Sorry for the long wait on the update! Hope you all enjoy and dont get to upset!!
Happy Halloween!!!
Disclaimer: SM owns twilight.... I own 2 tickets to the 12:01am showing of New Moon woop woop!!! haha
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"Mmmmmmmm, I love the way you feel under me baby..."
" Oh Edward..." She moaned
" ahhhhhhh uhg " I groaned
Her legs were bound around my hips. Feet taking purchase on my ass. It was almost painful how hard she was grasping my body against hers. But I couldn't get close enough to her.
Our body's gliding and falling in sync with one another. It was perfect....
" Fuck me harder pleaseeeee" She screamed fisting my hair and bring my face flush with her neck.
I licked and sucked my way up and down her neck with quickening my thrusts. I knew I was close.
Placing my hand between our bodies I rubbed her hard and fast. He breathing speed up, body pushing closer closing the visable gap. In that moment we were truly one.
Whole
"Oh Oh Oh GOD, Im going to come Edddwaaaaaa"
" Come for me baby Come" I panted
" AHHHHHH Fuckkk A aaaaa Oh my god Ahhhhhhh"
I felt her clinch down on me, making it ever so hard for me to hold off. I finally gave in while she rode out the last of her orgasm. Milking me completely. I groaned in pleasure. Over whelmed by a feeling never felt before.
We came down together. Body's still intertwined. I was still inside her, becoming soft. Flesh against flesh. I ran my hands down her back and up her sides. Bringing her face up to mine I swiped the stray hairs back. Cupped her cheeks and looked into her eyes.
" Edward, Thank you..." She whispered
" Bella...." I smiled Kissing her, taking her tongue with mine. Slow and passionate.
" Mmmmmm" She moaned in to the kiss
She flipped us, laying across my chest and straddling my thighs. She began to rock back and fourth. Our mouths never coming apart for to long.
The most amazing site, this woman above me.
" Touch me Edward" She begged placing her hand on her tits while she moved faster.
One hand on her glorious chest and other on her hip helping her movements.
" Oh god, fuck your so good..."
" Bella, baby..." I grunted
" Yes... yes"
BEEP BEEP BEEP
BEEP BEEP BEEP
" What the fuck?" I rolled over rubbing my eyes
I reached over to the empty side of the bed.
It was just a dream.... Adjusting my prominent boner, I looked at the clock. 10:45am
I turned my back into my pillow and closed my eyes. Hoping to finish the dream.
ASS....
Just a dream....
uh huh At lest give me the dream?
Your still an ass
BEEP BEEP BEEP
" Fuck"
I got up and looked around my room grunting.
Figuring it was the door buzzer I went to the living room and pressed the call button.
" Yeah?"
" Eddie! You made it home fucker! Let me up, gotta tell ya about this chick last night"
" Ah, Yeah sure..."
I buzzed him in, and grabbed a pair of sweats and went to meet Emmett in the kitchen. Of course . Where there is food, there is Emmett.
" You look like shit man!"
" Well, thanks asshole..." I rolled my eyes and grabbed and apple waiting to hear about this "girl"
" So you know Poker Girl? Yah well fuck of course you do, yeah after you left I got a private dance."
" Em, really you fucking woke me up to talk about your latest lap dance?" I scoffed
" Yes and no lil bro..."
I gestured for him to go on as I went to the fridge to grab a red bull. I really did feel like shit.
" So during the dance we talked. Ended up going and getting something to eat with her after she was off. Fuck, she's the coolest chick I've ever met. Cars man, she knows cars! Looks are prissy and stuck up but she fucking gets under the hoods and shit...."
" Wow, taking stripper out? That's something new" I laughed " Don't you normally just takem home bang them and give them money for a cab?"
" Fuck you asshat!"
"Is it not true?" I raised an eye brow
" Shit, ya its true. But I didn't fuck her. Rose, she's different man." He looked down rubbing the back of his neck.
" Huh, really didn't fuck her? She must be different..." I pondered, maybe she wouldn't give it up? Lesbian maybe?? hmmmm
" So, yeah. Umm I was going to go over to New Moon for lunch and thought maybe you'd wanna come. That's why I came over here."
" NM for luch now of days??" Interesting... I wondering if Rose was working... Maybe Bella....
Shhhh don't say her name!
Have to see her one more time
Just once??
HAHAHA Liar!!
