So...I think it's this and one more chapter and then it'll be done :(

Still don't own Supernatural nor "Always" by Bon Jovi(Favorite band ever)


Dean got into his Impala and drove; just drove to nowhere basically.

He wasn't sure where he was going, he wasn't sure if where he was going was safe or anything, but he was sure he needed help.

He wanted the place he was driving to have Castiel waiting for him.

He put in a mix tape in his car. Sure enough the song "Always" by Bon Jovi played through the speakers.

It's been raining since you left me
Now I'm drowning in the flood
You see I've always been a fighter
But without you I give up

He turned off the radio.

Sure it was one of his favorite Bon Jovi songs but this time, it reminded him of what just happened.

Dean shook his head, trying to erase the lyrics from his mind and focus on where he was headed.

He found a small lake with a small wooden dock.

He remembered this place from one of his dreams a while ago.

This was his private, serene place.

No one really knew where it was, not even Sam.

He parked his car on the dirt road and got out.

The salty, misty air filled Dean up with some serenity but not entirely like it always does.

He walked to the small dock and sat on the edge of it. He looked up at the gray sky, small peaks of sun shinning through the clouds.

"Alright, be thankful I'm doing this but I'm gonna pray.

Yes I know we have an apocalypse on your and my hands but I need your help." Dean began as he looked down at the foggy water.

"I need Castiel to come, right now.

I was too harsh on him, Sam even said so and he's the harshest one out of the two of us.

If he can't come right now, at least let him know I need to talk with him soon.

He hates me right now and I saw the pain in his eyes.

I just…I don't know what to do anymore." Dean looked back up in the sky; a tear ran down his cheek.

"You're not listening aren't you?

He would have been here right now. He's like that.

Well screw you then!

My angel and savior left all because I never gave him a chance to apologize or explain!

I'm never gonna see him again and I won't be able to live with myself if that happens."

"That's not true." A gruff voice said as Dean jumped a little

Dean turned to see Castiel waiting there for him, hearing every word that he said.


Dun dun dun! Sorry for the cliff hangers but it's better than having all the action happening all at once. What will happen? Will Cas forgive Dean? Will Dean apologize? And the feelings that Dean felt in his dream, will he tell Cas the truth?

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