Hey guys, its been long. I wanted to tell you that the song secrets by one republic and give me a sign by breaking benjamin works great with the whole Bella and her problem with this secret and stuff etcetera...

"Bella can I ask you something?"

"Suure."

"What happened yesterday at the end of the day after Esme's shift?"

"Wh - what do you mean?"

"You know what I mean...you saw something. Something that you didn't like."

"How would you know?"

"Because I heard you scream."

"So?"

"Why not talk about it?"

"Because it's none of your business."

"Eventually your going to have to tell me. Why wait for the inevitable?"

Long pause.

"Well, that's it for now I'll see you this afternoon."

She quickly stood up and left.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hello?"

"Are you done?"

"Yeah, you want to come over and have lunch here? But you have to promise not to make a big fool of yourself."

"Whatever little brother all be there in like 20 minutes."

"OK."

I stood up stretched for a bit. Put away Bella and I's recorded session away in her folder and grabbed Mike's folder.

"Bella sweetie your cousin Alice wants to talk to you."

"Esme do I have to?" Alice has been trying to talk to me for the pasts three months.

"Oh, come on! Give her a chance I bet you she didn't mean any of that it was as long time ago."

"Whatever," I mumbled. I made my way to where the phones are and picked up.

Hello?

Bella! Hi, how are you?

Better as I'll ever be.

I've been meaning to talk to you for so long.

OK.

I want to see again.

OK.

So, would you mind me visiting? Like maybe this week?

I don't know.

I thought you can I have visitors.

You can.

Oh, you don't wanna see me?

Um, I - I don't know.

That's fine. I could feel the creepy aroma of sadness through the phone.

I - I want you to come...I think.

Really?

Yeah, I think you have to talk to the receptionist dude or ask Emmet he comes monthly.

Maybe Emmet and I could go together?

Oh I don't think so he came last week, and his job doesn't really give that much free time ya know?

Sorry folks, but ya'll got two more minutes.

Oh crap, time flies by fast doesn't it?...Well I guess I'll see you later this week.

Right.

Bye Bella! See you soon. I - I...bye.

That was very awkward...

"Soooooo where are all the freaks?"

"They aren't freaks they are...troubled people." He laughed at my response.

"Come on! Thats the only reason why I came here!"

"Hey what about me?"

"Oh, your just part of the package."

"Jasper..."

"Hey! Don't Jasper me! I'll change eventually. When the right time comes. Like Emily Dickinson says 'live each season as it passes; breathe the air, drink the drink, taste the fruit..."

"I always hated you for being better at poetry than I was."

"Hello Dr. Masen how are you today?"

"I'm good thank you Esme. This is Jasper my brother."

"Nice to meet you ma'am."

"Ditto."

"So how are the patients here?" I tried to give Jasper the death glare, but he avoided it mercilessly.

"Lively and funny." Jasper did a ha-ha laugh.

"Well, I have to leave I was only here for lunch."

"Oh shame." She gave a hearty laugh. "Well, I have to check over to Bella anyway."

"Bella? Is she talking to you?" I asked a little to quickly.

"Yeah she's fine a tiny quieter than yesterday though. What happened yesterday?"

"Oh, I still haven't figured out she won't answer me on it."I answered.

"Whose Bella?"

"She's a patient of mine."I answered to Jasper.

"Can I met her?"

"Sure." Esme answered before I could yell NO. Crap.

"Hey, what happened? You look gloom."

"I'll tell you if you won't tell Ed - Dr. Mason."

"Bella," he gave me a give-me-a-break look. "Just tell me."

"I've been like kind of dreaming of Dr. Masen..."

"Ew! I Don't wanna know that!"

"No! You idiot! It's not like that!"

"Oh, but its not my fault..."

"Your so immature!" I shrieked in a whisper.

"This is what men do. Duh."

"Jacob, do you wanna know or what?"

"Okay, okay spill!" I giggled at his girly remark. I toke a deep breath and looked into his cute brown eyes trying to make sure if he really is my best friend, the one I'm telling my 'hallucinations' to...my tiny secret of Edward's upcoming death. Those stupid drugs fucked up the last vision, but they're completely about him. He's gonna die...

"Before he came here I had a dream...about a car crash...I don't know why...I kind of know how he's gonna die," I looked at his face for anything but all I saw was this foreign look that I didn't understand "There was another one last night it was so weird it had some of my memories too but I was drugged so that can explain things."

"So he's gonna die?"

"I guess unless I'm suppose to stop it?"

"Do you wanna stop it?"

"I-"

"Shh!"

"Huh, Jake?"

"Bella?" I swirled to see Edward, Esme, and a hot very happy looking blond guy.

"Oh, uh, hi?"

"Well well well you wanted to keep this to yourself little Eddie."

"Bella this is my brother Jasper." I looked back at him and didn't see any resemblance. An unexpected laugh slipped through my lips and I regretfully turned red.

"I...uh."

"We had no idea you had a brother Doc." Thank you Jake! I looked at Jake with a thank-go-there's-people-like you look.

"Yep it's true." Jasper answered.

"Coool." I retorted. This is really awkward...think! Think! "So what brings you here?"

"I fired my assistant and need a load off work and I always have fun with Eddie."

"Well, we should be going I'm still hungry. Come on Jasper." Edward practically dragged Jasper off. When they were out of ear shot Jake and I bursted laughing.

"Oh you guys shouldn't be laughing that was nothing."

"Of course Esme." I said.

"Oh, come on Esme it was funny!"

"Shh Jake." Esme started to walk away. "Wow a brother..."

"Who knew?"

I kept going back to what Bella told me. Is it true? Can she really? Tell that from dreams and drugs? I mean it be a great load that guys annoying, but to have him six feet under... I made my way to my room. I toke a look at my room and noticed my information on werewolves and started remembering what Doc told me that I have a thing for Bella and that my obsession is dwindling. What a jackass. It started to piss me off. If it wasn't for the werewolves I wouldn't be here!

I headed to Jake's room to continue our interrupted discussion. I walked in to see Jacob destroying his things.

"Jake what are you doing?"

"It's his fault he made me do it! I hate him, I them!" I went to him.

"Jake stop." He pushed me so hard I went out the door. I sat there on the floor shocked watching the orderlies try to calm him down.

"Leave me alone this was a mistake I need it!"

"Jacob come on your coming with us."

"No, I have to pick it up I need it! Please"

"No one is going to touch your things. OK?"

"Fine."

I always take it hard, noticing that we are in here for a reason. Even Jacob and I...we need help.