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"Yelling"

"Talking or whispering"

"Thinking"

Chapter 3 Susan's big shock

"I don't get it, why did they need all of this stuff? And for what? To play those stupid games about Narnia or something? They should have been grown up's and not some kind of stupid children! What were they actually? Some kind of retarded persons?" Susan thought angrily as she was packing up all those old clothes and other things from those wardrobes and chest of drawers which had belonged to her late brothers and sister. She had decided together with her parents to give all those things away and make a donation to poor peoples and their families. They would keep just the most important things for a memories. "I just can't believe that we were siblings… We were living at completelly different worlds and they just didn't understand why I didn't believe in their stupid plays and games about some kind of magical land, talking animals and so on. Those things aren't true at all. They are just completelly stupid imagination from our early childhood! Queen Susan, the Gentle... HA! What a stupid joke it truly was! I just can't believe that I played those retarded games with them when we were kids!"

"Susan, I'm going to store to buy some food. Do you want anything from there?" Helen asked gently to her daughter as she stepped into the room. She was still deeply worried about her only living child and her health.

"Well, could you please bring me some chocolate? It was so long ago when I last time ate it," Susan asked trying to smile.

"Okay. And you really don't have to pack those things up if it is too hard to you darling," Helen said tears in her eyes.

"It's allright. Besides, I have to do this. I just can't have a peace if I don't do all of this now. Don't worry about me mother," Susan answered taking a new empty box and putting in to it some clothes, which belonged to Peter.

"Fine then. And you father is in the living room, if you need him. I will go now. Bye-bye" Helen answered and left the house.

"Okay, bye-bye mother," Susan said after her mother. "And then… where I was?" she thought looking the room around her. "Oh yeah… this old books" she thought taking Lucy's old books from her old bed. She accidentaly dropped one of those books to the floor and it opened. "Oh no," Susan moaned as she put those other books to another empty box. As she picked up the book from the floor, she noticed that it actually was Lucy's old diary. And she started to read the pages of the opened book.

"18.5.1949.

Dear Diary, this is so terrible. My dear older sister Susan still doesn't believe in Narnia. She still thinks that all those things are just an old, funny game from our early childhood. But it isn't a game! So many peoples know it… Peter, Edmund, professor Digory Kirke and his friend and neighbour Polly Plummer, our cousin Eustace with his friend Jill Pole and of course I, Lucy. All of us know and believe that Narnia and all those peoples and places are true.

I have begged her to change her mind, but every single word what I say, goes to deaf ears. What I should do?

In any way, we got a letter from professor Kirke and he asked all of us to travel to his place and have good time. Of course we are going to talk about Narnia and recall all our memories about those happy times at there. I just don't think that Susan is coming with us to professors house. Everything she is interested in, are: red lipstick, nylon socks, drinking, boys and parties. Why she had to change so much? She is my only sister and I love her dearly, but at very same time, I just don't understand her thoughts. Everybody are so angry at her, especially Peter. It seems like he hates her with passion. Yesterday he said to me and Edmund that having a sex with White Witch would 1500 times funnier than talking with Susan about Narnia. At some way, I understand reason of his anger, but Susan is still our sister. Hopefully Susan changes her mind soon, because we are going to travel to Professor Kirkes house at early tomorrow morning. I will tell you more when we come back to home.

Good night

Lucy".

Rest of the diaries pages were empty, because Lucy had died the next day in that horrible train wreck.

Susan was truly shocked about that what she had just read from her late younger sisters diary. "What in the hell is going on here? This can't be true, it just can't be true! Why my siblings, my cousin and my friends would say mean things like that about me? This is so horrible! I hate all of them so much!" Susan yelled out angrily and bursted into angry and sorrowfull tears. She just couldn't understand what was going on anymore. All those things what had happened at last few weeks, had been a big shock to Susan.

And at first she didn't even notice that someone stepped in to the room where she was yelling and crying out loudly.

"Susan, my dear child, why are crying so much? Please, answer to me, my dear child," a gentle, but powerfull voice asked behind her back. Susan turned around and she almost fainted when she saw who, or what was standing before her own eyes.

End of chapter 3.

To be contiuned… soon…

Authors note: Please read and rewiev. I want to know do you think about this chapter.