Why Alice? Why?

Chapter 1

Alice Point Of View

Bella and I met when we were in third grade; the Cullen's, who had just adopted Emmett and me, moved to Forks. We had to make name tags, and Bella sat next to me. The reason we made friends was because Mike pushed her down the stairs on the way down for lunch just because she wouldn't hold his hand. So, being my short self, I started crying as Emmett went by and convinced him to threaten Mike. He is still afraid of Emmett, still hates me, and still wants Bella, but he has to deal with Jasper also now.

The Cullen's adopted Rose and Jasper about a year after us. They were twins, and came from an abusive home. Rose had been molested and raped repeatedly by her father and his friends. (A/N Kind of like the book, but this actually happened to my friend until she was taken away when she was three.) Also, Jasper had scars all over his body; his parents had used him as a human dart board. Emmett and I had just been neglected. Our parents just forgot we were there; they were too busy fighting and drinking.

Then, there was Edward. He was gay and had told everybody two years ago when he started high school. The same year Bella and I started, too. Bella and I had the same classes all three years that we had been here. He has a relationship with a guy from the reservation, by the name of Paul. Edward never brought Paul here, but Edward was always on the reservation.

Bella and I spent every weekend together. She was either over here, or I was over there. That's where it happened. Charlie had come home one day, and my heart stuttered. It skipped a beat and sped up. I could hear it in my ears as it thumped.

"Hey Alice, haven't seen you hear in a while." He said as he made coffee.

"Hi, Charlie. How's the station?" I said and blushed. I felt like Bella.

"It's going good; with the city being Forks, we aren't really busy, you know?" He said with a chuckle.

"Yeah, Forks is known for that." I said as Bella came downstairs.

"Hey, Bells! I'm going to La Push, and I won't be coming back until Sunday night." He said.

"Okay dad. Is it one of your famous fishing trips again?" She said with a smile.

"Yup. We're going to see who can catch the most fish." He said and stood. "I am going to take shower and change. I'll probably take off to La Push after that." He said, walking to the stairs.

That was the day I fell in love with Charlie Swan.

The day I fucked my life up.

The day I set things in line to mess up the relationship between the best of friends.

I even caused people's deaths.

And now, I sit here, in my bathroom, on the floor, pregnancy test in hand.

With a companion. A little pink plus.

I picked up my phone and dialed Chris, which was the nickname I had given to Charlie.

"Hello? What's wrong?" He asked. I needed to stop crying before I talked to him.

"I – um…" I stuttered before continuing. "We are gonna have a - a baby..." I whispered quietly in the speaker.

"What. Oh, God. What are we gonna do? You're not legal age, so I'll go to jail. And Bella! She's your best friend. SHIT! Alice, oh God. I'll call you later tonight." He said.

I sighed, "Okay bye, I love you." I said and hung up. I hid the test deep into the trash can and stood. I ran my hands through my hair, pulling it tightly between my fingers. "AHHH!" I yelled and threw my brush at the door. I was going to have a baby with my best friend's dad. "Fuck me." I whispered, and opened the bathroom door. There stood Emmett. Did he hear me talking to Charlie?

"Why did you yell, little sister?" He asked me.

"I'm just frustrated." I said as he pulled me into him for a hug. I wrapped my arms around him and sobbed. I cried for me and Charlie, for Bella, and for the baby in my stomach.

Emmett picked me up and walked to my room, laying me in my bed and tucking me in. I then welcomed sleep, going into a world much more peaceful than my own.

Okay so it's kind of short but what do you think?

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