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Down the Rabbit's hole

Chapter Eight: Bathe in Sin

After our startling conversation, I was in a daze for days. As the days past, I didn't know where I was, or even remember much. All my mind could process is Alec. Alec's kind words that led me to my down fall. Alec's lies and treachery, that seemed to bring me into bloodlust. Alec's lips that fall upon my throat and send me to another world, and make me gain as much as I'm losing. His eyes, a deep burgundy color the same color of the blood he drinks, the blood I drink.

The blood we drink.

I'm becoming more habituated to Alec's diet. The human food, isn't sustaining my thirst, neither is drinks. Those victims, now know my true intentions and fear me. Some of them simply beg me to end it now, but Alec told me to always save the beggars for last. He says they deserve the punishment. These people are all reporters, journalist, attention whores, who discovered us by accident and want to expose us for what we are.

They all deserve to die.

The Volturi is justice, I realized soon enough after speaking with Alec about the people. I remember Alec's smile when I told him that. His smile…

"Alec?" His eyes barley regarded me and he continued to read his book, flipping pages absentmindedly, "Yes doll?" I shuffled my feat a bit, before looking up at him, "Why are those people there?"

He finally put the book down and regarded me with interest, "What people?" I blinked, surely he must know who I'm talking about. "Those people, they were trapped in that room. You pushed me in there, a couple of days ago. I fed from one of them."

Alec's gaze held some steel in them, and his voice seemed even sharper, "They deserve it. Those people are up to no good. Attention whores, they found about us by accident and decided to make a quick million by exposing us. If the media found about us, what will happen? Chaos, babydoll…Chaos that would happen, you see…those mortals will be begging us to change them, or want to kill us."

"It might even end up worse. Understand? There even are some vampire's who want to expose the fact they are vampires to the public, we have to kill those off too."

"So…the Volturi is justice?" My statement came out in a question as I looked at him positively puzzled, but I realized I was right, when I saw Alec break out into a smile.

"Your right…" He said, as he put the book down and sat next to me, before stroking my hair. "You're a smart girl, you know Doll? Your family may not be smart, but you are. You understand things that your family may not have been bothered with. It seems all those horror stories you have heard about the Volturi and I aren't true, are they?"

I didn't answer, for I had fell asleep dreaming about dark knights in black cloaks.

Alec began granting me more freedom as the days passed, and spoiled me with presents and pretty dresses, but he was still cruel despite it all. But it was a good type of cruel, the protective kind. He was cruel in kindness, his harsh words were a façade I'm sure.

Alec will take care of me.

Through it all my family never crossed my mind; I didn't know where they were, or what they were doing. The past weeks have been about getting Alec's attention.

Because life without Alec was injustice.

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"Edward…Bella…" Alice whispered, her voice falling out into a whisper, "She's falling for him…" Bella let an anguished cry, while Edward held her, murmuring smoothing words trying to calm his wife down. "He made her kill…he's lied to her…he's drank her blood…" Alice grabbed for Jasper's hand, clutching it tightly.

Rosalie just watched the couple, while moaning in despair on the couch leaning into her husband, whose expression has been nothing short of grave, she sighed in defeat. Esme and Carlisle were not even better off, both of them stared at the picture of the Volturi, both thinking of what has caused this to happen.

And Jacob?

The mutt's been howling at the moon, just like a lone wolf would do, because he has lost his mate.

"Should we tell Jacob?" Rosalie questioned, with pity lacing her voice.

"I'm not ready for an apocalypse, yet." Edward muttered, while Bella just glared at him and his futile attempt for a joke. "You know how he is, once he finds out that our daughter is in love with that… that….MONSTER! He'll do something…" Bella anger had been cut by her sobbing.

"I've read her thoughts; she's never wanted a fairytale with Jacob. She can only love him like a sister. She never believed in those kinds of fairytales, and she's never liked clichés."

Silence emerged after that.

"In the end, will she even want to come home?" Esme asked, her voice breaking with every word.

"She hasn't thought about us at all, every vision I had seen, was with her gazing at Alec, doing things for Alec, being with Alec."

"So where is the bastard?" Emmet finally spoke up, while Alice shook her head in defeat, "Some mansion in America…or maybe Canada. I didn't see it."

"The other Volturi members?"

"We'll have to find them, apparently. Remember the hotel they were in, well apparently that's the last trace I have of them."

"None of us aren't even good at tracking, don't even volunteer Edward, you can't track."

Silence consumed the house.

At that moment, Jacob burst in the house, and glared at the Cullens. "Why aren't you all looking for HER? She's your daughter, niece, and granddaughter!"

"Jacob…" Edward began…

"She doesn't love you…"

But Jacob didn't hear anything else; because Jacob had gone to look for the girl he loves, despite it all.

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Darkness.

The darkness in which I wake to, is the darkness that Alec lives in. I may not love him because I, despite seeing true love from the figures surrounding my life, do not know what true love is. Alec shall care for me, I know though. He's seen a lot in this world, and read a lot of Grimm's Fairytales, I should know because he reads them to me a lot.

He treats me like he's a puppeteer and I'm the marionette.

But I'm not like the other puppets and rag dolls.

I was given the finest silk, the most exotic perfumes, the most delicious drink anyone has ever drank in their life time.

I was given sin…

I now bathe in sin and its fine luxuries and now I can never be content with what I have, because all I want is Alec. Jacob…has now become a worthless rag doll too me, overused and dirty, and a memory of the past. Alec is like a porcelain doll, with glass eyes, and soft hair. So hypnotizing and pretty, it looks scary, but it is beautiful.

He's beautiful.

But he's scary.

But if he wasn't such a frightening creature, he wouldn't be Alec.

Well...well...well...baby doll has been corrupted. And I finally updated. I'm sorry, really I am, but I....wrote two stories. What if they are about Pokemon? Pokemon was the best part of my childhood. (I am the only girl on my mom's side and as a child I have been one of the guys.) Anyways, back to the plot.

Did you like my little "WHATS GOING ON WITH THE CULLENS?" segment? Really I mean I was curious, you were curious, but I had decided to act on it. They know she wasn't in love with Jacob, just that wish that she would one day and realize that he's been waiting for her to whole time. I feel like I just sang a line for Taylor Swift's song You Belong With Me.

IMPORTANT!

NO THIS IS NOT A HIATUS. I'm going to be writing another Alec/Renesmee fic. No not a sequel. Not a prequel.

The first half is based on Alec and Jane's past, but the 2cd half is based on Alec/Babydoll.

I hope that makes up for my lack of updates. But that shall be started the minute I finish this story.

I don't know when I will finish this story.

And let's see...

Review. I need reviews, because they are my life source and I am greedy. I'm Grevil. Greedy and Evil. I corrupted Babydoll! Okay I made Alec corrupt her, but same thing. And yes I got that name for Pokemon Colesseum.

So review.

And Thank You.