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Edward's POV

As I laid in bed, waiting for Bella to finish up all of her human necessities, I wondered what our life together would be like when she was really changed. I knew she would still remain my Bella, but what would she think of me?

Now she was in love with me, this I knew for certain, but she was also in love with the inhuman qualities that I possessed. My scent, history, strength, speed, even my cold, hard skin. She found them absolutely enthralling, much like I found her human qualities. When she was like me I wondered if she would still find me as 'god-like' as she did at that exact moment.

I knew I could give her the exact life that she wanted… I had the means to fully provide for her and give her everything she ever dreamed of and everything a girl could ever want. Homes around the world with lavish vacations on private yachts. I could afford all the jewelry she wished for and closets full of beautiful clothes. I wanted to give her everything. Every luxury in the entire world just to see her happy for a moment. But she never wanted or asked for any of those things.

All of my gifts embarrassed her and she was always worried that she did not give enough in return. Oh, how I wished she knew all the things that she truly gave me. She has given me everything; her beautiful soul and forgiving nature. She has bequeathed her whole heart to me and has put so much into being with me, even her whole life. Sometimes as I watch her sleep, I wonder how much of a monster I am that I am going to take those rosy cheeks and beating heart away from her. It kills me that I must be the one to change her. But it never bothers my Bella. All that she wants is to be with me forever and now, soon, we will be one. Man and wife we will remain until death do us part, and since we will never die, she will be mine forever.

The opening of the bathroom door jarred me from my thoughts and made me turn to face her. I expected to see Bella in her usual shorts and a t-shirt (preferably mine)… but I was both bewildered and in awe of what she had on now. Lacy blue panties and a matching top greeted me instead. They accentuated her delicious curves and hugged her body in exactly the right places. If I still possessed a heart, I knew it would have beat faster at that moment.

"Bella…" I whispered in disbelief. I wanted her near me… I wanted to feel the lace and silk between my fingers.

Blushing, she took a few timid steps towards me. "Yes?"

"Your clothes…"

"Yes?"

"I… I…" Stuttering like an idiot, I couldn't put a coherent sentence together.

"Yes?" She was standing so close now I could reach out and grab her. I could hold her close and feel her form against mine.

"You look beautiful." I finally made out.

"Thanks… Alice got this outfit for me to sleep in… she's always taking me shopping." She made a little turn, showing herself off to me. "What do you think?"

I made a mental note at that moment to thank Alice. Instead of answering Bella, I threw myself up and grabbed her, bringing her down to the bed with me. Running my fingertips along her side, I felt her shiver. "They're perfect."

She drew her hands shyly up to my face and round my neck, lifting her face for a kiss. Drawing her closer to me, I obliged. Our lips locked as did our tight embrace. I felt her small body writhing next to mine, pressing against me and making my moan. She gently bit my lip and that sent me over the edge.

"Oh Edward…" She whispered as I threw myself on top of her. I pinned her wrists down and went in for another longer, deeper kiss. I could smell all of her delicious scents… her strawberry shampoo and her lilac conditioner, the unbearably sweet natural smell of her skin that was only highlighted by the tangy scent of her blood.

I felt her nervous fingers begin to undo my shirt. I let her try until I felt that she was taking too long and took it off myself, snapping several of the buttons in the process. Her warm hands felt even better now against my bare arms, chest, back, neck. Oh, God I wished it would never end. I wanted her closer. I needed to touch every inch of her flawless skin and allow her to do the same to me. I needed to hear her hot breath and feel her engulf me. Need… need… need…

Gently, I slid one hand under flimsy top. How easy it would be to just rip it off. She would never know the difference. I felt her heart race faster than before and her grip on me tighten. I slid my hand higher until I reached her chest. Such warm, supple flesh. I knew I had to stop. I couldn't continue. I was already beginning to lose control. It was hard to contain myself with her. I needed to stop.

But then she moaned, deeply against my neck as I touched her. This only made me want to continue more. I slowly began lifting up her camisole up, over her amble breast and over her head. When it was gone, tossed to the floor, I took a moment to raise my face and savor the scene. I had never seen Bella this unclothes before. She blushed and tried to cover herself, unsure of what to so.

"No, my Bella." I crooned, bringing my lips back to hers. "Every inch of you is more beautiful than the last. Please don't cover yourself." To my ultimate surprise, she gratified me this request and drew her arms again around me. I felt her now at the button of my jeans. I groaned as her small hands brushed against me. Soon the pants were on the floor, piled with our shirts.

Now all that was separating me from Bella were her tiny panties and my own undergarments. Her hands lingered, unsurely, at my hips before darting back up to my chest. I knew this made her nervous. We were both in uncharted territory now. Instead I brought my own hands down to the blue lace, waiting for her affirmation that I could continue. I felt her move against me again as she whispered. "Please, Edward." against my lips. I took this as my sign. Slipping my fingers against her skin, they went under the lacy waistband. They began to slide down, showing me more of my beautiful Bella. Then as she-

"Edward! Unhand that virtuous lady, you knave!" Emmet burst through the door, brandishing one of Esme's soup ladles in one hand, the over thrown over his eyes.

Bella screamed and scrambled away from me, throwing the covers over her.

I blanched, totally caught off guard. "Emmet! What the hell do you think you're doing?" I leaped out of bed, not caring that all I had on were briefs.

He kept his hand over his eyes and pointed the ladle at me. "I have come to save the fair damsel's virtue!"

"Totally unneeded, Emmet!" Bella scolded from under the blanket.

"On the contrary, my virgin queen, this bloodthirsty hooligan was after your chastity!"

I was fed up. "Emmet… Get. Out. Now." I growled, bearing my teeth.

"I believe someone is a little testy." He laughed.

Crouching down, I warned him again. "Emmet, get out."

"Or what?" He taunted. Tossing the soup ladle at me.

Another voice added to the chaos. Was I ever to have any peace? "What's going on in here?" It was Rosalie talking, unseen, from the hallway. "Emmet, what are you doing? One minute you're sitting calmly in the living room, the next you're yelling about a 'pure and uncorrupted lady' you were to 'save' and running up the stairs with a big spoon."

"And I am saving her." He told Rosalie calmly. This was too much.

Rose took a few steps and ended up in the doorway. "Emmet you're-" She turned and made eye contact. Me in my boxer and Bella buried in the bed comforter and Emmet screaming about unclean hands and virginal women with a soup ladle. "Oh."

"Can you both please just get out?!" I shouted. "Seriously, this is ridiculous. Rosalie get a hold of him!"

"Emmet, just leave them alone." She said, grabbing his big arm.

"But her maidenhead…" He persisted, uncovering his eyes.

"Her maidenhead is fine, Emmet, just come with me."

"But Rose." He wined.

Rosalie put her hands on her hips and took a stance that I firmly recognized. She was going to get her way. "Emmet Cullen, you say you're sorry and march right to your room. Do you understand me?"

He nodded and trudged towards their bedroom with Rosalie following close behind.

I knew the second my bedroom door slammed, that the moment between me and Bella was gone.

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