"No Air" a chibibatmishu songfic
Disclaimer: I don't own Metalocalpyse or its characters. I do own Belladonna Solanine and Evangeline Explosion; Jessica Stine owns Airyn Blaze; and Kris Rebo owns Kris Blaze. The song belongs to Jordin Sparks. The song Nathan sings in the plane is "My Belle Evangeline" from the Princess and the Frog soundtrack.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Belladonna sat on the edge of the bathroom sink, looking at the small white test in her hand. As the results appeared on the screen she drew in a sharp breath and covered her mouth with her free hand as a swarm of emotions flooded her. She quickly threw the test in the waste basket and quickly headed into the kitchen to get a bottle of cold water from the fridge. She opened up the double doors and at that moment she lost her cool and fell to her knees to the floor and started crying. Kris heard the crying as he walked past and quickly came to investigate. "Bella," he breathed kneeling down to comfort her, "What's wrong?" She shook her head and continued to cry. Kris nodded, knowing that when she was ready to say she would. He then helped her to her feet, grabbed a water bottle from the fridge and helped her to the couch in the living room.
I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
Bella gulped down the water and slumped back into the couch. "You ready to speak?" he asked worriedly. She shrugged, "I don't know if I am ready to say those words yet… those are big words to string together." Kris gave her a smile, "Well, there's no hurry Bella. I'm here to listen whenever you are ready to say." Bella smiled back, "Thank you sweetie." She then stood up and headed back to her room. She walked into her room to find Charles standing at the bottom of her bed, eyeing her suspiciously. "What are you doing in here?" Bella asked closing the door behind her. That's when Charles held up a ziplock bag with her test laying in the bottom of the bag. "Can you tell me what this is?" Bella just smirked at him, "I think you know what it is Charles. Which leads me to ask you again, what are you doing in here and what in the hell are you guys doing digging through my garbage?" "I know all goings on of Mordhaus. It's my business to know these things Belladonna. Now its also my job to tell you what is going to happen at this point. You are not to tell Nathan, first of all, and second is you have to get rid of this child." Belladonna looked at him mortified, "I am not killing this baby. That is just wrong on so many levels. Sure this is unexpected, but that is the cowards way out. This is my decision since it is my body and my child and I say it will live and I will keep it and raise it, even if it is on my own." Charles looked at her angrily, "Fine, then. You still cannot tell Nathan. Can you imagine the riots of the Dethklok fans? It would be total and utter chaos. You will leave Mordhaus with this child and not return." Belladonna frowned, "I'm not worried about me, but what about Airyn and Kris? This is their home now, and I would hate for them to lose it all because of me." "Airyn and Pickles wedding is coming in June. This will ensure her stay at Mordhaus, as her stepbrothers stay." Belladonna put a hand on stomach and nodded, "Then we will go. But believe me, there is no way you can keep me from being the maid of honor at my best friend's wedding, just so you know. I will not tell her of the baby, but I will be in the wedding." Charles shook his head and left. Bella pulled her suitcase out of her closet and sighed, "And to think I just put this away."
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
"I can't believe Bella left, " said Nathan frowning as he flopped down into the chair. Toki nodded, "That's not like hers. Something has to be wrongs." "Something was bothering her," agreed Kris, "But she wouldn't say what." "I called our old place," said Airyn, "but there was no answer. I really hope she is ok." "She will be fine," Charles interrupted the group, "Belladonna wanted me to tell you all not to worry about her, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, she had to leave Mordhaus indefinitely. " Nathan felt his heart breaking. His Bella was gone and not coming back. Suddenly it seemed like it was so hard to breathe, like his whole world was crashing down at this exact moment.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
"Oh my god," squealed Airyn over Bella's cell phone, "It's been five months since I heard from you! Are you doing alright? What happened?" Bella smiled as she sat back down on her couch, "I'm fine Ryn. I've got a little apartment in Phoenix and my mom comes to visit me once and while. After your wedding she is going to stay with me for a few weeks." "Speaking of wedding Bellz, I kept your spot, are you still going to be my maid of honor?" Bella laughed, "Of course Ryn! A pack of wild dogs couldn't keep me away!" "Good," she said with a smile, "I'm not sure where you are, but we will need you for dress fitting and rehearsal dinner next week." "I'm afraid I'm not going to make the rehearsal dinner Ryn. I can't fly right now, so I'm grabbing a bus, so I will be there the day of the wedding. As for the dress I'm not sure what to do." She put a hand on her slightly round belly. "I'd just be thrilled to see you again. I trust you to find a lovely dress Bellz. Just pick out one in a dark red shade, k?" Bella laughed and pulled a baby book out of a shopping bag and placed it on her lap, "I think I can handle that." She then pulled out a picture of her and Nathan out of her purse and stared at it. "How is Nathan doing?" she asked Airyn, the hurt in her voice very clear. "He missed you greatly Bella. He still loves you and waits everyday for you to come home." "I miss him too," Bella said starting to cry, "but its better for him that I am not there."