" Yeah sure, lemme go jump in the shower and we can go. I could eat..."
" Sweet! Hurry the fuck up I'm starving!" Emmett shouted down the hall
Turning the shower on and getting the water just right I stripped down and stood under the spray.
My mind wondered to this morning and the fucking dream I had. How could a few hours with this woman cause her to take over my dreams.
You were thinking about her before you went to sleep asshole!
"ugggg" I groaned rinsing and grabbing a towel.
I stood in front of the mirror, with the swipe of my hand I cleared the fog. Was I really going to go back to New Moon? For lunch no less... I can't lie to myself, I was hoping to see her again. I shook my head, clearing my thoughts and went to get dressed.
No big deal right? Just some lunch, If I happen to see her great...
But if you don't....
Not going to think about it, I sighed
" Dude are you fucking ready yet?" Emmett bellowed from the living room
" Yeah, yeah" I slid on my converse and grabbed a jacket
" 'bout time, I'm wasting a way here brother..."
" Like that's possible, your just in a hurry to see poker girl!" I laughed
" Toche`" he smiled
A short car ride later we pulled up to club. It didn't look as daunting during the day, the signs were off and not many cars graced the parking lot.
I ran my hands down my jeans and then through my hair. I grabbed a smoke and lighter and got out of the car. Lighting it and taking a long slow drag, I closed my eyes and gave myself a inner pep talk.
She's just a girl, your getting some lunch with your bro, no biggie. She probably isn't even working. Who gets massages at this kind of establishment during the day anyway? I agreed with myself, she wasn't working. With a little reassurance I snubbed out my cigg and made my way inside.
Emmett was already at a table, a corner booth over looking most of the main floor. No doubt to keep eyes out for Poker girl. It looked pretty different during the day in here. Natural light, none of that blue, red, purple disco lighting. The air was clear not fog induced, and tables either empty or taken by a few business men enjoying a burger.
I slid into the booth across from Emmett and grabbed a menu. I was hungry and just wanted to get lunch over with. I knew if I could make it our of here without seeing her, everything would be fine and tomorrow will be just a normal day, besides getting married of course...
" So whatcha get her man?" I asked Em
" Wings are fucking fantastic...."
" Hmm not in the mood."
" Well, well, Gentleman what can I getcha?" a sweet voice asked
" I'll have a blue cheese burger, no bacon and whatever you have on tap, thanks" I muttered without looking up
" Sure and you?"
" Well baby, I'd like a order of wings, extra hot. Whatever is on tap to, and Rosie's number if you got it..."
" Coming right up, but ROSALIE, Doesn't give her number out to just anyone." she laughed
I glanced up as she walked away, fucking brown hair, round ass and long legs.... Fuck me, she was here. But what the fuck? I didn't know she worked tables!
I adjusted myself, hating that just a glimpse of her had that affect on me... Also the way she handled my brother made me smile.
This is going to be a LONG, very LONG lunch....
" Here you boys go" she said placing our mugs in front of us.
I was tongue tied and just sat there wide eyed, mouth agape like a fucking gold fish. How does she do this to me? My hands wanted to touch her, my brain was jumbled and yelling at me to clam the fuck down, my dick wanted to press up against her and my heart was pounding out of my chest.
I took a big gulp of my beer and watched her walk back to the bar, talk to the bar tender and wait for our orders to come out of the kitchen.
" Em, I'm going to smoke. Be right back."
" Sure bro" He said nodding staring around the room, searching for any sight of Poker girl...
I pulled out a cigarette and leaned against the wall, pulled my glasses down and exhaled. I was more fucked then I thought. I shouldn't have come back here. In a way I was hoping I'd imagined the way she made me feel last night. Who and I kidding? Surly not myself.
" Hey gotta light?" A smug voice asked
" Yeah sure" I looked up, Poker girl... I smiled and lit her up.
" Thanks, Bachelor. Couldn't get enough last night eh? Had to come back and see us just one more time..." She laughed
" Something like that. Actually my brother says you have fantastic wings..." I winked
" So your brothers here to, huh" She smiled
" Yup"
I put out my smoke and went back to the booth. Taking another mouth full of beer, I watched Emmett's eyes as he saw her walk in the door. He has it as bad as I do...
" Shit" I heard him mutter
" Wha-" I stopped myself
Bella had my order and Rosalie had Emmett's and they were walking over here.
