DISCLAIMER: I own no rights to iCarly or the characters. I'm just using them for fun in my stories. :P

A/N: In Spencer's POV

SUMMARY: Carly likes to write letters to tell her big brother Spencer how life is and how much she misses him. She likes telling him about her new nursery teacher Mrs Foreacker and he always replies. These are some of their letters. Sorry if the years wrong, I guessed it.

TITLE: Dear Spencer,

Chapter 4- 19th May 1999

Dear Carly,

I wanna know something and I want you to tell me the truth, did mommy hurt you when she hit you? I know that you'll say no because that's the type of person you are, you're too nice and kind but I need to know the truth Carls because I care about you. My sculptures are going fine thanks and I've done one especially for you. I don't wanna ruin the surprise so I'll keep quiet until you can see it. How are Sam and Freddie and did mommy come home on time? You know that I'm not nagging right? I only want the best for you, I'm not being nosey. How's school been? Hope it's been better than my new job. I hate it there it's so boring but I need to make some money to support you and mommy while daddy's not here and I hope that makes mom proud to know that I'm doing something with my life. I'm sure that she is proud but as I said, she doesn't say much about her feelings. I know that sometimes you feel down and scared but you just hold in there kiddo because me, daddy and mommy love you very much and we would always be there for you when you need us. I know that it doesn't seem like it but she just wants you to be happy. If you ever need anything when mommy's not there, you know where I am and I want you to call me on this number- 04567888765. I hope that we still write to each other because it's a time when I can really stop and think about you more than if we spoke over the phone. You can still ring if you want, if you ever need someone to talk to or if you feel a little down I'm here and you know that Carly. If mommy's not home and you feel a little scared then you ring me and I'll make you feel better. I should go now, Socko's at the door, we're going to an artist convention. I'll try and get you a souvenir and send it with my next letter.

All my love,

Spencer

xxxxxx