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
"Where is she?" Nathan asked worriedly as he sat with his bandmates waiting for the start of the wedding. Pickles smiled at his best man, "She told Ryn that she would be here today." "I just can't stand it… five months has been too long. I can't stand being without her." "Then marries her," Toki interjected. Both Pickles and Nathan turned to eye their rhythm guitarist. "Whats?" Nathan grinned, "That is the best idea you had Toki. I am going to ask her today." 'It's time," said the wedding planner, "I need the groomsmen to come with me please." Pickles smiled, "Good luck Nathan." He followed the planner, trying not to push the gay guy to make him walk faster. Soon the girls were in his site and there before him, a figure in dark red gown and red hair pulled up into ringlets on her head caught his eye and attention. "Belladonna," he said rushing to her side. "Nathan," Bella gasped turning around, "I…" she started but couldn't seem to form words as she locked eyes with him. "I missed you Bells," he said and pulled her into a hug. When he did, he felt something press against him and looked down to find her baby bump. "Is this why you left?" he asked, "Bella is that baby mine?" Bella started to cry again and Nathan quickly pulled her back into a hug. "Don't cry Bella. I'm not mad at you or anything, I am just glad to have you back. Please don't go again. I can't stand you not being here with me. I love you too much to let you go again." "I'm sorry," she said with a slight laugh, "It's all these crazy hormones. I cry all the time now. Nathan, you know I still love you, but I left to protect you and my little girl. Charles wanted me to have an abortion, so I left. And to answer your question, of course she is yours. You've always had my heart and the only one to have my heart. I will never give it to anybody else." "Then marry me Bella. Be my wife, and let us raise this little one together."
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
"I'm glad you and Nathan are together," said Ryn as she sat next to her best friend at the wedding party table at the reception hall. Belladonna smiled, "I'm glad too. We'll be getting married to." "Soon," added Nathan from his seat beside Pickles, "I want the baby to born to wedded parents." Belladonna smiled, "I would love that too." "I still can't believe you're pregnant," laughed Airyn, "you said it was a girl?" Bella pulled out a sonogram picture out of her handbag, "Yes, I've named her Evangeline." Nathan smiled, "It's beautiful."
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
"You mean you're in labor now?" Nathan said frantically into his cell phone. "I would not kid about this," Bella said sounding worried. "I will be there as soon as I can," he assured her, "I'm gonna leave this concert and fly to you right now." "Hurry Nathan." He hung up the phone and turned to Pickles, "I'm going to be a dad." He smiled brightly and Pickles smiled back. "Go be with your wife Nathan. We will end this concert and be with you guys soon." Nathan quickly headed out of the concert venue to began his long flight. Two hours into his flight, his phone rang again. "Hello," he said picking it up. "Nathan, this is Willow," said Belladonna's mother on the other end, "I think a congratulations is in order. You and Bella are now the proud parents of a beautiful baby girl." Nathan smiled, "I just wish I was there." "I'm sure Bella felt the same way. The labor was difficult for her I won't lie, But both Belladonna and Evangeline are fine and fast asleep right now. I will send you a picture in a message to your phone." "Thanks Willow," Nathan said to his mother in law then they hung up. The phone then rang, signaling the picture message, and Nathan quickly opened it up to see his new baby. "Look at her," he said taking in a breath.
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Nathan couldn't take his eyes off the picture of the baby. All he wanted to do is hold his little girl and sing her lullabies. //Look how she lights up the sky, my belle Evangeline. So far above me yet I, know her heart belongs to her mom and me. J'adore, J'taime, Evangeline. You're my queen of the night so still so bright.//
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
The plane landed and soon Nathan was in Bella's room, Evangeline in his arms; her little green eyes looking up at him with love, so quiet and content to finally be in her daddy's arms. Nathan was singing her a lullaby to her as Bella began to wake up. //To someone as beautiful as she who loves someone like me. Love always finds a way, its true. And I love you Evangeline.// He stopped singing when he saw Belladonna awake, but she just smiled and continued where he left off. //Love is beautiful, love is wonderful, love is everything, do you agree? Look how she lights up the sky. I love you Evangeline. //
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