" Boy's, "Rose nodded " Here are those extra hot, hot wings, you find so fantastic" She licked her lips and winked.
Emmett was 5 shades of red and trying to hide his obvious arousal. Not doing a very good job might I add.
Feeling my self getting hot and clammy, my eyes turned to Bella. She was placing my plate in front of me and looked up through her lashes. Smiled and walked away. No words exchanged.
I watched her clean tables with Rose, fill ketchup bottles and wipe down the bar. I wanted to bend her over a bar stool, make her scream my name and then the next second hold her close and watcher her eyes while she came undone pressed against me. Tell her she was the one, and my only....
What the hell???
Where the hell did that come from???
SO fucked!!
Emmett just ate his lunch, not making small take and watched Rose as intently as I was Bella. Lucky for him, he wasn't getting married. He was single, and everything going in his court. Well besides the fact Rose seemed like a hard headed pistol. But for Em that was perfect.
Lucky bastard....
I finished off the last of my beer and was wiping my mouth. I saw Bella looking at us, me. She had her hand to her lips, fingers grazing her full bottom lip and eyes lustful. She had to be thinking of the kiss. The kiss I thought for sure she would be mad at me for. I crossed the line in more then one way. Fuck I didn't even know her. But the look in her eye told me different. She didn't mind it. She might have felt what I felt. I had to know.
Emmett got up to use the bathroom and I stuggled with the thought of kissing her again. Rationlizing every detail.
One more kiss wont hurt, once is just as bad and twice right?
You owe it to yourself to know what she is feeling.
You've already fucked up
I need this
She looks like she needs it too
I have to
I came up with more reasons then I thought. Some not as good as others but fuck it.
I stood up, rolled my neck releasing tension. I walked up to the bar. Bella was facing the bartender placing sugar packets in the containers. I placed my body directly behind her, but not quite touching. He head snapped up and I could hear her breathing change.
I didnt know where to go from there. I wanted to but my hands on her hips and draw her body close to mine. Press up against her and nibble her ear but no, I couldn't.
I slowly ran my hand down her arm, grabbing her hand and turning her around. Mirroring the position from last night. Her eyes were wide and hand shaky.
" Hi" I breathed
" Hi" she smiled
She looked down and shifted in place. Before I knew it she was dragging me behind the bar to a door. She slipped us in the door and turned on the light. I looked around and realized we were back in the room with the red door. Our room....
" I'm sorry-" I tried to apologize
" shhh" She whispered
"God, I want to touch you... I know I shouldn't, but I can't control my body, my mind..." I mumbled looking in her eyes.
" I know...."
That's all she said, that's all I needed.
I reached out and cupped her face in my hands. Closed the gap between our bodies and kissed her. Her hands once again found my hair. One roamed my chest and my neck. I was lost in that moment. I was compete.
" I can't be your friend" Bella whispered between kisses
" I don't want you to be" I said back
" You should stay away from me..."
" I can't" I moaned into her mouth
"I don't want you to either...." She moaned
I grabbed her ass and flung one leg up over my hip, with that motion she jumped up placing the other one around me as well. I walked her to the wall and pressed her tight to me. She mewed when she felt my hardness press into her.
" We cant do this Edward..."
" I know, but I can't stop..."
" Me either"
" Fuck your like a drug, intoxicating my soul. I don't think I can live with out this"
" Then don't" She moaned
KNOCK
KNOCK....
" Bella?? Bell's you in there? Two new tables girl, get your ass out here!"
" Shit..." Bella slid down from me, not looking at me directly.
" Hey, look at me" I tilted her chin up until our eyes met. " I can't do this, I should have never kissed you last night. Or come back here this afternoon. I have no idea what I was thinking." He eyes looked lost.... " But- fuck, It was the best mistake I've ever made. I thought about you last night until I feel asleep. Woke up to a fucking dream that had you in it. Your driving me crazy and I barely know you. I need to know you..." I smiled and she smiled back. " I have to find away. I will. To make this right."
" Okay, I believe you." she smiled again, god I love her smile. " And for the record, Im not sorry and I dreamt of you last night too. I have to get back to work" She kissed my cheek and was gone.
God, really did all this just happen? She felt it to? I need to get the fuck out of here and deal with my shit.
One thing I was sure of, there was no going back. I needed her like and addict needs their heroine.
