"So this is pretty awkward. Well I'm gonna let you guys get to know each other because I have to go to the restroom." Said Gwen as she got up and started down the hallway.

"Duncan."

"Courtney."

"So why do you have to go out with Gwen? Think you'll get the rebound or something? Because let me tell you something Gwen isn't a piece of garbage like Heather was!" I practically yell.

"Why Courtney? Why! Why do you have to blow everything I do way out of proportion? Maybe I like Gwen! Did you ever think of that possibility? You always blow things way out of proportion!"

"Me blowing things out of proportion? Well I think you should take a look in the mirror and then tell me who's blowing things out of proportion! I never did anything to you! But you whacked me in the nose in sixth grade!"

"Oh so you're going to go that far back? Well guess what Courtney I got over it! But I can tell that someone knows how to hold a grudge! It was a long time ago! Get over it!"

"Oh I'm over it but it's not the only thing you've ever done to me! Don't think I forget things easily Duncan Brookes! I remember everything you've done to me in the past six years!"

"I've only been mean to you because you've been mean to me!"

"Oh have I now? Tell me how I've been mean to you?"

"I… I don't know! Okay? I can't remember anything you've done to me in six years! But trust me Courtney you have done things to me!"

"You're such a delinquent! I don't why I talk to you!"

"And you're a Princess! Now that we've stated the obvious!"

"Whoa. What did I miss?" Gwen asked as she reappeared into the room.

"Nothing, but do you know what you're going to see? Duncan getting out of my house! Now!"

"Fine by me! I don't want to be here anyway!"

"Fine! Then go!"

"Wow. Wanna tell me what happened when I was in the bathroom?" Gwen asks after she felt the house shake when I slammed the door.

"Nothing, just that I don't mind if you go out with Duncan. Just don't bring anywhere near me. Promise?"

"Promise, but I should probably go and find him. You know because it's dark, there are houses, with windows, well you know where I'm going."

"Yeah I know. And you should go, and if he's mad at you for what happened then just text me, I'll take care of it."

"K, I'm trusting you that nothing's wrong."

"Don't worry I don't lie."

"Okay, I trust you." And with that she walked out the door.

"But I might act sometimes." I say to the air.

How could I lie to Gwen like that? She needs to know the truth about me and Duncan. Hell the whole world does, but I don't think that's gonna happen anytime soon. I mean how would tell everyone that you went out with a boy for four years then he suddenly disappeared and came back in high school with a new and 'popular' girlfriend. After that things just haven't been the same between me and Duncan. And I'm afraid they never will be. But that's not the point now, and may never be. The point is, is that Gwen is going out with my first and only boyfriend not to mention my first and only crush. But I don't like him now nor will I ever like him again, that is one thing I'm for sure of. I hope.