Yes," your emotions replied in union. "But we still love Robin... Right?" You asked. "Yes," your emotions replied a little more relunctantly.
"Then we should really think this through," you said. "Fuck thinking things through!" Love exclaimed harshly. "Thats enough! Instinct exclaimed. The emotions all turned to her; "We all know what we want, but its Raven who decides what happens," she said. She looked to you; "you know what we want," she said. "But do you want me to through Robin into the wind?" You asked. "He deserves it... doesn't he," she said. "I don't know," you whimpered turning away (figueritively).
You stood up from the bed and teleported away just as Red X came in.
You teleported to your room and lay down on your bed burying your head into your pillow. Praying for some answer... praying to whatever gods there were to give you some sort of sign as to who to choose. "Someone Help me!" you groaned aggrivated tears clouding your eyes and pounded your fist on the bed.
You stood up and left to the music room needing some way to vent. When you got there you ran your fingers over the piano keys and sat down and started to play My Immortal by Evanescence.
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me
by your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you´re gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
With that song done you went on to one you had wrote when you first came to Wyane Manor... Missing (by Evanscence). You put on some backround music and started to sing.
Please, please, forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
"Isn't something missing??
You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant?
Am I so insignificant?
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
Please, please, forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
"Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?"
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me?
And if I bleed, I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there
Isn't something missing?
Isn't something
Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing?
Isn't someone missing me?
By the time you were done sing the second song Cyborg, Bee, Starfire, Robin, Speedy and of course the twins. The song changed and Anywhere by Evanescence started.
Dear my love, haven't you wanted to be with me
And dear my love, haven't you longed to be free
I can't keep pretending that I don't even know you
And at sweet night, you are my own
Take my hand
We're leaving here tonight
There's no need to tell anyone
They'd only hold us down
So by the morning light
We'll be halfway to anywhere
Where love is more than just your name
I have dreamt of a place for you and I
No one know who we are there
All I want is to give my life only to you
I've dreamt so long I cannot dream anymore
Let's run away, I'll take you there
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you
Forget this life
Come with me
Don't look back you're safe now
Unlock your heart
Drop your guard
No one's left to stop you now.
By the time you were done they had come into the room along with Red X who had been looking for you and they swayed to the music. The song Everybodys fool came on... this offten reminded you of how you felt when you seen Robin and Starfire together... you felt like you were "everybodys fool"
Perfect by nature
Icons of self indulgence
Just what we all need
More lies about a world that
Never was and never will be
Have you no shame? Don't you see me?
You know you've got everybody fooled
Look here she comes now
Bow down and stare in wonder
Oh how we love you
No flaws when you're pretending
But now I know she
Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
Without the mask, where will you hide?
Can't find yourself lost in your lie
I know the truth now
I know who you are
And I don't love you anymore
It Never was and never will be
You don't know how you've betrayed me
And somehow you've got everybody fooled
It never was and never will be
You're not real and you can't save me
Somehow now you're everybody's fool
The next song you were singing too was by Taylor Swift... Love story.
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
You closed your eyes and Flashbacks darted across your minds eyes to when you and Robin were together.
See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
The christmas ball at Jump....
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Robin taking you to beautiful places under the cover of night....
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
Keeping the relationship away from the others.....
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything of me
I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they're tryin to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
A night of passion....
And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh,
Oh, oh
Cause we were both young when I first saw you
Then him and star together.... Robins tear streaked face begging for forgivness.... Red X encouraging you when you were giving birth..... The happy times you and Robin had together.... Red X holding your daughters.... Robin in the pale moonlight beacking you to take his hand.........
You let the notes die on your lips and you opened your eyes feeling a little bit better but you still didn't have any of your answers. You looked up when you heard your daughters giggle happily and standing there were the two people that had your love... one after all he's done.... the other for being there. You turned away from the two and to your daughters who were held by Bee and Starfire. A sigh escaped your lips as you walked over to them running a gentle hand down their cheeks.... What am I going to do?
So there it is... PLEASE REVIEW AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!!!! JUST PRESS THE BUTTON AND TYPE... PLEASE!!!! =D