Why Alice? Why?

Chapter 4.

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Bella Point of View

I cannot even begin to think of how much I hated both of them. Like for real, what the hell? She was my best friend. And he's my God damned father? Do they know how to think? Did they even think of how much this would hurt me?

Clearly not I would have rather been in the dark this whole God damned time, and for the rest of my life.

I really don't need to know that my best friend is going to be the mother of my little brother.

And what the hell, Alice is the same age as me, isn't that clearly very much like fucking your daughter?

That man is so gross, I hope I never see his face again.

I peeled out of Alice's drive way, I had know idea where I was going to go, I couldn't go to my best friends house, no she's fucking my dad!

I raced home and packed as much as possible and shoved it in my car. I was getting ready to leave, when I felt like taking a walk. I needed to calm down a little before I got pulled over or crashed, I didn't want to die.

I walked into the forest I followed the trail, mostly I branched off of it after I had walked awhile. Everything was so green, and it was so rainy.

The ground was soggy, and smelled so clean, and fresh. I walked for ever, and ever. I tripped and cried.

I couldn't find my way back to my house, why was everything so green? I sobbed as I wondered around. I was wet and scared. I wanted to be home with my father, and my best friend, but they shattered my world.

I tripped one last time before I just laid there, the wind bit into my exposed face, as the rain pelleted it.

I felt so numb.

I felt so alone.

I felt so empty.

I felt so worn out.

I felt so sleepy.

Charlie Point of View

I kissed Alice good-night and let her sleep. She had a long day, but I'm pretty sure Bella's day is worse then her's.

After I had went back downstairs, I had a long talk with Esme and Carlisle. I excused myself with, "I have to go check and see if Bella's okay." They nodded and I headed home.

I found her car full of all of her stuff. She was moving, she was leaving us. Not that she didn't have a reason to hate all of us. I went inside hoping she was waiting for me there. When I couldn't find her anywhere, I got worried, but waited.

After a hour of her not being here I called everyone. She was probably in the forest. I called the Cullens and there boys were more then happy to help, her boyfriend was worried sick, adn everyone got into groups of five then went in looking for her. Alice and her mother stood by my side worried, and crying.

God I hoped we found her.

Bella Point of View

I heard people calling my name, but I was so tried. I tried to open my mouth, but words just wouldn't come out. I tried to cry, but I was just too numb. I hoped Alice adn her baby was going to be okay. I hoped Charlie would be a good dad, like was with me.

I wish I could tell them I loved them.

I wished I could breath.

I wished I could feel.

I wished I could live another day.

But I felt it slipping away.

I felt my life slipping away.

And I wanted to reach out and call for help, I wanted so bad, for my dad to hold me once more, I wanted to see my baby brother.

But I never would.

Okay so Bella just died, but she won't be found yet. Last chapter's up next. Reviews please, this story is so unloved.