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Down the Rabbit's hole

Chapter Six: Haunted Revelations

I felt him pull away from me, as he chuckled, "Did you honestly believe that, such a silly little girl." I looked up at him for a moment, "I don't know what to believe anymore," I mumbled honestly. He just looked at me and laughed, "One day, your honesty is going to get you in trouble. A lot of trouble."

"I'm already in trouble, and I didn't even mutter a thing about the note to my family, and look what happened to me." I countered. His crimson eyes danced with amusement, "So it seems, so tell me Renesmee, do you miss your family?"

I look at him as if he asked me the stupidest question in the world, which he did.

"I mean…whenever you speak of your family, you speak as if you don't care that they are searching for you. You seems so nonchalant about it, one can't tell if you miss them or not." He clarified.

"Of course I miss them. They are family."

"Exactly you miss them. But when you "miss" somebody don't you crave them, think about them. If you truly did miss them, you would still be crying for them. You miss them because they are your family. You miss them out of obligation."

Tears fell across my face as I begin to speak, my voice wavering a little, "I love them, all of them. I want them back, I need them."

He just looked at me for a second, before correcting my statement, "You need them, when you need them. Tell me what you did when I stole you from them. You gave yourself up, willingly, too willingly. You stepped over their feelings, with no respect at all. You walked over their love for you, just to give yourself to me. Already dreaming about me…denial is the first stage toward many things, Renesmee."

"Like what?"

"You'll find out soon enough." His voice seemed mysterious with a teasing edge to it, then his face masked into an impassive expression as he spoke, "Doll, listen to me, I have been giving you the easy life so far, but that was never my intention. But when I look at your face I think how easy it would be the break you." He began laughing so hard he was shaking.

I drew away from him, panicked. Break me? Cut the strings of my back, and leave me there, lying on the ground like a dead marionette. He wants to kill me? Or emotionally destroy me? I remained frozen, my mind unable to process this new revelation he revealed to me.

And without a doubt, I knew he was going to reveal more.

"And that's not all. I just wanna see the terror flash through your face, it makes you feel alive. And whenever heat rises to your cheeks, I just wanna bite you and drink you till there is nothing left." His eyes notice me, inching away from him, running from the door. "Don't you dare leave, Renesmee, I have just started."

I just nod mutely and watch his lips speak those harsh words that would haunt me for the rest of my life.

"When you cry and scream, I would be lying if I said those emotions didn't amuse me. Never think even for a second that I actually care about you. Sweet words mean nothing if said coldly. So these words that fall out of my mouth-babydoll, doll, sweetheart, darling-anything I say that at all don't mean a thing. I won't deny it Renesmee, you are beautiful, but you are a child. Naïve and inexperienced. You don't know the real world, you still believe in fairytales. I am hardly, a knight in shining armor, nor am I, Prince Charming. Believe what you want but it isn't true."

"I understand."

His eyes glowered at me, and I was sure my heartbeat sounded even more alive at the rate it was going. I wouldn't be surprised if he jumped out and killed me. "Your wide innocent eyes are making this so much harder for me, doll. Stop looking at me like that. Anyways, did I tell you to speak? No I didn't, so remain quiet and speak when told, ever heard the phrase children must be seen and not heard? Renesmee your childish behavior won't be allowed here. You will do what you are told, you are the marionette and I am the master, understand?"

I nodded.

"Good girl. You may have a room of luxury Cullen, but think nothing of it. You shall be treated no differently than anyone else. Take this warning Renesmee, punishments are harsh. You may get knocked out for days, weeks, months even. Depends how hard someone hits you. You will do what you are told. If I tell you to kill, kill. I don't give a damn about your morals, and if you refuse you don't give a damn about your life. Are we clear about this Renesmee?"

His gaze finally met mine, and he could see the tears streaming down my face become worse, as an anguished sob escaped my throat. "Aww…doll don't be like that, the more you cry the more tempted I am to kill you."

"Then do it." I wasn't sure where the bravery came from, but it came and I wasn't even willing to let it escape my grasp. My eyes met his, and we were locked in battle for a moment, before a low chuckle came from him. "I can't. As much as I want to, I can't. You must wish my sister was here, Jane would kill you on the spot, but I have got enough sense to restrain myself. Maybe that's why Aro chose me, instead of my crazy sister."

"You both are crazy," I muttered under my breath, not caring about his ability to hear it.

"Excuse me?"

"Nothing, nothing at all," I looked at him innocently.

"Doll, you look more sinful that innocent. Such a shame you are wasting away with the Cullens." He made a melodramatic sigh as he said the last sentence.

"Where is my family?"

"Searching for you, obviously."

"I mean, how come they didn't find me yet?"

"They are fools. I can't believe we actually let them live the first time around. If I had it my way, they would have been dead within seconds. But we all can't get what we wish for I suppose. At least I have you. Anyways come with me, it is time for your first job."

"Already?"

"Yes already, now shut up and follow me."

He led me through the maze of hallways, making this place seem more like a labyrinth. After a moment, I began to notice something odd, "Alec?"

"What?" came his snappish reply.

"Those screams…"

Alec laughed.

"I was wondering when you were going to notice it. Doesn't it sound lovely? Like music to my ears."

"More like a haunting orchestra." I muttered, knowing that he could hear me.

Alec ignored that comment and continued to lead me to the door, and looked at me his deep crimson eyes making me blush crimson.

"I want you to kill one of them."

"What?" I exclaimed. He wanted me to kill a human? It was a life and who was I to take it? I am sure he knew I didn't have the nerve to even try that. I am too weak to do it.

"Stop crying, Renesmee. Stop acting so weak, Aro and I had hopes for you Renesmee. You could prove to us that you are no like the rest of your family all so weak and frightful, like a bunch of animals. The Whitlock is an exception. He should have stuck with Maria. Now go in there and bare your fangs and let your instincts take over, got it?"

And with that he pushed me into a room, with petrified half dead humans.

Shit.

Please don't tell me how pissed off you are at my late update. I don't need to hear it, school is hell. I have to write a research paper. God knows how much i hate those. I have a three day weekend, and i held all my research paper homework for you all so it is all your fault. I spend my weekend writing this damn chapter. I must really love you.

Anyways, how is it? Darker yet. Wait till Nessie kills someone. Maybe she won't kill, maybe she will. I already have an idea swarming around my head. No thanks to you. I need to continue working on my HW now. So blah.

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