Chapter 5 The terrible ending of life

"Richard and Susan, I'm home," Helen yelled as she stepped in to the kitchen with two paper backs full of food.

"Hey darling, do you need any help?" Richard asked to his wife as he came to the kitchen too.

"No, I don't need any help. But thank you any honey. By the way, have you seen Susan?" Helen asked hugging her husband gently.

"No I haven't seen for nearly two hours," Richard answered watching his golden pocket watch.

"Hopefully she is allright," Helen said starting to worry for Susan.

"Let's go to check her," Richard answered trying not to worry, but having an uneasy feeling in his heart.

"Susan! Susan! Where are you? Answer to me darling!" Helen yelled running to Lucy's old room at first. But Susan wasn't at there.

"Maybe she is in the Peter's and Edmund's old room? Or she might be in the her own room?" Richard asked as calmly as he could, but for some reason, he started to worry for Susan too, and Helen could see it from his eyes.

"Please, check the boys old room honey. I will check the Susan's own room," Helen said running to Susan's room.

"Allright," Richard answered and went to the boys old room. But Susan wasn't at there at all. "She must be in her own bedroom," Richard thought quietly. Only 15 seconds later he heard his wife's terrified scream from Susan's bedroom. He went to his daughters bedroom as quickly as he could with his wheel-chair, fearing the worst. "Helen? What is it?" Richard asked quietly, holding his breath in fear.

"Look," Helen whispered crying pointing Susan's bed with her finger. At there, Susan was lying a knife in her chest and a huge lake of blood was covering all of her clothes and part of her pillow and coverlet. She was hardly breathing and she was holding the piece of a paper and the pen on her left hand.

Richard turned as pale as ghost as he watched his beautiful daughter and her lifeless body on her bed. "A suicide… but why? She didn't have any reason to do something like that, so why?" he asked with shocked tone voice.

"I think that losing so many important peoples in that train accident, was too much to her, but we need to call to the polices, and an ambulance," Helen answered and ran to their phone.

"Oh please Susan, don't die my dear child," Richard whispered praying that she was going to survive from this.

"Mr. and Mrs. Pevensie, we are so sorry, but your daughter is dead. We just couldn't do anything for her, because she had been bleeding for way too long," the head doctor said apologetically. "But, we found this short message from her hand. I didn't read it, but I think she left it for you," he continued giving the piece of paper to Helen and Richard as his colleagues put Susan's body to a stretcher and carried her away. "Once again, we are so sorry for your lost, Mr. and Mrs. Pevensie," the doctor said before he walked away.

Helen and Richard were just watching after him completelly shocked. They had lost their fourth child.

"Should we read this message?" Richard asked carefully to his wife.

"Yes, it might helps us understand why she did that what she did," Helen answered quietly. "Could you please read it to me?" she asked pleading.

"Allright," Richard nodded and started to read the message.

"Dear mother and father

When you are reading this note, I'm allready gone. Living with this unbearable pain and having the most horrible nightmares in the world about my so-called, late siblings, cousin and friends, were way too much to me. I didn't see any other way to get away from those things and get a peace.

I hope that two of you have lots of good days in rest of your life.

Please, try to understand my decision.

Good luck, and good bye.

Your daughter

Susan Pevensie".

"Oh my God! Why didn't she talk to us? And why didn't I notice her deep pain? Oh God, please tell me why?" Helen yelled before she bursted into most sorrowful tears in the whole world.

Richard just hugged his wife not knowing what to say or do for her. "Oh God, please help us with this huge sorrow. Especially, help my wife! I just don't know what to do anymore. Please help us. Amen," he prayed in silent.

But also he or Helen didn't know, that they were going to meet three of their children, their nephew and their friends at Aslan's country on some beautiful day.

End of chapter 5.

The end.

Authors note: Yes, this was the last chapter of this story. Please, send to me a comment and tell me what do you think about this story, because this was my very first fanfiction about Chronicles of Narnia ever. Flames are welcomed too. I want to know what was good, and what was bad in this story, because that helps me to write better fanfictions in the future.

Thank you for reading this story and peoples who has allready sent to me some comments. :-)

And I really have to say, that especially Chronicles of Narnia are ones my favourite books in whole world! I just love those books. And those movies!

Greetings from Finland

Take care

Enkelisisar

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