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Chapter Four – Closed Doors

The two men stood awkwardly in the living room waiting for Misaki to come downstairs. They had stood there at the bottom of the stairs for about five minutes in complete silence. Akihiko had busied himself for a second or two when he went to look for another lighter to light his cigarette but he successfully found one in no time...unfortunately.

"Usagi?" Takahiro asked finally breaking the silence "I'm just going to steep outside for a bit to call my wife, to tell her what's going on" Without waiting for an answer he walked outside the front door with his mobile in hand.

Akihiko let out a long needed sigh, the atmosphere in the room had grown quite tense when Misaki had left the room and when Takahiro walked out, it felt like he was finally able breathe properly. He glanced upstairs, and thought now would be a good time to talk to Misaki.

Putting out his cigarette in an ashtray, he quietly walked upstairs to Misakis room and stood in the doorway of his younger lover's room for a minute as he watched the boy pack some clothes into a small duffel bag and he smiled sadly. Without uttering a word, he walked up behind Misaki and wrapped his arms around his small waist, causing the younger male to jump in surprise.

"Baka Usagi-san!" he cried as he tried to wiggle out of the man's grip, "You shouldn't sneak up on people like that!"

Akihiko ignored his comment and leaned his head atop of his lovers, "Misaki" he whispered sadly, "I love you" As he spoke those three little words, Misaki ceased his struggling. "That's why, I'm not going to let Takahiro take you away from me for good" His grip tightened around the boy's waist, possessively "You can count on that"

Misaki felt himself blush, but he didn't try to pull away from Akihiko, nor did he struggle when Akihiko turned him around so they were face to face. Akihiko cupped Misaki's face with his hand gently and pulled him into a soft, loving kiss. Misaki's eyes widened at first, but then slowly, his eyelids drifted shut and he allowed himself to be swept away by Akihiko.

Even if it was just for a second....

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As the two came downstairs, an annoyed Takahiro awaited them. He frowned at Akihiko but otherwise he didn't say anything as he took his brothers duffel bag and led him towards the front door. He opened it and the two stepped out of the penthouse.

"I'll call you in a few days, Usagi" Takahiro stated.

Akihiko nodded, "Yea" he muttered. He glanced at his lover, who was staring at the floor and was unable to meet his gauze causing the older man to frown sadly. "I'll see you, Misaki" he said muttered.

"Come, Misaki" Takahiro said, not giving Misaki a chance to answer as he led him away from the door to the elevator. Before the elevator doors opened, Misaki glanced back at the doorway where Akihiko stood and he felt a twinge of pain shoot through his heart when he saw the saddened expression on his lover's face. He gave a weak smile, trying to reassure him before steeping into the elevator.

Then the doors closed.

Akihiko shut his apartment door with a sigh He reached into his pocket to grab his packet of cigarettes and lighter as he made his way to the couch. Laying down, he stuck the cancer stick in his mouth and lit it, breathing in all its toxins.

For the first time in a while, he felt as if he was going to cry...

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Misaki stared out of the window, watching as the buildings passed by. The two has been driving for about five minutes but it felt like an hour. Takahiro hadn't uttered a word to him since they left the penthouse and the silence was making Misaki nervous. Unwanted thoughts began flying around the brunette's mind. 'W-what if Nii-chan never allows me to see Usagi-san again' 'Usagi-san is useless when he is by himself, who will look after him if I'm not around' 'What if...'

"We're here"

Misaki snapped out of it. He was so lost in thought that he hadn't realised that they had reached their destination. In silence, the two got out of the car and headed towards the apartment block.

Once inside they were greeted by a cheerful Manami, who had just put little Mahiro down for a nap.

"Welcome, Misaki-kun!" she greeted with a hug, "I'm delighted that you will staying with us for a while! It's always a pleasure to have you over" she chirped.

"T-thank you" Misaki replied, trying to give the best smile he could.

"I've prepared the spare room for you, come on I'll show it to you" Manami said as she took him by the wrists and led him down the hall to his room.

"Here you are" she said as she opened a door leading to a room, "I hope it's okay" The room itself was rather small, but homely. There was a single bed in the corner on the left side with a bedside table next to it. Misaki placed his bag at the end of the bed.

"It's great, thank you Nee-san"

"Well then, I'll let you get settled in and I'll call you when Dinner is ready" she smiled, and she was about to walk away when she turned her head to Misaki, "I wouldn't worry about Takahiro" she said gently, "He's just needs to time to think" and with that she walked out the room, shutting the door behind her leaving Misaki alone in the room with nothing but his thoughts.

He walked over to the single sized bed and slumped lifelessly onto it. This was too much to take in one day and his thoughts drifted back to Akihiko and a twinge of pain shoot through his chest as he remembered the sadden expression on his face as he left.

'Usagi-san....'

.....I'm so sorry if this was crap!!

I had so much trouble writing this...this was the best I could come up with...I hope this doesn't disappoint you too much Dx I promise the next chapter will be much better then this!!

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