AN: Pretend the Angels aren't coming just yet.
Sam and Dean exchanged a glance than looked at their parents.
"Look then leave Dad I'm sorry I just can't be born," says Sam.
"Sammy," Dean began, "no,"
"No what?" asks Sam, "do you have a better plan than this? If I'm not born neither of our parents will die, nothing will happen Dean you won't have to-
"Sam no," says Dean.
How bad is the future for Sam not to want to exist? I'm sorry too bad.
"Dean," says Sam.
"Sam," says Dean.
"We'll find another way," says Mary, "Sam,"
She takes another step towards our youngest son. The way he flinches scares me. She places her hand to his cheek.
"I'm sorry," says Mary.
"You told me that before," Sam admits.
Before? You mean after Mary died.
"Sam," Dean shakes his head.
"Right,"
Mary breaks into tears.
"If I hadn't made that deal," she sobs, "I couldn't stand to be alone you have to understand it killed my parents it killed John,"
What? When did I die? I do not remember dying Mar.
"John I'm sorry," says Mary, "I can't this is all I wanted a family to be safe,"
"I'm sorry Mary but that life it's just not gonna happen," says Dean.
"Maybe I won't raise you as hunters," John says.
I mean it too. I'm sure I could got on without getting revenge for my wife. Though if it consoles my sons maybe I'll find the strength.
"You drove yourself trying to find Mom's killer," says Dean, "and I kill him twenty-three years later,"
He glares at me and I could see the betrayal, the pain and the hurt nothing a man as young as he is or maybe just maybe he's older than me now which is odd to think since I'm his dad but he shouldn't be feeling this.
"I could stop," says John.
"You watched Mom die," says Sam, "you ran into my nursery that night and you watched mom burst into flames you gave me to Dean telling him to run and don't look back,"
"Flames?" Mary cries.
Everything burns that's what he meant. My wife burns in my son's nursery no, no, no, no.
"Tell us how to kill this monster," John says, "tell us how to save your mother,"
"It's destined he will kept trying," says Sam.
"I don't care," spat out John, "she's my wife your mother how could you not try to stop it,"
"I already have," Dean says, "it's gonna happen if I am born or Sam is. You could get an abortion wait till after 83 and have kids have a huge family a safe family ,"
"An abortion?" asks Mary, "I will not abort you or my baby. I do not want a huge family I want my sons,"
"Then your house will burn along with your 'normal life' and ours as well," says Sam.
Sam walks away leaving Dean smiling awkwardly at his parents. John follows.
"What you said before," says John, "I'm sorry I promise you I won't become that man,"
"You will," says Sam, "it wasn't your choice you lost Mom you thought you were doing your best and I know that you are um will do?"
"That is not good enough," says John, "I'm your father it's my job to protect you I stick by what I said earlier,"
"You died protecting me and my brother," says Sam.
At least I died protecting my boys, and Mary dies trying to protect him.
"Why won't you tell us how to kill the monster that killed your mother?" asks John, "we'll find a way to keep her safe and after you're born Sam we'll find a way to protect you please just tell me how to save your mom,"
"It won't rest until it finds me and kills her," replied Sam, "I'm sorry,"
Sorry you have a chance to go back to 1978 prevent your mother's death and you won't take it? Prevent me from becoming the man you hate.
"Sam," says John.
Dean walks up behind the two.
"Don't you think we want to?" asks Dean, "Mary is our mother we love her don't you think we want to kill that thing back in 1973 I came close to killing him. He killed you two and our grandparents and many more mothers,"
He places his head down defeated and walks back to Mary.
"Why?" she asks him with her big green eyes watering.
"Mary," says John, "I'm sorry our kids,"
"Are hunters," Mary spat out, "John this is the lat thing I ever wanted,"
"What did he say to you when he made that deal?"
"He'd swing by our house in ten years," Mary cries, "but November is past the ten year mark,"
"What was he doing in Sam's nursery?" John asks.
They notice both of their full grown sons standing there.
"What was he doing in Sam's nursery?" demands Mary.
I'm not sure if I even want to hear that. Just tell your mother maybe I can put my fingers in my ears.
"Tell me," Mary says, "please,"
They break from their mother's glare.
"Feeding demon blood into Sam's mouth," says Dean.
Sam looks away. Blood? My baby' s mouth?
"All those little deals he made back in 1973 there were for the people's children," says Dean, "to stand over their cribs and feed demon blood to them. He only kills the mothers if they come into the nursery, some don't ever hear it and some are alive,"
"Then I won't go into the nursery!" Mary declared.
"I told you that last time I was here," says Dean.
"You told me as a stranger as Dean VanHalen and now you're my son Dean Winchester,"