I need to see Vicki, to tell her. Tell her what exactly?? I was wrong to ask her to marry me? Wrong about loving her? No I do lover her, I'm not in love with her? I don't even know. I do know that what I feel around Bella is 100x stronger and different then anything I've ever felt before. I need to see Vicki that's it. I'll go from there. ok.
I went back to the booth, with a shamful smirk. Emmette was grinning like a fool fumbling with a folded piece of paper. He got her number, good for him.
" Hey bro? You ready to go?" I asked
" Sure are fuck, lets bounce!"
Yup, he got her number....
" So where did you disappear to in there?" Emmett asked starting the car
" Bathroom" I shrugged
" Yeah? Bella did to..." he glanced over at me
" Drop me off at Vicki's?" I asked
" Sure man, but I thought you guys were doing the thing were you don't see each other till the wedding bullshit?"
" Yeah just need to see her, for a bit ya know."
" Sure man" He winked
A few minutes later Emmett pulled up to Vicki's apartment. I had him pull into the parking garage on the back side, figuring it was easier and I could tell if she was there or not before going up. Her car was parked in her carport and in the guest's was Kate's. Kate is Vicki's best friend, she lived in Alaska with Vicki where they grew up. I smiled knowing they were probably doing girly shit, nails and gossip. At least she would be in a good mood for me when I tell her what happened.
" Thanks man, I'll take to you later?"
" Yeah bro, see ya!" Emmett shouted while pulling out.
I stood by the elevator for a while. What the hell was I going to say? What did I want to do? Call off the wedding? No, that would be her call. She just has to know what happened. How I feel. I am sorry.
Are you really??
Truthfully? No I'm not sorry I kissed Bella, nor sorry I met her. I am sorry I did it when I am engaged to Vicki. Sorry I most likely hurt Vicki.
How am I supposed to explain the feelings to Vicki? I sound just like every other asshat, cheating fiance. But, really I had no choice. Well I did but, how do you deny something that strong? My mind wasn't thinking and my body took over. I was drawn to her. She was the sun and I was the earth, stuck in her orbit.
I'm fucked
I huff and sucked it up. Pressed the up button and got in the elevator. Its now or never. And never is not an option.
You could keep Bella a secret!
Visit her at the club!
Marry Victoria!
Have it all!!
God dammit! I grabbed my hair.
None of its an option. Bella, she's better then that. Worth more to keep a secret. She needs to be worshiped and adored not hidden. And Vicki? She doesn't deserve that shit either, Me running around behind her back because I physically need another woman. Not for sexual reasons.... But because my body just needs to touch her, be near her and know here. Fuck, my body wants her sexually to but I want more then that. If I could just fuck her and get over all of this, I'll admit it would be so much fucking easier. One time, done, over, move on, get married yadda yadda. Nope, wouldn't happen. I need her more then just a fuck. Shit, I have to explain all this to Vicki and hope I don't get my balls ripped out and fed to me....
I hear the ding of the door opening, and realize I'm at her floor. " I have to do this, I have to do this" I chant to myself. Wishing I would have had a cigarette before coming up, I knock on her door. I have key's but It just doesn't feel right using it under these circumstances.
I hear music and giggling...
I knock again, a little louder. Still nothing besides muffled voices.
I sigh and get out my keys. I'm already here, I have no ride back. Fuck I just thought of that. Genius, should have got my car and then came over....
Unlocking the door, I walk in. They must be in the back. I set my keys down and start walking to bedroom.
" Hello?"
Nothing....
" Vicki??"
" Mmmm so good, I told you you missed me, mmmmmmm I missed you"
What the fuck??
" Oh Oh god I missed you, your so fucking good baby"
Porn??? Ha, the girls watching porn? Pretty funny. I have to see this. I sneak past the bedroom door. Expecting to find two giggling girls, face masks on and a glass of wine...
" VICKI?? what the hell??"
" Oh. My. GOD... Edward?" She looked at me wide eyed and shocked
Fucking shocked is right! I turned on my heel and headed for the door. What I came to talk about was nothing compared to this. I couldn't deal with what I just saw. I needed to get the fuck out of there and think about everything. If I was fucked before, I'm – I don't even know what the fuck I'am.
Only one place I want to be, I need to be. I need a cab. I need to get the fuck out of this building.
" Eddie! Wait!! Please!" Vicki called after me
I elevator door shut cutting off her voice.
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