KEY:

"Yelling"

"Talking or whispering"

"Thinking"

Chapter 4 Susan's final test of faithfulness

Susan felt that she was going to faint as she watched a huge lion standing before her at her late younger sisters old room.

"What and who in the hell you think you are? And how can you speak? You are just a big, stupid lion, nothing else! So, go away from my home," Susan yelled angrily and shockedly when she finally got her voice back. "This must be some kind of a stupid dream. It must have started because of this stupid old diary," she thought throwing Lucy's old diary far away from her hands.

"This isn't real, not at all, this is just a stupid dream, and I'm going to wake up in any possible second," Susan whispered to herself as she carefully sat down to Lucy's old bed.

"No, this isn't a dream Susan. This is true, as true as everything else in your world," the Great Lion said with gentle tone voice.

"What are you talking about? And who are you?" Susan asked yelling. She didn't understand at all what was going on right now.

"Susan, don't you remember me, my dear child?" the Great Lion asked gently, but sadly.

"No, why should I remember you? I haven't ever met you in my life, so go away you ugly, horrible beast!" Susan yelled angrily to him. She still thought that she was just dreaming and she was going to wake up in any possible second.

"My name is Aslan," the Great Lion answered. "I'm the person who called you, and your siblings, cousin and friends to the Narnia. And now it is your time to meet all of them again," he continued and breathed gently to the Susan's pale face.

"Narnia? That was just a truly retarted game from our early childhood, nothing more or nothing less! And you aren't a person, you are an animal, A BEAST, nothing else, but you don't seem to understand that clear fact," Susan said and turned around, being ready to back Lucy's old things to four empty boxes. She fainted when she noticed, that she wasn't in the Lucy's room or at home at all anymore.

"Susan… Susan… please wake up!" Susan heard a familiar voice which was trying to wake her up.

"Uhh… what happened…? And where am I?" Susan asked as she sat up.

"You are in Aslan's country, Susan. He brought you here to meet all of us," she heard familiar voice to answer to her question.

Susan turned to face the person who was talking to her and turned pale when she saw a very familiar girl next to her. "Oh my God… Lucy…" she whispered with shocked tone voice.

"Yes Susan, you are here with us right now," Lucy answered helping her older sister to stand up. "How are you feeling?" she asked worriedly. Lucy had her cordial with her just in case that Susan started to feel sick again.

"I'm feeling allright… but this place or you guys just can't be realistic. You are dead and buried and this is just a most stupid dream in the world," Susan said making her thoughts very clear to everybody around her.

"Susan, all of this is realistic! You have just simply forgotten everything about Narnia and our dear, faithful friends at here and especially, you have forgotten Aslan! You are nothing, but a selfish, stupid and ugly slut who doesn't have any sympathy for anyone, not even for her own family and friends! You don't deserve forgiveness or sympathy from any of us," Peter yelled angrily and hit Susan to her left cheek with his fist. He felt that he just simply couldn't keep all of this hard feelings and thoughts inside of his heart after so many long and painfull years. He had done it for way too long time, and now he had lost it completelly, and for sure. Everybody around him were shocked, but at very same time, they understood perfectly Peter's untold feelings. All of them were holding very same kind of feelings inside of their hearts.

"Peter, I understand your anger, but you aren't helping her at all to recognize the truth with your behaviour," Edmund said to his brother trying to make him calm down a little bit.

"How dare you hit me to my face? My brother wouldn't never, ever hit me like that! The truth is that this is just a very stupid dream, nothing more and nothing less!" Susan yelled angrily to Peter holding her bruised cheek and trying to hold back her own tears. She still couldn't understand what was happening to her or where she exactly was right now. "I just have to wake up from this stupid dream, right now! I must go back to home right away! I just have to!"

"As you wish Susan. I'm so sorry that you didn't want take your last chance to be with us again and be happy, my dear child," Aslan whispered breathing gently to Susan's face with a broken expression on his face.

The very last thing Susan heard was Peter's and Lucy's sad words: "Please don't cry Lucy. Susan got her final, very last chance, but she just didn't want to take it, because she didn't want to believe to Narnia anymore. In her mind it was and still is just a stupid game, even if all of it is true".

"Oh Susan, why didn't you take your last chance to be together with us again? We all love and miss you so much, Susan!" Lucy cried. Her heart was broken in million tiny pieces - completelly and for sure because of her dear older sister.

Five minutes later Susan woke up at Lucy's old room and only two minutes later she sneaked quietly to the kitchen, making sure that her father couldn't be able to see or hear her. She took a knife and sneaked quietly to her own room. At there she took a pencil, and piece of a paper and wrote a short note to her parents before she...

End of chapter 4.

To be contiuned…